now and forever
Saturday, January 31, 2009, 6:41 PM (0)

I was living very happily until I decided to go around different fangirling sites 'cause I was bored and I stupidly clicked the link which said "new group 'after school'" and I very very stupidly continued reading the article and then...

i found out that Park Gahee was a former Micky DBSK gf and she’s already married with a daughter now.

So obviously, I freaked and decided to google "yoochun ex" and lalalalalala all the links were talking about her!
Then very very very VERY retardedly, I clicked on a link and tada!



If you look carefully the photo is dated 2004 which is like 5 years ago which means I shouldn't even bother getting jealous but... yeah -_-
And it doesn't help that it's during Yoochun's super-adorable Hug days and I just D:
I want to cry/jump down the building/go to Korea and demand an explanation from Yoochun.
Except that my Korean/Japanese probably isn't good enough to argue with him, and his English is fail so yeah.
:(

And I decided if my heart was gonna break I was going to do it totally, so um yeah, sorry Yijie for breaking yours too :(
Googled 'Jaejoong ex' and errrrr yeah:

'she break up with jaejoong cos , jaejoong not very popular since that day . jaejoong always think want to become very popular . when he become a popular he hope that min deul lae can come back by his side , he know is such a stupid thing . she tell jaejoong you too young for me & she say to jaejoong 'sorry' , jaejoong stared to cry & he hold back the tear . jaejoong really love min deul lae very deeply . other member tell him to forget her & jaejoong say 'thank you' but is to hard to forget someone is too many sweet memories . when jaejoong become very popular is since release rising sun korean version .'

And here's a video of a pre-debut on-the-street interview. 1:03 is of Jaejoong and some girl.
His hand was like around her lahhhhhh ._.

Wahlao you all want have girlfriends don't so guang ming zheng da can -emo- D:

"You will always be inside my heart
You will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Mow and forever you are still the one"
- First Love, by Utada Hikaru

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you were worth the hundred thousand miles
, 3:28 PM (0)

Since I don't have my tablet and I'm depressed,
I have the right to do a fangirl post! 8D
-very logical-
Ahhh it's super long so you can just um, ignore me :D

DBSK's Pinky Interview!
Comments in italics :)

JJ: That's certainly true. For example, if I ended up falling in love with the girl Yoochun liked, I'd say, "Yoochun, I'm going to give up on her so you definitely have to give her happiness." And then, if Yoochun broke up with her......I'd date her *laughs*! I'd say, "I'll give you happiness in Yoochun's place."

Eh~ Jae is so nice lah omg 8D

YC: There was, there was something like that! The girl I liked had a boyfriend at first. When she broke up with him and was feeling really depressed, I started dating her myself!

-emo- Yoochun stop talking about that okay -_-

Fan 3: I am completely unable to do so-called domestic chores, cooking, or anything a girl should be able to. Do men dislike girls like me?

JJ:
You have to do them!

Whaaat? Yijie you better go and learn now LOL!

JS: It's okay if you aren't able to do them, but...

YH: It'd be a bigger plus if you did.

JJ: When you say you're "unable", do you mean you're not good at it? Or is it that you just don't do it?

JS: "I don't want to do housework!" That's no good.

JJ: Not good at all.

JS: If you're still not good at it, or haven't done it before, that's completely okay.

CM: Please do it *laughs*.

PINKY: What would you all say to your girlfriends if they didn't do the housework?

JJ: "Do a little hard work for me", or "Give it a shot". If I say that and she still doesn't fix herself, it'd be the worst, I might even consider breaking up with her...

KIM JAEJOONG! Break up with people over not doing housework? -_- Shit, Korean men are so... :(

Fan 5: My boyfriend is really a narcissist. He cares about nothing but his clothes and his hairstyle, and that's really not manly.

All:
*look at Jaejoong*

JJ: Caring about things like that...saying that's not manly, isn't that a little strange?? Aren't there manly people who care about things like that??

Actually I think it's okay lah, but cannot care about nothing but clothes and hairstyle, must care about other things too :D

JJ: I thought about this question one more time....this guy is definitely a narcissist, who ISN'T manly. But there are QUITE a lot of narcissists who are!

PINKY: And who are you talking about here?!

JJ: I AM NOT A NARCISSIST!!

All: *stare at Jaejoong for a short period again*

HAHA JAEJOONG, MAYBE YOU ARE ROFL.

JJ: Sometimes his actions are too big, and when he talks or dances, there are times when he hits the people next to him (laughs)! Yunho totally doesn't notice. I have also been hit by him, a lot of times.

Omg -imagines- Haha!

JJ: Don't talk on the phone in my bedroom! Yunho doesn't talk on the phone in his own room, he talks while going back and forth, here and there, between the other members' bedrooms and the living room and stuff. Whatever it is, in my bedroom, just don't talk on the phone there!!!!

Jaejoong, don't be so mean to Yunho, haha~

JJ: He's tallll, he's youngggg, he's smart and he's good at Japanese. His ears tooooo~, his eyes toooo~, his mouth toooooo~... (CM: DON'T TOUCH ME~!) He's nothing but things to be praised for, isn't he!

OMG JAEMIN 8D

JS: He makes fun of me too much!! And then he laughs at it, it's annoying. It's like he's in love with me. That makes me happy but it's also troublesome, doing nothing but being made fun of!!

"IT'S LIKE HE'S IN LOVE WITH ME" -FAINTS-

JJ: I want my body and age to stay this way.....and to only become more of an adult mentally. I don't want to gain any more years. I want to keep living like this. Work-wise, I want to become even busier this year!! Manager-san, please give us even more work!! Please!!!

Oh my God Jaejoong you're crazy O_O
You have what, only 1 week off for the entire year and you want more work? -.-

YC: He's so honest that he's easily fooled. There's a part of him that immediately trusts people. But I like that about him. He has passion.

Aw, Jae :)

CM: He comes into the house still wearing his shoes~ and this is (whispers) the same as Yunho too..........(sighs). YOU MUST TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES.

OMG CHANGMIN SOUNDS EVEN MORE UMMA-Y THAN JAEJOONG!!!

CM: There are times I observe Jaejoong for no reason. He tells me, "ENOUGH! DON'T LOOK AT ME!!", but I want to see more of Jaejoong's instinctive behaviour!! (JJ: He peeks at me from between the cracks in the door!) I am interested in everything about Jaejoong. Yes.

"I AM INTERESTED IN EVERYTHING ABOUT JAEJOONG" ♥

YH: His figure when he composes music and plays the piano is cool. Since he really puts his emotions into them, those are the times his truest figure shows.

I want to seeeeeeeee TT

CM: He's a deep-thinking person. He has a deep (profound) heart. He has a different kind of manliness from Yunho's.

YAAAAAAAAY ♥ :D

YH: Asking me to have supper with him. You know how men have a sense of honour, or like, deep emotion? Yoochun says it really well. He says, "If it was me, and you asked me, I'd eat with you. How about you, Yunho?" When he does that I get gradually weaker and weaker....and I end up saying, "Let's go just for today!"

Hahahaha Yunho, it's not Yoochun's fault he's so awesome~ :)

JJ: He always sleeps with the fan on. It seems like he likes the cold, so even in winter he doesn't warm up his room! Yoochun is the only one who's constantly saying, "It's hot it's hot!" But we're cold.

Eh, he's kinda like me o-o
It depends lah. If it's seriously very cold then I will say it's cold lah, but generally when people think it's cold I think it's okay 8D

JS: His moods change easily. When he's feeling down, everyone also takes this into consideration (laughs). When Yoochun is feeling dark, everyone becomes dark. That kind of aura he has is amazing. Today's Yoochun? He's seriously high, isn't he!

MOODSWINGS HIGH-FIVE OMGGGGGG 8D

CM: He always asks me to join him when he's having supper. HAVEN'T YOU GOTTEN EVEN ME FAT ALREADY?! (T/N: He means Chun has gone through all the members and has now even managed to fatten Min 8D)In the middle of the night he goes, "Let's go to the ramen shop!" or whatever, and in the house we've got instant ramen and yakisoba and so on, nothing but things that you end up seriously wanting to eat. (angry) He says, "It's lonely to eat alone!"!!!!!

BUT CHANGMIN, YOU LIKE TO EAT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHAT LOL.

YH: Since Yoochun left his cellphone to charge and went out, I disconnected his charger and put in my phone for about thirty minutes. It was a complete crime that no one knew about.

Omg Yunho, so mean -_-

JJ: I've arbitrarily eaten Yoochun's presents. Till now I've done it not once, but countless times. Food~, or like health drinks~..........I always think I'll never get caught....I'm sorry!!

Jaejoong!!!!! No wonder Yoochun is so skinny lah it's all your fault -emo-

JS: He always gives the most response to even my unfunny jokes! Thank you.

Aw, Yoosu :D

CM: Up till now I've borrowed two books from Yoochun....and made them my own........I'm sorry. (JJ: Isn't that being a thief?!) But I REALLY wanted to read those two books!!!!!!!

LOL, Changmin you want to read then you read lah, just return can already what -_-

CM: I think he's the funniest thing in the world! I worship him! My mood really elevates just by watching him.

MINSU! MINSUUUU! OMG!

YC: Junsu doesn't drink alcohol and he doesn't smoke cigarettes. I like alcohol. I love the atmosphere of a place with liquor ♥ But Junsu goes home and does nothing but play games. I'd like him to go out once in a while and meet his friends.

Yoochunnnnnn :| stop smoking lah aeworuaweurpaweraewrawe :(

JJ: He's annoying (immediate reply). And, I want him to say what he wants to say properly till the very end. He changes the topic in the middle of what he's saying and is all over the place. I always have no idea what his conclusion is.

So cute :D

CM: He's too bright......IT'S ANNOYING! His voice is so loud!!!

The voice part sounds like Zhihao HAHAHAHA.

YH: I have a hobby of collecting coins. I'd massage Junsu and say, "Okay, 300 yen ple~ase," in a charming way, and Junsu would point to a table and say, "Take 300 yen from that small change there." When I went there was 400 yen there, so I took all of it. It was a complete crime.

Omg Yunho what kind of hobby is that -_-

CM: The joy of my life, is the discovery of Junsu's funniness! There was one day where he told this to me. He said, "That's enough so stop looking at my face!" It seems he receives stress just by my looking at him.

Minsu again~ ♥ :)

About Yunho's scars:

Scar on the left side of his face
There’s a light scar on the left side of Yunho’s face, many people thought that it was left due to the injury during sports. Actually, this scar has existed since Yunho is 2 years old. The story goes like this: One day, Yunho’s mum and 2 years old Yunho were playing bom bom car at the rooftop, at this moment, the phone rang and Yunho’s mum went to pick up the phone. During this blink of time, little Yunho fall off from the rooftop and landed first with his face on the ground, hence, his left face become bloody and that’s how his scar was left.

HE FELL OFF FROM THE ROOFTOP, WTF?!

Scar on his forehead
It was undeserved for Yunho to have that obvious scar in the center of his forehead! One time, Yunho was standing in front of a book shelf and he was thinking of getting a book from the top shelving, but who knows, just when he was taking the book out from the shelving, the book shelf collapsed at the same time and it was just pressed against Yunho’s forehead. Yunho’s face was full of blood after being rescued out from the book shelf. The wound have recovered after that, but the scar stayed on his forehead forever.

OMG???????? POOR YUNHO OMGGGG.


Scar on his neck
The long scar on Yunho’s neck was left due to operation. When Yunho was young, his vocal and singing was absolutely awesome, but nobody knows why suddenly there’s something growing on his vocal cords. After the doctor diagnoses, he straight away suggested having an operation to remove it. After the operation, Yunho’s neck emerged a long scar. It is also because of this operation, Yunho’s voice was seriously affected, his beautiful voice was having difficulty to send out again. Originally, we thought that Yunho’s throat will be fully recovered after this. However, lesions occurred again in 2006. At that point of time, it was coincided with TVXQ’s Japan Live Tour Concert. All the way from Yunho’s throat to his nasal cavity were full of spores, besides forgetting the unbearable pain at that time, his throat was still unable to send out any voice. Facing the upcoming concert, Yunho could only inject an emergency treatment injection and the effect of this injection was not to remove the virus, it was to turn those non-virus parts into virus, so that Yunho’s throat would be able to be in the state of paralysis. After struggling through the whole concert, Yunho was sent to the hospital straight away and was hospitalized for a week. (The doctor originally advised to stay in the hospital for a month for treatment, but due to the working reason, Yunho could only stay for a week and discharged.)

What?! Omg -is guilty for not really liking Yunho's voice- sorry bb :(

Incident of falling off from the building
Should I say that Yunho was dogged by bad luck or lucky? There is also a breathtaking moment of Yunho falling off from 4th level when he was young. Yunho was playing catching with his friends at an old 4-levels building. Being the mischievous ones, Yunho was afraid that his friends might found him, so he hung himself outside the wall on 4th level. Just when Yunho was pleased with himself that he had found himself an excellent hiding place, one of his friends ran over with a loud “WOW” and Yunho was scared by it. Then his hands were loosened and fall off from 4th level with his back facing downwards.

OMG YUNHO STOP FALLING OFF FROM ROOFS CAN D:

I'm like damn jealous, reading the discussions about meeting DBSK live -______-
Like omg, obsessing over how cute/handsome/fucking gorgeous they are in real life is like killing my heart :(
DAMN IT LAH I SWEAR I WILL SEE THEM LIVE ONE DAY NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.
:/
AND WHEN I SEE THEM I WILL SCREAM 'YOOCHUN' SO LOUD HE LOOKS AT ME (WHEN YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYES~ LOL).
HA.

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'cause you were always on my mind
Friday, January 30, 2009, 9:06 PM (0)

I want my baby lahzxs -emo-

Shit you to stupid Fujitsu :(
I had absolutely zero motivation to crawl out of bed this morning and then I remembered 'omg getting tablet today!' in the end still no tablet -_-
sfupoaweurpawurwe :(
My baby's screen still refused to co-operate (stupid people, why never check before bring over one?!) so yeah think they're going to change one for me.
My baby miscarriaged rofllll ._.
I'm like the only person in the whole level without a tablet lah eff -_-
Stupid Terence Tian guy :(

First period of the day was mass PE.
I think PE hates me lah, first time got flu, second time got gastric -.-
Ahhh :/
Ohhh and I talked to Sheila!
I said 'eh you were from 2A right?' then she say 'yeah, you from 2C' :D
Wah people know what class I'm from lehhhhh rofl.
I bet it's 'cause 2C08 got last in the class league lmaooooo 8)
Cresmic ftw whoo ♥ 8D

Then break.
Drank orange juice :D

Humanities was surprisingly interesting :D
I think I like it hahahaha.

LA was kinda more boring, haha :|
I should seriously start continuing LotF -_-

Chinese.
Had the stupid test thing omg I forgot Qu Yuan's name :(
High-five Kianleong 8D

Lunch.
Chubin came back for someoneeeeeeeee -cough- 8D
I laughed like siao seriously -.-
Ate in canteen with Angelique Chubin Kianleong Szewei Gloria. Okay lah Gloria wasn't eating 'cause she was waiting for Zihannnnnnnn :)

Then Chinese Lit.
Angelique forgot one line of the chao dai thing. Kianleong forgot like five/six lines?
And he doesn't know who is Qu Yuan omg :x

After school mugged Physics and Chinese.
Tablet guy came with my spoiled tablet D:
Angelique & Shaleen got their babies :/
So I went back first and emo-ed to Gloria Chubin Kianleong LOLLL.
Um then Chubin left to watch movie with his cousin then left me and Kianleong, who was really depressed over Chinese :x
Showed Angelique Zhenting's class (09v15) photo and she knew like what, four girls? -_-
She was like 'OMG MY FRIENDSSSS this is Jane this is Maryanne this is blahblahblah' and I was like LOL-ing.

And omggg I can't believe I'm in a class with guys who put wax on their hair ._.
Nooooo and I thought Sean was enough LOL!
Zhihao is still the best lah, no wax still okay 8D No wonder Zh's my idol whooo :D

Ohhhhh and anyone knows the hot China guy's name? 8)
He looks better than Enoch seriouslyyyy :x

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we are awesome
Thursday, January 29, 2009, 7:43 PM (0)

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1A/09


Thanks Kianleong for sending me the photo 8D

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burning bridges, making wishes
, 7:15 PM (0)

Fangirling post lalala, so just skip it if you want :x

The Secret Code tracklist is outtttt and the super expensive version has the following MVs: Purple Line, Beautiful you, どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?, 呪文 -MIROTIC-, Bolero, Survivor & Kiss The Baby Sky.
Which means two new MVs to look forward tooooo: Survivor and Kiss the Baby Sky whoo 8D
Six new songs -happy- I can't wait to her TAXI roflllll I wonder how it'll sound like :x

Okay done done done 8D
-goes back to doing LA-

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and how i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
, 5:25 PM (0)

I really should stop moodswinging omg!
(But it's not like I can stop it -.-)
I scare myself :(

Okay okay shall talk about today then off to do homework (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THE STUPID PHYSICS WORKSHEET ROAAAAR) :O

First was bio.
Me Cherie Divya went back to homeroom to put our bags first then we realised we didn't know how to go to the Bio lab -.-
In the end Divya figured it out.
Shit, I'm still lost in school lah wthhhh the only places I know how to go are like the canteen, the hall and homeroom -_- And sports complex.
Oh yeah anyway had the presentation then did experiments!
Everyone at our tables started talking about how it was so bright diagonally -coughcoughcough- 8D
Ummm did the cheek cells thing that we did last year (or last last?) and the onion thing :|
I fail with a microscope D:
But at least bio is better than physics haha!
I WILL NOT FAIL SCIENCE AGAIN.
(HAHAHA, BIGGEST JOKE OF THE CENTURY -_-)

Then break.
Went back to homeroom to do LA :O

Maths A became Maths B because the teacher didn't come (whoo!)
I didn't even pretend to understand, because seriously, it's like omg how do people come up with this kind of formulae to find out how many squares/rectangles are there in a 8x8 chessboard -.-
Why are they even bothering to find out anyway o.o maths is weird.
The PRCs are like proooo D:

Chinese.
Got back our si hans!
Omg I thought I was going to fail 'cause I wrote like one and one-quarter page but whoo didn't :D
Poor Kianleong, he wrote like four pages but failed 'cause of his wrong words lol ._.

LA was about The Animal Self and Lord of the Flies.
Shittttt I should probably start continuing from where I left it right? :(
I just went around pretending it didn't exist and reading other books -_-
Wahlao why this year we get LotF! I rather get Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde lahhhh ._.
At least got no stupid monsters on deserted island/talking pig's skull/whatever ._.
Thanks Szewei for the chocolates by the way (Angelique stop complaining, your Chubin also gave you okay -_-)

Lunch opposite with Angelique!
Thanks to her great idea, we bought Jolly Shandy and her face turned damn damn damnnnn red.
Mine didn't (thanks to many practices with Breezer LOLLL)!
Oh oh Gloria + Zihan = damn cute lahhhhh 8D

Chinese Lit.
Wahlao why did I get the stupid poem that I didn't memorise D:
-emo-
And everyone didn't memorise the chao dai ge or whatever so got scolded -.-

After that school ended whoo :D
I can't believe the week is ending!
I want to see zibi + kanasai on Saturday lahhhhhhh.

Oh oh ohhhh and today is a happy day.
Why?
Because one year ago I watched the Hug MV on my sister's ipod in the car (see I can remember rofllll) and fell crazily in love with DBSK whoo!
I just remembered! 365 days ago -beam-
Soooo I want to say thank you to the boys for making these 365 days very very very happy :D yay~ I love you all ♥
Oh and of course a huge thank you to Kim Jaejoong-sshi, because if not for him, I wouldn't have really gotten into this fandom 8)
And I swear, one day, I will see the five of you live right in front of meeeee! ♥


(edit)
I changed blogskin -guilty look-
NOW I SHALL GO AND DO MY HOMEWORK.
After dinner :x
Ahhh halfway through LA summary and 3/4 through of the mock paper thing so um yeah, got accomplishment le 8D
Procrastinating is a bad habit that refuses to go away :(

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maybe you'll finally see
Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 10:05 PM (0)

From Raey!

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone

I miss somebody right now. (:/)
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
(Books are pwnage lah 8D)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Er, I hope not?)
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Plastic surgery scares me -.-)
I need money right now. (DONATE NOW :D)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
(._.)
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (Ummmm sister? :D)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. (-cough- I'm sorry!)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (Okay bah :D Not Christian but.)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (-guilty- at least I never drink Carlsberg like Zhihaoooooo)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL except Yoochun of course!)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in. (Pro right pro right primary school one lehhhhh :D)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

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now i'm heels over head
, 9:29 PM (0)

Someone kidnapped my baby.

I WANT MY TABLETTTTT :(
I felt like I just gave birth then people snatched away my baby lah TT
Stupid people why give me the one with the spoiled screen D:
JOIUWOEUWPOEUWE!!!
But anyway, the memory space is super little - I have no idea how I'm going to transfer 8.89GB of photos 11.6GB of songs in :/
-mourns-

I keep moodswinging today I don't know why :|
Was high then emo then normal LOLLLL.
Probably because physics sucksxzxszx I don't understand a thing :(

Oh oh today I saw 'Dong Bang Shin Ki' and 'Jaejoong' on Yingzhen's water bottle and I grabbed it LOL :D
And Shaleen recognises Jaejoong 8)
Whoo whoo :D

TA Movie Marathon is coming up, which made me emo. A little :(
I miss last year's movie marathon. I miss dinner at Tiong at Mos Burger and buying a crazy lot of snacks and Rason's chengtng(?). I miss Pj and Zhihao and Yulong sleeping on the floor with the LT table to block the light. I miss laughing at Sean about Jingmei. I even miss Sean freaking us out about the whole 7th month cannot watch 881 because it's about getai and we all ran out of the LT screaming. I miss complaining like crazy about Sean's screwed hair. I miss watching Rason eat a lot a lot at the Ghim Moh food centre for breakfast. I miss MRT-ing and counting the number of 'zinc's on Sean's bag and the bottoms of his sneakers and insulting him when he was listening to music and couldn't hear us and prank-calling him and watching him look very confused and dumping the potato chips at him.
I miss you all :/
But I will be happyyyyyy :D

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the soundtrack of my summer
Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 10:16 PM (0)

Picspam picspam picspam whoo :D

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Clar + Nicky + prawn :D

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Dionis and her shampoo (no more balding k 8D)

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Clar is happy with elmo :D

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Sean manages to look amazingly like a girl, omg -_-
And Zhihao is bushuang-ing with someone hahaha!

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HI ZHIHAO 8)

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Breaking the law :O
Plus Sean's toes and bag and ahbeng skinnies? o.o

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Me & sister @ reunion dinner :D

Shall not post CNY photos 'cause I somehow look terrible in them :(

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just to see if i can breathe
, 5:46 PM (0)

HAHAHA ANGELIQUE HAHAHAHAHA CHUBIN HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
-dies-
Sorry, but, just roflmao 8D
Tomorrow is back to school day. Tablet here I come whoooooo :)
Staying back with Gloria Chubin Angelique Szewei to do Maths & LA I think.
-continues laughing-

Changminnie's UFO replies never fail to amuse me :D

Fan: Oppa, can you be my husband?
CM: I’m sorry

Mean Min (I am a rhyming pro hahahaha 8D)

Fan: Shim Chang Min!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Marry with me!!!! Understand??? You understand hh CM: I don’t understand

OMG LOL.

And now I have to wonder, will I ever love anyone as much as I loved you?

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oh jaejoong, you're unlike any other
Monday, January 26, 2009, 9:37 PM (0)

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Happy birthday Jaejoong ♥
You are now 23! (or 24 in Korea)
You are wonderfully heartbreakingly beautiful and I hope you get prettier day by day!
Your gorgeousness was what made me fall crazily crazily in love with you close to a year ago, when I first saw you in the Hug MV and made me go 'ah who is that pretty pretty boy with the huge eyes' :D
But of course Jaejoong is made up of a lot of awesome stuff, like your heart-melting voice and scary muscles (sorry I can't appreciate them D:) and flaily dance moves and retardedness :)
I love you a lot never forget that bb okay? :D ♥
And hopefully one day you will come to Singapore where I can worship your perfection 8)
Stay happy and healthy and wonderful and the full of awesome Jae :)
You'll always be the most heroic youngwoong, I love you! :D

And since I am so nice unlike Yijie -cough- I didn't picspam on my blog and kill all of you with Kim Jaejoong's prettiness, click to view 24 photos for the absolutely gorgeous birthday boy 8D

the direction to my heart. says:
wo de lao gong hen shuai de w0rhhhhzxszxszxs! ^^
yijieeee♥동방신기♥샤이니♥슈퍼주니어♥ says:
wo de lao gong ye hen shuai! ^^
the direction to my heart. says:
wo de lao gong shi zui shuai de :D

But even though Jaejoong is the epitome of beauty, I still love Yoochunnie the most -poke- :D

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you'll always be my thunder
Sunday, January 25, 2009, 4:52 PM (0)

I feel like a lesbian but whatever:
SOOYOUNG IS SO DAMN GORGEOUS OMG ♥
I think she's my favourite in SNSD ahhhhh so pretty omg she's like 18 and 170cm or something *_* she used to be a model hahaha.
If I were lesbian I'd definitely fangirl over her HAHA maybe I should introduce her to Wuyue :D

Also, it's all my sister's fault for making me watch that SNSD fashion editor show thing, now I actually think Taeyeon is kind of... cute -gets killed by Pamela/Yijie/Joey-
I'm sorry :(
And for some reason I think Sunny looks horrible now LOL (oops)
And Tiffany just irritates me. Act cute -_-
And I really, really, really don't like the way Hyoyeon looks :O

Himnae pwns it's a remix of Haptic I think :D

"The one thing I know is that
The only reason this complicated world is exciting
Is because of one reason
Yes its you"
- 힘내! (Way to go) by 소녀시대 (Girls' Generation)
translations by soshified forums

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learning to fall
, 2:09 PM (0)

Happy birthday Sakurai Sho! :D
Be smarter (even though you're already a frigging genius -_-) and remember to come to Singapore okaaaaay :D
Oh and one day I will watch Yamadataro! LOL!

Ohhh and just now I attempted to learn to recognise the SNSD people.
Complete failure, duh -.- I still can't recognise the Wonder Girls haha!
Proves that I learn to recognise cute guys super-fast, but girls super-slow LOL.

Because I am bored bored bored:

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Break up the shell - 東方神起
Er? -blink-

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
주문 (MIROTIC) (Chinese Ver.) - 東方神起
They must be under my skin roflllll. 8D

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Purple line (less vocal) - 東方神起
We gotta purple like that, yknow? :D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
チェリッシュ (オリジナル・カラオケ) - NEWS
Cherishing people/things I love whoo :D

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Begin (アカペラ ver.) - 東方神起
Everything has a beginning (LOL).

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
High Time (less vocal) - 東方神起
I'm very high whoo 8D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
アリバイ - NEWS (Koyashige)
Uh, they have an alibi? o.o

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Stand up - NEWS
I think about standing up? o-o

WHAT IS 2+2?
One - 東方神起
OMFG MATHS FAIL ROFLLLLL.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
SHINE - 東方神起
Awwwww 8)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
Aw nice song :D

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"O"-正.反.合. - 東方神起
Uh? -.-

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Rainbow - 東方神起
Omg my ambition is damn seh lah lmao :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tell Me - Wonder Girls
HAHA TELL ME WHAT?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
악녀 (Are You A Good Girl?) - 東方神起
YES I AM LOR HAHAHA :x

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Samsung HaHaHa CF -東方神起
Omg wtf? -.-

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Rising Sun - 東方神起
Eh not bad leh LOLLLL. Even my funeral got such a cool song haha!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
weeek - NEWS
Um? I like to sing songs about the days of the week :D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Forever Love - 東方神起
My love for you all lasts forever! ♥

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Love in the Ice - 東方神起
Everyone's love is frozen? :O

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Last Angel -TOHOSHINKI VER.- - 東方神起
Some last angel will come and kill me? -.-

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Promise You - Anyband
I REGRET PROMISING YOU HAHA.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Step by Step - 東方神起
It's a happy song :D

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Miracle - Super Junior
A miracle happen to me then I'm so touched that I cry LOL.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Tonight - 東方神起
HAHA I'M GETTING MARRIED TONIGHT 8D

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Box in the Ship (less vocal) - 東方神起
I'm scared of boxes in ships?! LOL.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
超喜歡你 - 飛輪海
Er, okay -.-

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Keep the Faith - KAT-TUN
I would ask everyone to keep their faith LOL.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Happy Music - NEWS (Shige)
OMG LOL.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Fan - Epik High
Uh? LOL.

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into the breeze
Saturday, January 24, 2009, 9:25 PM (0)

Today was spent at the library with Zhenting Clar Zhihao Nicky Sean :D
Spent $8+ downstairs on potato wedges and a drink :O
Zhihao dropped one of the potato wedges on a specific place on his pants and he was like "SORRY BROTHER" -_-
He also fails in basic english hahahaha omg! "the cars are going wild in every directions" LOLLLLL! 8D
Today I fully realised the fact that Nicky is a bimbo -.- she started singing "fabulous~" lol!
And Sally's pants got "kapoom!" one LOL.
Had to leave early for dinner, then Ting was like "oh man then I'm the only zibi left" then Clar said "Kanasai own!" haha!

Oh and just now I was singing Gee and my sister kept flinging some plastic bag at me and just nice I was singing the "no no no no no" part and my mother was like "how come sound like you're singing?" -.-

My fics are now at intorolude -beam-
Haha 'cause I like the format of the basic account :D
Possibilities | Jaejoong/Junsu | 1133 words

TAG REPLIES
(sorry they're damn overdue rofl)

18 Jan 09
Pamela: SCARY LOR -.-

19 Jan 09
Cherie: Haha okay will link... soon? -lazy-
Raey: Huh scold Jamie for what? o.o
Yijie: Eh Gee is damn addictive lor lol!

20 Jan 09
Joey: But the song is like automatically stuck in your head one lor haha!
Gloria: HI GLORIAAAAAA 8D
Raey: Gah it's damn busy so probably can go back less often? :|
Jamie: YEAH I KNOW!!! Stupid person who wrote the song, roar -.-

21 Jan 09
Yijie: Okay I stop emoing le lah -.-

22 Jan 09
Yijie: Yeah lor she should go to him and we can get Junsu back :)
Jt: Wahlao you damn tall already leh maaaaaaa D:
Pamela: But you were mean in 2008 HAHA!
Zhenting: I GREWWWWWWWW :D
Dionis: But xinye is special D:
Enya: EEE LJJ BETTER LAH!

23 Jan 09
Angelique: Will link soon hahahaha I'm lazy :x
Jamie: EH YOU VERY TALL LE LOR -_-
Dejun: LOL HIIIII :)
Gloria: YES TABLEEEEEEEEET SEE YOU 8D

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forgive me, i'm trying to find
Friday, January 23, 2009, 9:22 PM (0)

Hiiiiiii :D
Yesterday was mainly just studying lol.

Um um today was the celebration!
Had concert in the morning then went back to homeroom.
Shaleen started going damn high and insisting she wanted to dance S Club haha!
In the end me Gloria Angelique Shaleen and Chubin started doing the dance in class rofl.
Um then carnival.
Ate sausage 8D
And there was the amazing feat/feet thing where we all got distracted by the people PDA-ing in front of us :O
Siao lah, in school leh -_-
Then back to the carnival, ate fishball & drank sprite :)
Then someone said can leave school already so me Cherie and Vanessa went to try but cannot (how Titus go out one ah D:)
Then left at 12.30 and went for tuition :O
Then got my toenails done yay :D

Tomorrow is study time with the zibi+kanasai people yaaaaaaaaay 8)

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i don't mean to be a bother, but
Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 7:58 PM (0)

Today was mostly made up of Maths & Science -_- Plus one period of Art, then Civics + Contact time etc.
Shit, I think I'm seriously going to fail Physics.
Today was the first lesson and I already felt like my brain was going to baozha.
I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND A THING -_-
The guys' pro-ness just made me go "what the hell" -.-
Siaaaaaaaaaan :(
Should've stayed in DHS and dropped Physics, omg :/
YOU LUCKY PEOPLEEEEEEE!

Ohhh and we took height and weight.
OMG I GREW I GREW I GREEEEEEEEW :D
And gained 1kg I think haha!
159cm + 38kg whooooo I love my height! 8D

Oh yeah anyway we watched Red Cliff II today!
TAKESHI KANESHIRO/KANESHIRO TAKESHI/金城 武!!!!!!!!!
Shit he gets cuter everytime I see him awwwwwwwwwww ♥ 8)
I think he's like 30/40+ already? o-o whatever still so shuai omg :D
Zhugeliang ftw whoooooo (eh last time during xinye I was liubei is it o.o)

1A/09 is turning out to be quite quite quite awesome yeh :)
Six guys and eighteen girls wahaha ratio 3:1 (sounds like DHS haha!)
Twenty-two is a nice number though (Jt's index number!)
:D
One more year to go together so yep, I'm not going to keep thinking about the past and think about the present! If not I'll regret it in the future like how I regretted not spending more time with everyone in DHS blahblahblah :|

Pamela, I do not understand what you see in Robert Pattinson.
One word: Ugly.
Or two words: DAMN UGLY. LOL.

Oh oh ohhhh Dong Bang news? 8D

"I annoy people after drinking. I have this habit of trying to hug people. It's not a problem if I'm hugging men, but if it was a woman sitting next to me, it gets a bit..."
I bet now all the fangirls are gonna stalk Changmin and sit next to him when he drinks rofl 8D

"And to be absolutely truthful, I thought about my family and ex-girlfriends also."
WAIT. WHAT?!?!
SHIT I THOUGHT HE ONLY HAD ONE GIRLFRIEND BEFORE O_O
CHANGMINNIE!!!

Oh, and DBSK's message to Cassiopeia made me cry :(
Shall quote the super-sweet parts!

"Sometimes, I really want to be everyone's boyfriend, because I want to listen to every single word you say."
SERIOUSLY. DEAD ♥

"I really want to hold your icy hands, you do know my intentions, don't you?"
Omg Yoochunnnn~

"Having accepted this love, we will work hard to becoming people who are deserving of such a love."
Hwaiting! :'D

"We'll accept all the negative things people have said about us, the only thing we can say is, sorry."
Wait, do you think they heard about that stupid China pregnant woman scandal?!

"Please don't say you'll forget us, don't say you'll stop waiting. Please wait for us. The most beautiful thing in the world is being able to love the love you covet. Right now, we are the most beautiful people in the world, right? We love you."
Most beautiful, definitely ♥

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and it's driving me crazy it seems
Tuesday, January 20, 2009, 9:37 PM (0)

Okay so I smartly decided to read the Red Cliff summary on Wikipedia and I'm crying.
"Meanwhile, Liu Bei abandons the city of Xinye and leads his army and 100,000 civilians unwilling to be under Cao Cao's rule on an exodus."

I miss the zibis like afaiowruawepruweruwearuweaer roar Ting why aren't you online!!
We were supposed to go 新野 togetherrrrrrr D':

(14022008)

Angshuang: -gives roses to Yunen- 我爱你,你爱我吗?
Yunen: 不爱,我有爱人了!
Angshuang: 谁?
Yunen: 这是一个不能说的秘密!
Angshuang: 不可以,我们要一起去新野!(You'll know when you see us present our Chinese thingy :D)


Let's go there someday, okay? ♥
I love you alllllll :')

永远!


Honestly, I wonder:
How long will it take until I'll stop missing you all? Until I'll stop crying because of you all?
:(

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even though she doesn't believe in love
, 8:44 PM (0)

I feel damn terrible, omg ._.
Kept tearing today lahhh :(

Um today LA continued about the survival on island thing.
PE had to run uphill/downhill/whatever. I died, seriously -.- plus I got flu and I wanted to cough but end up don't even have enough breath to cough properly wth ._.
Break just got a drink 'cause not enough time.
Humans talk in LT. Um essay-writing skills?
Thennnn Chinese. Si han skills.
B Maths. Did questions :O
Chinese lit. Played smth like charades, except the other team gets to pick how they want you to do the thing: act/draw/describe.
Uh then all the LEP-ers (minus Ben Kok) went opposite to eat. Then came back school and our group did the Science project then we all went Tampines Mall to get the CNY deco supplies.
Yeah then back home.

As you can see I'm not in a very good mood -.-
Okay lah, just feel very sick ._.
And CNY coming soon lah wth -.-

Signed the petition for DBSK to come to Malaysia, since they've found some company willing to organise it.
Come during March/June holidays leh -_-
If not you come also no use I tell you ._______.
Then I will die because Park Yoochun is just one stupid causeway away but I can't go -.-

I miss the zibis and the kanasais.
I miss Cresmic.
I miss EDS.
I miss DHS.
I miss the nice guys in DHS like Zhihao & Rason & Sean (Clarence not here 'cause he's too antisocial -_- should Yusiang be in this list? :x)
I miss you. Hmm actually, surprisingly, I don't, not really :)

But then again, I made my decision, so I should stop complaining, right? :/

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nothing but a heartache
Monday, January 19, 2009, 6:46 PM (0)

/Nothing but a heartache,

I'm damn tired lah, shit ._.
Got 黑眼圈 already lah -___________________-
Plus I think I got a combination of Brenda's sore throat + Jolin's flu so it's like...
Damn horrible :/

Um today was mostly just introductions?

First was Science at the lab.
Intros then started on cells.
Wah shit I think I'm seriously going to fail science lah D: It's like everyone was going this one is blahblahblah this is blahblahblah and I was like o_o what?
:(
Must stop mugging.
Actually it won't be that hard a task since my time for fangirling now is seriously damn little le lahhhhhhhhhhhh ._.

Break. Ate chicken rice :D

Then A Maths.
Sze Wei and Kian Leong kept laughing at the teacher -.-
I think I'm going to fail maths too! (Seriously it's like worse than Leehweeeeeeee ._.)

Um Chinese.
It was the nine of us with Miss Ong :)

Then LA.
Uh had this roleplay thing about being stuck on the island blah.
It was damn funny lah I laughed until I cried :x
We were supposed to act like the characters' personalities given to us so yeah :D

SZE WEI: (as a very authoritative/quick-tempered guy) You go do this, you go do that blahblahblah.
BENJAMIN: (as a physically weak guy) I cannot! I'm physically weak leh!
SZE WEI: I pissed off with you lah!

Seriously he kept going "I pissed off with you" to everyone and bashing people up omg :x
In the end we all killed him rofl :D

Lunch.
At first supposed to have class lunch but the LEP-ers not enough time to go to Bedok interchange there to eat, then we followed the guys' suggestion and went to Blackboard but after we ordered then we realised that it wasn't halal so Aisyah and Shaleen and Cherie and Divya left :|
Yeah then it took damn long so we ended up having to eat super-fast and raaaaaaan all the way back -.-
We were still late though D:
And 4/5 of the class comm is in LEP so yeah we are setting a very bad example LOL.

Oh yeah and I found out that Chubin was the guy that Jamie talked to lmao! :D

Um then had Chinese Lit lalala.
Actually I think our class is not bad leh :D
Titus is jealous I think, during break he was like "wahlao why 1A like so bonded like that, I wish I was in 1A" LOLLLLL awwwww too bad Pandora 8)
Nah I think he just misses his gay partners (Chubin + Sze Wei). But he has Nicholas lah haha.

Then after that I went to DHS to meet Raey & Wenxin.
Saw Sean Jonathan Clarence Alicia Sinyee NicoleMak etc etc :)
Then there were a lot of scary people trying to get me to buy their stuff -_-
Thanks Sinyee for the jelly treat though 8D

Walked to Mac with Raey & Wenxin and talked a lot yeah :D

Haha Junsu is damn funny lah~
Jaejoong = miso soup/cold noodles?!
It's like such a big difference o.o plus I like miso soup but not cold noodles -.-

Oh oh oh and the Gee dance is actually quite easy leh lol.

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you're so handsome my eyes are blinded
Sunday, January 18, 2009, 9:34 PM (0)

/You're so handsome my eyes are blinded,

^ I quoted a SNSD song omg I think Yijie's gonna stab me LOL.
Ah but Gee is quite nice leh :D Me and my sister keep singing it together rofl.
-runs away-

I found 赤壁 on veoh :D
So I'll probably skip the LT showing and go for the EDS trials :D

Have to wake up early tmr lah, class comm meeting at 7.45 :(
Class lunch @ Bedok MRT Pizza Hut tomorrow 8D
22 people should be quite easy to bond lah hahahahaha :D

I've started on Lord of the Flies (70+ pages already) and I think I want to stop reading.
IT'S DAMN SCARY.
I basically hate anything to do with getting stranded on deserted islands and having monsters appear (thanks to Lost) D:

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who could deny these butterflies?
, 11:11 AM (0)

Sorry for not blogging hahaha, I've been out from morning to late at night the past few days so yeah :O

(FRIDAY)

Had a lot of talks in the morning.
Then we went to our homerooms and met our Civic Tutors and nomination for class comm etc :)
I'm the Welfare Rep LOL.

Okay then me, Brenda, Cherie, Titus and Chubin went for lunch opposite :D
Then Chubin kept going "I'm the only guy" since Titus is Pandora 8)

Back to school for rehearsals.
Blahblahblah.


Titus as Pandora, in Yangming's sec school pinafore!
Omg total girl right. He has Isaac legs too :D

Then all the Incendians went opposite for dinner.
Then back for one last rehearsal.

Orientation Night!
Mass danced, played a lot of retarded games and cheered like siao :D

We are from Incendia (YEAH)
And we are hot (YEAH)
:D

Pyro won for the skit thing (I have a feeling we got second lol).
Um then homeeeee!

(SATURDAY)


Had Go Green Day in the morning.
We did five blocks.
Think it was quite okay lah actually. Just knocked on doors and asked if the residents had any old newspapers/clothes/shoes.
The carrying sucked though D:

Then walked over to Bedok MRT and mrt-ed to Eunos.
Zhenting called and said she and Pj were going to bus over to Suntec so I mrt-ed to City Hall and walked.
Amazingly I didn't get lost.
But they all (as in Ting, Pj, Zhihao & Sean) thought I was gonna get lost so they walked to City Hall to find me when I was already at the underpass going to Suntec -_-
After that we all managed to meet up again LOL then went to the Suntec food court to eat :D

Haha Zhihao's English still sucks, Ting said he told her "Eh Angshuang's phone not open leh" LOLLLL.
Pj ate some dessert, Zhihao and Sean ate teppanyaki, I ate fish soup and Ting ate some fish plus rice thing o.o

Wuyue and Yiming came over, then me Sean Zhihao went to shop for Wuyue's present :)
Okay lah Zhihao we buy you a nice wallet for your birthday okay hahaha!

Went over to kbox, when we were walking in heard someone singing then Zhihao was like "wah is that Pj singing" LOL!

Then Clar and Dionis arrived.
And we were all very high and blowing the party stuff and throwing balloons around lol!
Everyone except Sean sang lor -_- He sucks.
Then Pj went to put the Sexbomb song and it was like porn lah :|

Oh yeah and they played 双子星 TWICE.
Cried like siao the first time, then a little bit the second time, haha ._.
ROAR I MISS YOU ALL LAHHHHHH :(
Nothing can ever be better than you guys seriously ♥

Um then everyone got even higher.
So we started asking Zhihao to kiss Sean and Sean was like O_O and escaped, so in the end Zhihao was supposed to kiss Pj.
Then Pj and Zhihao said that Yiming and Wuyue kiss then they kiss.
THEN YIMING AND WUYUE KISSED OMFG.
So Pj and Zhihao had to do it if not they'd break their promise and...
THEY DID IT.
OMGGGG.
I think touched a veryveryvery little bit only lah but omg O_O

Then there was cake, and we weren't allowed to cakeface but Zhihao still did it anyway -.-
Haha me and Dionis didn't get any at all~
Wuyue was supposed to have 3 wishes.
Her 1st wish was to get a girlfriend. 2nd wish was to get 2 girlfriends -_-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEEEEEEE!

Oh yeah then near the end everyone started shooting balloons at each other LOL.
And Clar came up with the "大便 大便 大便 Sally 是大便!" song (sing to the tune of the Ponyo song) then some guy turned around and stared at her LOLLL.

Then had dinner at Macs.
Me, Zhihao & Zhenting are eight years old whoooo.
We kept going "you bully me, I tell teacher ah!" and "eee I don't friend you already" in the queue and some woman stared at us :x

Then we had the whole who-is-the-shuai-est-guy/chio-est-girl-in-the-level thing hahaha.
Most of the girls said Gabriel, I think.
Then we were all like "eh Sean you cannot say yourself ah" then Clar said "later he say Jonathan" hahaha!
Pj said Jacob, Zhihao said Clarence and Sean said Gabriel. Besides Sean, all of them have bad taste rofl.
Then chio-est girl. Pj said Jingmei, Zhihao said Chervelle, Sean refused to say -.-
And Yiming + Wuyue kept fighting over Chervelle lmao!

After that the rest left except me Ting Clar Pj Zhihao Sean.
Took a very long time trying to find the bus-stop, then bus-ed to Parkway.

We all broke the law (oops).
Ahahaha for the answer go and read Zhenting's blog :x

I CAN'T BELIEVE ZHIHAO DID IT SERIOUSLY HE'S MY NEW IDOL WOOHOO :D
His first try at Giant failed 'cause the person asked him for IC and he was like "never bring" then cannot LOL.

Then he insisted that Cold Storage sure can so we went down and he diiiiiiiid it!!
When Zhihao was gonna pay Pj walked past him and said "快点,大哥在外面等你" which was damn ROFL lah!
大哥 = Sally hahahahahah omg!

Went to my house downstairs, same benches :D
Played 给我 tempo ready go (or for TJC-ians, 请你跟我这样做).
SALLY FAILS AT IT SERIOUSLY 8D
The only thing he can do is run, really lah omg :x
Then played the tookee game too roar I fail at the tookee game :(
Then we played Black Magic and how many mehmeh jump over the wall and bangbangbangbang who died and can touch cannot touch hahaha.
I KNOW THE ANSWER TO BLACK MAGIC AND CAN TOUCH OR NOT WHOO.
Then played Heart Attack and it was damn fun LOL :D
Sean & Zhihao's hands were damn cold lah -_-
Um then I think Pj got kinda drunk 'cause he was really high and uh... crazy, but anyway me and Clar had to go home.

I love you all a lotttttttttttttttt lah seriously.
As in, even though TJ is getting quite fun but it'll never ever eveeeeer be as wonderful and awesome and zibi as life in DHS was.
It's like, if you think about it, very cool lor. Seven people from one class and seven from another - four guys, ten girls, and we're still so close! We go crazy together, do retarded stuff and laugh like siao and make people think we're a bunch of retards together, and I swear, you people are the best part of my life, seriously ♥
With the DHS people, I can seriously just be myself lor. I don't have to worry what they will think about me (since they already know I'm siao and zibi), I don't have to worry about not fitting in, I don't have to worry about anything (except for being caught due to breaking the law -cough-).
Really, you guys are the best friends anyone could ever have and I love you all like siaoooooooo ♥
We have to keep meeting every Saturday, okay? We'll stalk Sally to his tuition and kidnap him hahahahaha 8D

Zibis + Kanasai:
我爱你们!

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but it's starting to make all sense
Thursday, January 15, 2009, 9:02 PM (0)

Today was pretty much sian, a crazy lot of talks LOL.
Had commencement ceremony in the morning, and omg I clapped after the person said "keluar baris" wtf -.-
Luckily it was really soft so no-one stared at me LOL!!
Gah habits are hard to break :(
Oh yeah and the teachers keep saying "you all are a very privileged bunch because unlike your secondary school peers, you don't have to take the O levels" and I think I was the only one thinking "uh my secondary school peers also not taking" LOL :x

And it turns out we have 71 people in our level instead of 90 (and I thought 90 was little -.-)
And out of the 71, 16 are PRCs leh omg :O
And Mrs Koh (the dean) knows my name omg TT

Oh yeah and I just realised there are twins! Melissa and uh Melina (dunno how to spell LOL) :D
1B and 1C though, not in my class ._.

Talking about 1A think it's going to be a really hyper class, what with Shaleen being completely crazy and all (I want sexy red shoes tooooo D:).

Plus amazingly even though I screamed like crazy during orientation I haven't gotten a sore throat lah :D Seems like I don't get sick from screaming. I mean, look at all the yellow house cheers I did in RSS LOL 8)
And from all the talks I can infer that homework is going to pretty craaaaazy, so yeah :|

Orientation Night is tomorrowwwwwww :D
-crosses fingers- I hope Incendia wins (although I think it might be Pyro) 8D

Ohhhhh yeah anyway after school I met up with Raey and we went Bugis for lunch.
I waited for her at the bus stop for damn long and it was opposite DHS so I kept hiding behind the bus stop board thing :x
Got on the bus. Jiamin, Yiming, Shenjing, Sarah!!! :D
Yiming says my uniform is nice. LOL.

Ate takopachi and wandered around and I bought 3 more cards (for Jaeminho's birthdays) :D
Now I have 10 and I think my wallet is exploding :O
Okay but the lack of money balances it out lah lol 8D
The fangirl shop keeps playing Big Bang songs nowadays haha! Lies, Haru Haru, Last Farewell, Strong Baby (!)
And both the cashier and me were going "crack crack crack crack" during Strong Baby rofllll awwww G-dragon! ♥ 8D

Bus-ed home and a lot of people got on at the DHS bus stop, including Alvin LOL.
He either didn't recognise me or didn't care hahaha!
And I saw Pj at the bus stop :D

And the newest UFO replies are like omggggg!

Fan: Have you aimed??? Yunho oppa ah~ don't be hiding, come play with me~~ If not I'm going to shoot you!!!!!!
Yunho: Oh... but even so you wouldn't have the heart so shoot, would you~~

YUNHOOOOOO -MELTS INTO PUDDLE ON THE GROUND- ♥

Fan: Hello again, looking forward to greeting you again. Wait a little bit yeah! Oh thinking of you!
Yoochun: Waiting for the day to say hello again, because you are waiting I will really hug you ^^ Let me hug you well oh~

HELLO I'VE NEVER MET YOU BEFORE AND I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR LIKE A BLOODY LONG TIME SHOULDN'T I DESERVE SOMETHING EVEN BETTER THAN A HUGGGGGG? YOOCHUNNIE?! D:

Fan: This is my picture? Little Hero oppa come here to me! Right away!
Jaejoong: ^^ Go where!

LITTLE HERO OMGGGGG :D

Fan: Want to be oppa's sweat drop!
Jaejoong: ^^ that's really expensive

So true, Jaejae ♥ I'd rather be Jaejoong's smile!! -runs away from Jae fangirls-

Fan: Kim Jaejoong hang your underwear on the tree~...
Jaejoong: On the tree... Pft I don't even know your name!

Yeah Jae you're right, shouldn't anyhow display your underwear 8D
I think people will fight for it and keep it or ebay it or something LOL.

+ HaHaHa acapella version is damn awesome omggggg ♥
I can't believe they can actually do a wonderful harmonisation of a LOL-worthy song :D
But then again, nothing is impossible for them~ (besides marrying me ._.)

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Su's naked duck butt, anyone? ♥
+ Junho of course!
-feels like a perv-
But then again, that was like what, 20 years ago?! LOL.

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everytime you do that thing you do
Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 9:16 PM (0)

Everytime you do that thing you do~
:D

Um first there were talks about student welfare and student development and blahhh.
I Survived a TJC Game Show!
We all survived haha!

(I think the games are not in order but yeah:)

First game was Deal or No Deal.
The other team (Viva/Hazen I forgot) got the stupid untangling yourselves thing.
Seriously I have never managed to finish that game LOL.
We got the line up on the bench according to secondary school/birthday thingy so we finished first! :D

Then the hiding paper thing I think. Against Pyro?
We lost lah, because Gabriel hid all the papers in his wallet -.-
Incendia and Pyro are damn nice to each other lor haha! We do the power cheer for them they do the 3 cheers thing for us :D (I miss the DHS version - 3 cheers for blahblahblah! -5 claps- 3 cheers for blahblahblah! -5 claps- 3 cheers for blahblahblah! -11 claps- D: then again, I miss everything about DHS ._.)

Thennn I think it was the 24 questions quiz thing? Against Viva.
If lose must sit on the disgusting water+flour seat.
INCENDIA IS SMART LOL WE GOT ALL 24 QUESTIONS CORRECTTTTTTT 8D

Um then it was the dancing thing where you cannot do the move on the paper? :O
Against Pyro.
Quite boring haha.
Think we tied but Incendia's cheers were louder so yeah 8)

Thennn Don't Forget the Lyrics against Viva.
Omg I don't know all the songs (besides That Thing You Do hahaha!! I swear I'm seriously out of touch with English songs lor.
Next year I shall go be OGL and do the same game and play all the DBSK songs. Whichever group got Dong Bang fangirl then lucky lor hahahaha 8D

Um lunch, then more talks about PE and PDPs and student portfolio.

Hall for the butt-chairs game.
Must scissors-paper-stone all the way until the other end :O
Incendia is like damn loser lah hahaha all the other teams got 8/5/3 people and we got 0 -.-

Then we could play our own games so we played Murderer (now I miss sixone06 omg -.-)
Then mass dance again. That Thing You Do, S Club Party and Speedy Gonzales LOL.

Um then classes!
I'M IN 1A WITH CHERIE YAAAAY.
Hopefully 1A09 won't be as horrible as Antlia0708 -coughcoughcough-
Actually now that I think about it I'm lucky that I didn't get into 1C, because Cresmic0708 will always be the awesomest 1C ever ♥

I wrote, after what seems to be an incredibly long time :)
+ this is win omg 8D

Oh, and just now my mother mentioned something about how my favourite is Junsu (WHY DOES SHE KEEP THINKING IT IS SU I DO NOT KNOW) and I walked off to get my handphone and she thought I was pissed. When I walked back my sister was telling her something about not to mention Junsu because of the Taeyeon thing hahaha!

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and day by day
Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 10:16 PM (0)

I am close to falling asleep (frigging tiring day D:) so yeahhhh short post?

Can't really remember since my brain isn't functioning very well but there were:
- Talks by Mr Aziz and Mr Tong
- Thousand Leagues of Troy was damn tiring and for some reason from don't-know-when until now I always end up in the group who gets last in this kind of Amazing Race shizz omg lah! 8D (CRESMIC FAIL WHOOOO ♥)
- Visited the Open House booths?
- College Trail. That Tze Hern guy scared me lah he asked for my name and I was like o_o whaaat is he going to call me later to answer some question but heng never :D
- Back to various rooms to plan for O-night.
- Quiz on the College Trail
- Mass dance~

Oh and I think the guys from my group think I'm some hardcore mugger lah wtf -_-
HELLO, JUST BECAUSE I'M FROM DUNMAN HIGH DOESN'T MEAN I'M VERY SMART OKAY SHENJINGBING PEOPLE -.-

TIRED TIRED FALLING ASLEEP.
BRAIN-DEAD.

Omg visited capslock_tvxq (even though all the capslocks kinda make my brain hurt -_-) and LOL-ed badly :D click rofllll.
JUNSU'S LARGE, BEYONCE LIKE POSTERIOR FTW YAAAAAY DUCKBUTT 8)
Not many people are sure what Jaejoong's exact gender is OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA (where are you Yijie are you lesbian!!)
LMAO whoever edited the Wikipedia thing is a joker lahhhh :x

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neon signs and mirror balls (crack, crack, crack, crack)
Monday, January 12, 2009, 10:07 PM (0)

Omg I can't believe Seungri is actually hot.
He looks really good without an overdosage of eyeliner, actually ♥ too much just makes him look like a drug addict.
Oh man now "Crack, crack, crack, crack!" is stuck in my head LOLLLL.
G-dragon looks weird in there though :O
And ahhh I hope Yoochun never comes up with this kind of MVs because I'd die if he had a sex scene with some girl -_-
Also, he's too skinny (EAT MORE BB PLEASE? ♥ no more fainting like last time okay!) so he doesn't really look good half-naked LOL.

+ WonderBang perf!
Ahhh awesome Big Bang singing So Hot ("When I give a look, There's no girl who won't fall" OH DAESUNGGGG ♥) and Wonder Girls doing Last Farewell ("B to the I to the G Bang Bang! Won to the Der to the Girls Girls!" 8D)

++ WonderBang perf #2
Taeyang & Sunye did Irony. Not much comments lol don't really like that song :|
Seungri & Yoobin did Lies! Ohhh Magnae is looking better and better! 8D
G-dragon & Sohee did Tell Me!! OMG GD IN PINK IS LIKE AWESOMEEEEE ♥ add in him doing the Tell Me dance and it's freaking priceless :D
Daesung & Yeeun did Haru Haru~ They sound great together :)
TOP & Sunmi did Nobody! She raped him! sat on his lap omg (thank God there are no DBSK + SNSD joint stages if not I will kill someone) noooo I wanted to see him do the Nobody dance :(

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it still scares me
, 7:17 PM (0)

Ignite the Infinite (day one)

Quote Sally, I don't like TJ. How?
Joking lah. It's actually pretty okay, was very high until the end of school 'cause I had to sit bus by myself and started emo-ing :O
Came home and cried like siao (I MISS DUNMANNNNN :/). I think my moodswings are really very scary LOL :x

Okay fine shall talk about happy things 8D

Ummm met Rachel who intro-ed me to the rest of the other people :D
Samantha who was from 6/3 (how come I don't really remember lol!!) and a lot of TKGS people o-o

INCENDIA WHOO.
Even though we are not very hyper (reminds me of Cresmic in that way :x) but yep ♥ 8)
It's not even my class lah. Damn retarded, Friday then know classes :|

Er then we went to the LT.
Cherie's wallet has Toma omg!! 8D
And got a OGL called Sean Tan lah wth! :x
Then welcome addresses by the VP/Principal etc.
Then learnt cheers and school song?
Then went into some other room and played ice-breakers.
Omg I can't understand what the PRCs are saying at all lah -.-
Cherie is worse lah, qing1 yang2 become yang2 jun1 -_-
Then learnt the Shabuya cheer :o

After that it was lunchhh.
Yaaaay Cherie knows JE and Donghae (yeah only Donghae lmao!!), Brenda knows DBSK and Suju and SHINee (but not fangirl) :/
LOL-ed like siao I think 8D
Me and Brenda kept laughing whenever the China guy looked at Cherie :x

Mass dance!
It was fun actually :D
Except for the part where our group was too unenthu and the OGLs made me and Vanessa go up and do the dance.
We were freaking because we forgot the steps but when the music started everyone on stage forgot too lmao :x

Then it was the telematch, TA1s vs TA2s.
Got split up into groups again -.- except the TA1s and TA2s were mixed into 5 seperate groups.
Group Three! 8)

Um first game was 007.
Then Charades (Pokemon! ♥).
Pass the Coin was damn funny lmaoooo.
Dog & Bone! Roarrr I hate that game -_-
Jingwen's Whacko (is it that Jingwen Clar/Zhenting keep talking about? o-o) was funnnn :D
In the end it was like a few TA1s beside me and Gabriel left so we just kept screaming "GABRIEL!" hahaha.
So of course TA1s won lah :D

In the end it was a tie, so we played the retarded scissors-paper-stone conga line game.
Then the TA2s one haha.

Then had LEP talk and got the rest of our O-pack.
Then dismissal :O

Waited for the bus for like twenty minutes and emo-ed ._.
Then the TJ girl sitting on the bus beside me was listening to Balloons haha! And her phone wallpaper is Junsu :)

Oh yeah and Pa doesn't have to worry, all the guys all guaiguai one -.-

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like t-t-t-t-this, yo
Sunday, January 11, 2009, 10:12 PM (0)

Tomorrow is the first day of school.
Gah scary.
Especially since I'm going in a deranged fangirl mood due to Taesu ._.

I can't even listen to anything lah since 80% of my songs are DBSK and the moment I hear Junsu's voice I want to throw something (preferably stupid Kim Taeyeon) :/
Fine, fine, I get it: Kim Junsu is a guy. Which means he does what every guy does (like watch porn) and has a girlfriend. FINEEEE.
I understand. Which doesn't mean I'll accept it.
Forget the crap about 爱屋及乌 man! :O
I mean of all the people, TAEYEON?! I'd rather it was Jang Ri In lah ._.
Yahhhh, Junsu D':
Yoochun you do anything like your dongsaeng and you die :)
Okay no, more like I will cry for seven hours non-stop or something.

On the bright side,
the chances of me getting to go to DBSK's 4th Live Tour in Japan is more than 0% :D
My mother says '再说' and the tickets are actually of a reasonable price. Besides the super-crazy $400+ SGD one. The second cheapest is $150 leh! Which is okay lorrrrr :)
And I must find a way to get the tix lah. Stupid soompi maintenance for what :(

Byeeee shall sleep early and hopefully dream of bashing Taeyeon's (omg I typed Taeyang, sorry :x) face 8D

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talk play love
Saturday, January 10, 2009, 10:40 PM (0)

Iamzibi + Kanasai ♥

Went for my dental appointment then met the rest @ White Sands Mac :D
Mac was retarded, what with Zhihao accidentally spraying Clar/Nicky/etc with his Coke :o
And he came up with the wonderful name of Kanasai, the 2E people :D

Prawning 8D
Quite fun lah. I caught two prawns :D
And started panicking and shrieking for Pa to save me :x
Um total all of us caught five prawns 8)

Went playground.
Dionis & Clar opened their presents 8D
Played Mushroom + Ice & Water :)

Then back to White Sands for dinner at the Kopitiam :D
Cakefight omg 8D
I DIDN'T GET ANY HAHAHAHA -SMIRK-

Then Changi Airport to send Junjie off :)
And then Paya Lebar Subway.

Then bus-ed to my house :D
Spent like an hour at my house downstairs?
Zhihao you say you want to move here one ah 8D
We talked about a lot of stuff lah o.o Economy/recession, porn (I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE ZHIHAO AND SEAN AND RASON AND CLARENCE ALL... D': WTF LAHHHH), parents (Sally's dad sounds damn seh o.o), houses etc etc.
Damn random shit lah :)

I'll miss all of you like siaooooooo :(
Must remember what Clar said okay! Even like twenty years down the road must meet up for like maybe CNY or something then our children will go '你小时候是不是很自闭?' 8D


Reminder: Get group photos from Clar!
Photos will be up (someday).
I think 80% are Zhihao unglams 8D
Awww Zhihao cute mah :D I bet if he sees this he'll be like "JESUS, MAN!" lol! :D

AND JUNSU I HATE YOU RIGHT NOW ._.
GAH. JUST. -CENSOR-
EFF TAESU SERIOUSLY. JUST BE GAY, SU, REALLY :(

(edit)
I'll forget about this for awhile, Junsu.

JS: *In English* Oh really? *With strange sounding English pronunciation (T/N: I didn’t write this, the reporter did xD Everything Junsu says from here on is English) This is special songs.

YC: Shouldn’t it be ‘song’ (T/N: Chun forgot the ‘A’. ‘This is A special song’ My goodness)

CHUNGRISH :D
Yoochun, don't correct people when you yourself also fail okay 8D -hugs-

JS: *Ignores Yoochun and continues recklessly* Lady plays ballet

YC: *Dies laughing*

PLAYS BALLET LOLLLLL.
-dies laughing with Yoochun-

JS: Polaris bright….
Everyone: ……
JS: Oh my god! *Everyone starts laughing!!*


WHAT'S POLARIS BRIGHT -_-

(editedit)
Omg I feel depressed, Junsu's English (actually, Science) is better than mine :(
Polaris is a star D:

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'cause once i say i love you
Friday, January 09, 2009, 6:17 PM (0)

OMFG MIROTIC CHINESE VERSION LOL.
It's a very nice hobby to sing it seriously 8D

I can't understand anything besides "I got you under my skin" and the English rap.
Talking about the rap:
I LOL-ED LIKE SHIT OMGGGGGGGG -DYING-

DAMMIT YUNHO SAYING "I'M IN YOUR AIM~" -INSERT WEIRD-SOUNDING VOICE- IS LIKE FREAKING PRICELESS -HIDES-

Ahhh but awesome quotes:

1. "傻傻在等待会失败" - we must all listen to Tensai Changmin yeah :D
2. "都不要来纠缠我 现在我是主人翁" - Su saying "主人翁" is like... ROFLMAOOOOOO.
3. "我让你醉 我让你瘋 我让你中了魔咒" - LOLLLLL.
4. "什么都别再说 贴着我" - do I need to say anything more?! My life's second greatest ambition is to go up to Yoochun and say that omg -dies-
5. "I love it when you got no shame/Do that thing, so insane/You love it when i play your game/Work that brain, I am in your aim/Yeah~ I am in your aim! You know you got it!" - SERIOUSLY YUNHO SAYING "I AM IN YOUR AIM" IS LIKE OMGGGGGG! DAMN HILARIOUS (OOPS)

Conclusion:
Fail boys, complete & utter fail ♥

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whenever i look in your eyes
, 5:22 PM (0)

I had a very very very cool dream!!!!
It was so nice the moment I woke up I dragged myself to the table and wrote every bit I could remember down :D so there's a lot of info yeah 8)

I dreamt that I was in Korea watching some Kpop concert 8D
Got Big Bang, Epik High, SS501, DBSK :D (no SHINee? D:)
Anyway Jaemin performed Wasurenaide (dunno what happened to the others o.o and why are they performing a Jap song at a Korean concert -_-)
Then after the performance TOP and G-dragon shouted something at Jaejoong (I can't understand Korean~) then Jaejoong ran away to go and talk to them and abandoned Changmin.
Then Changmin smiled and left also. Then for some reason I wasn't with like the other audience people, I was at some ulu side and Changmin walked past him so I shouted "Changminnie!" then he waved at me :D

Um then after that suddenly change scene. In a shopping centre.
Then I was at the top of the escalator (it was going down) then I saw Junsu so I ran down a few steps to stand beside him.
Then I beamed at him and said "Junsu, saranghae!" and did that heart sign with my hands. (Omg lah that is so crazy o.o)
Then Junsu started him and started laughing (eukyangkyang~) and I was damn malu so I ran down the escalator.
Then suddenly Pamela appeared! Then I told her what happened then she said that Yoochun was behind, haven't get on the escalator.
So I was like "omg really ah okay I wait for him!" then she disappeared o_o
Yeah then Yoochun appeared with a group of fangirls surrounding him. Then when they saw me they all left (as in the fangirls).
Then I wanted to get Yoochun's autograph but got no paper and I didn't know what to tell him so I kind of pointed at my hand and gestured signing so he signed on my left hand 8D
Then I still wanted to get paper because if not I'll never get to wash my hand for the rest of my life (-.-) so I started searching desperately for paper.
Then Yoochun was kind of late I think so he gave me an apologetic smile and pointed to the other people who were walking away.
Then I was like going to cry so he hugged me (OMG -DIES-)

Er then suddenly in another part of the shopping centre with my sister.
Then I saw Jaejoong. Then I went over to stand next to him and smile (omg damn retarded o.o)
And uh for some reason I started holding hands with him (I'M SORRY YIJIE I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO IT ;_;)
Then Yunho appeared and did some retarded stuff and ran around in circles (o.o is he crazy?)
Then I wanted to go over to him also but my sister said "they very busy one lah don't go and bother them"
(Busy with what? Running around in circles? o-o)
So basically I interacted with all the DBSK members besides Yunho :O

Nice dream right~ :D

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