Get well soon to the boys~
♥♥♥♥♥
And damn why can Jaejoong still manage to look so damn handsome even when wearing a mask?!
Hell of a difference between him and Jk roflmao! Sorry Babyjae for comparing you to a, um... ;_; -pats Jaejoong comfortingly-

And Cassiopeia did an awesome job! :)
They gave the five boys + staff some really wonderful presents.
Lunchboxes with really expensive-looking sushi, Perrier water, Korean desserts, blah.
Also a Mirotic album for each of the boys! :D
Because yeah, they don't even have enough money to buy their own albums :(
Plus this fan-made photobook with fan-taken photos!
Dammit I want ittt D:
But nah, 'for TVXQ' is printed on it already hahaha.

Oh Gosh I wish Cassiopeia would just kidnap TVXQ away from Lee Soo Man's evil hands already.
We don't know how much TVXQ earns per album, but H.O.T (another SM group) earned 2 cents per album.
I mean, I guess the boys would earn slightly more. Like what, 10 cents?
When you divide it by five that's 2 cents okay.
Whatever, I am so buying Mirotic when it comes out.

And click to read.
Only rumours though, even though I nearly cried and attempted to strangle Lee Soo Man from like a million miles away and through a computer screen.
But all I can say is, if they are true, then seriously, what the fuck.

Anyway, on to happier topics.
Going for a full-day mug @ Changi Airport tomorrow with Dionis, Zhenting, Yunen, Terence & Rason! :D
Hopefully it'll be fruitful haha :)

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ

Sorry for changing layout again -.-
Promise, last one before EOYs :D
It's just that the Akame was making me & Joey emo :(

Amazingly got full marks for Science practical.
It's good to memorise everything, I guess :)

Had Maths tuition just now and burned all my brain cells.
Whatever that's left over, anyway, after Jaejoong just killed them with awesome SBS Chocolate screencaps :x

I can't believe LA Paper I is this week and he still hasn't returned us our essays -.-

Labels: DBSK, pairing: Akame, ramblings, TVXQ

Changed my blogskin banner & icons (I know, like one day old only :x)
But that's because Kamenashi Kazuya's Kizuna is wonderful and awesome and just, GO AND LISTEN TO IT OKAY (it's my blogsong :D)
And oh no where did the Akame go to~ ;_;
I feel like stabbing whoever made the Akame love disappear D:

Kizuna,
by Kamenashi Kazuya

No matter how much you think about the future
No one can see the truth
A void? Something's stuck in my heart
I kept repeating my mistakes

Just one step at a time; don't let go of my hand
The days we spent together still live
Even if we're torn apart til we're ragged
That time, that place, this bond won't disappear

Making sure we don't lose it in the flow of time
Our true feelings pass and bump against each other
My heart is steeped in love for her
That we met is the miracle I longed for

The pain of not even being able to stand still
We're connected by the light we saw inside
It's okay if you lied; it's okay if you cry
That time, that place, this bond won't disappear

Just one step at a time; don't let go of my hand
The days we spent together still live
Even if we're torn apart til we're ragged
That time, that place, this bond won't disappear

♥
This song breaks my heart ._.

Labels: KAT-TUN, KAT-TUN: Kamenashi Kazuya, pairing: Akame

Yunho plus little girl @ SBS Chooclate :D
She's some super awesome musical genius, she's blind and she can play the piano without anyone teaching her :O As in, she can play the entire song on the piano after listening to it once ._. -jealous-
And she can also harmonise with people :)

Watch the boys ♥
Oh my God I just KNOW they are going to be such awesome fathers next time :O
The only thing going through my mind when watching was "Yunho, please have my babies" ;_;
Now I really believe Yunho when he said he wanted 25 children :x
Haha and Jaejoong was so cute when he helped the little girl arrange her skirt 8D

On a horribler side,
THE BOYS ARE SICK :(

"DBSG will be making their comeback on SBS Inkigayo, on the 28th.
Today, DBSG visited the studio at 10 in the morning, and had three pre-recordings.
Despite the severe flu, all the members had; they were able to perform very powerful performances very well.

Right after the recording, Jaejoong told the journalists that, "I was very nervous since it was our first performance,
But I'm glad we finished it well! Plus, all the members have the flu, so our conditions were not the best, but I'm glad
things went smooth!"

Due to living together, Jaejoong had spread his flu to all the the other memebers.

He admitted, "Honestly, I was the one who spread the flu. I'm extremely sorry towards the members,
We really wanted to show a perfect performance, but I'm quite regretful, since we couldn't."

He also added, "Thankfully, we finished the recording, without any big mistakes.
We had IVs, and took all our medicine, but I guess the flu must be really severe.
We hope to get better quickly, and perform well."

Especially, "We came to Korea after such a long time, and hearing the fans was very touching. Next time, I hope people say we did our best with passion, instead of how we did our best with a cold.""

Gahhh,
Get well soon! ♥

And you all did really really well for SBS Inkigayo, really!
For Mirotic you all sounded perfect, except I could see Changmin sweating like crazy (poor baby ;_;)
Yunho's six-pack is like, whoo 8D
(Pamela: You got your wish to see their raisins -.-)

And Love in the Ice was so awesome it made me cry throughout the whole song -__-
(Seriously lah, enough of making me cry already okay! Twice in one day is enough already :/)
Even though I kind of giggled a bit at the furry thing around Yunho's shoulders :x

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ

Yunho's iple entry, 28 September 2008 (today @ midnight)
"You've all been waiting for us DBSK for a year and seven months, right? We put a lot of work into it and so we'll show you only the best of what we've got. Do you know that everytime we meet you, we get nervous and excited, and do you know that we pour a lot of effort and work in to show the best of us? Since we've made you wait for so long, whenever we meet you, I want to show the best, the grandest of us. That is what me, U-know, is feeling. Today. Ah, it's past twelve so that'd be yesterday. Fans we meet at the Chocolate stage. We were so happy because of you who were with us... When the day comes we'll be having our first performance on SBS Inkigayo, and through you who love us and support us let's show them who's the best once again!"


Oh man I'm made of so much fail ;_;
I can't believe I just cried reading that -__-
Okay maybe partly due to listening to Afterglow, but, yeah :x

"You've all been waiting for us DBSK for a year and seven months, right?
We put a lot of work into it and so we'll show you only the best of what we've got. Do you know that everytime we meet you, we get nervous and excited, and do you know that we pour a lot of effort and work in to show the best of us?"

♥ Ily Jung Yunho, so damn much ;___;
Yes we know you've been working so hard, we really know, so get some rest okay? :)

Hwaiting to the boys, and I CAN'T WAIT FOR SBS INKIGAYO OMGGG.
Oh hell I freaking want to be there screaming my head off/crying/fainting/waving bright-red lightsticks ._.
I'd skip EOYs for it lahhh 8D

And I changed blogskin 'cause I was boliao last night ._. LOL.
Oh hell Afterglow pwns :D

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ, TVXQ: Yunho

Baby, my heart beats for you! ♥
Crazy Love is wonderful & awesome and Clarence agrees that DBSK songs rock the most! :D
Can't decide if the Junsu or Yoochun version is better hahaaa.
Oops and now I'm addicted to the album version of Hey (Don't Bring Me Down) :x
Shit my addictions are fluctuating like crazy -.-
Mirotic, then Afterglow, then Crazy Love, now (Don't Bring Me Down) :O








(edit)
The new DBSK iple photos are killing meee :O
And just as I suspected,
I've gotten used to Chun's bowl cut :D
So um yeah, he actually looks really cute 8D
See what I mean! Just #&*)*#_#!@ LOOK AT HIM ♥
Just realised when making icons that Changmin's name actually is really close to my sister's :D
Changmin - Ch + a = Angmian 8D

Labels: DBSK, photos, TVXQ

Afterglow is eating my heaaart ._.
Kim Junsu I love you so much for writing and composing this song (even though I've always loved you~ hahahaha!) ♥

Afterglow,
by TVXQ

After the afterglow sets,
I'm going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one

I'll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch

I love you,
The foolish you,
You're so precious to me
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I've prayed for,
They're going towards you with my sincere scent

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true

I'll wait for you,
I'll never let go of your hands,
Even if it's only tears,
I'll wipe them away for you

Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I'll promise you, please be mine

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I've prayed for,
They're going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe,

'I love you', 'You're the only one',
I want to yell those words out into the sky
I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you

No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can't breathe,

Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I'll keep you safe beautifully

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You're the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe

Labels: DBSK, lyrics, TVXQ, TVXQ: Junsu

Icon: TVXQ
The five rising gods of the east who stole my heart, mind & soul ♥

Studied @ Airport with Dionis just now, so I can slack :)
I did my Maths worksheet and learnt my ting xie lor! :O
I didn't even sleep (unlike Dionis) :D
Ate at Popeye :D (pop-eye!)
Had to wander around 2 different terminals before finding it :/
And we discovered Tan Tui Gee looks like Popeye o_o
"No wonder I thought I saw him before!" -Dionis 8D
We started watching some damn retarded episode of Popeye and laughing like siao omg LOL.
Seriously freaking ridiculous lmao 8D
Then we zibi-ed, coloured some weird paper and played at the playground at Terminal 3 :)
Hi Dionis, I love you! 8D
Even though you are a horny pervert and obsessed with The Perverts of Venice :x



01. 주문 -MIROTIC-
"You’re going crazy for me, you can’t escape" :)
Awesomeness and much better than Sarah Connor's version :D
♥

02. Wrong Number
-cracks up like siao-
"You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number I'm sorry.
You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more"
ROFLMAO -dies-
Jaejoong rap 8D 8D 8D
♥

03. 노을을...바라보다 While looking at the...afterglow
Afterglow: a glow remaining where a light has disappeared ♥
Yay another heartmelting ballad :)
"No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can't breathe,
Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I'll keep you safe beautifully"
Dammit loveee :D
I predict I will probably replay it like one million times lol :)
And yes the awesome Kim Junsu wrote this song (I'm so proud of you bb :D)
♥

04. Crazy Love
How rare is it to hear the boys singing something so techno? :O
But still love!
"Baby, my heart beats for you" :)
♥

05. Hey (Don't Bring Me Down)
Different from the leaked version :D
Got some chipmunky part LOL 8D
"The words ‘don’t you dare look at else one,’ and ‘your love has cooled from before’, Why don’t you know the value of my precious self?"
-giggles at 'my precious self'-
♥

06. 넌 나의 노래 You’re My Song
Love too :D
I have a feeling it's going to grow on me very much :x
"It’s your love, your love, how you showed me love,
You’re my rhythm, my life’s present,
Please become the beautiful dream of my life timelessly,
I’ll continue to sing you, you’re my song"
♥

07. 무지개 Rainbow
The vocals were not bad, but the background music in the beginning kept making me wanna laugh 'cause it reminded me of The Sims :x
Like when you go into the buying things tool o_o
Or is it when you go into the city or something?
Aiyah something like that lah :x
But the chorus is nice though :D
♥

08. 낙원 Paradise
Not really catchy lah, but still okay :)
The background music makes my head feel funny though :x
♥

09. 악녀 (Are you a good girl)
Sounds like a nice song to dance to hahaha :D
♥

10. Flower Lady
The title reminds me of the HUAAA~ thing -__-
SWEEEET though :D
♥

11. 잊혀진계절
Jaejoong's solo :)
As usual, awesome like anything to do with Kim Jaejoong my husband 8D
♥

12. Love in the Ice
Sounds as beautiful as the Japanese version, but I still have to get used to it x_x
Lyrics written by the wonderful Choikang Changmin! :D I'm so proud of you dear ♥
"Like the stars which don't leave the darkened sky"
♥

Waiting for translations for 무지개 Rainbow onwards :)

Labels: DBSK, ramblings, TVXQ

Pictures thanks to Dionis :)








What is love?
- Mirotic, by TVXQ

In a good mood after reading incredibly sweet comments about my SHINee drabble (gosh LJ-ers are so nice haha) ♥

(edit)

Junsu's gaze locks with Yoochun's, and for a moment it seems like the entire world has fallen to pieces, leaving the two of them.
Then Jaejoong grips his hand tighter, looks him in the eyes and asks, "Do you know him?"
Junsu hesitates, looks from Jaejoong to Yoochun then back to Jaejoong again.
It seems like both Jaejoong and Yoochun are waiting for his answer. Junsu can see the desperation in Jaejoong's eyes to tell him no, that Yoochun is a complete stranger. But he can also see the way Yoochun is standing perfectly-still, face pale and eyes wide open.
"No," Junsu finally says. "I just thought he was someone I used to know."
Someone who broke my heart.
Jaejoong smiles, and Yoochun walks off without a single glance backwards.
For some reason Junsu knows that Yoochun will never appear in his life again.

Labels: pairing: Yoosu, photos, writings

Lmao same shirt!
Massu & Key :D

Labels: NEWS: Masuda Takahisa, SHINee: Key

Lmao @ Big East Station episode 78 8D

(Below conversation is in English :D)
Yoochun: Virginia.
Changmin: You're from Virgin?
Yoochun: -laughs-

Omg Changmin, what were you thinking about? -.-
And Yoochun you perv -__- Laugh what laugh!


Mirotic's stuck in my head -.-

Today = retarded.

Science practical was damn etertaining lah rofl.
Christine managed to burn a hole in her pencilcase with her test-tube.
It stank like shit D: (I was sitting beside her.)
So did Justin.
And Huijun most amazingly managed to burn her FRINGE.
Apparently she didn't notice Jiamin's bunsen burner was on, and when she was looking at the labels on the containers, her fringe was uh... burnt.
Haha she says she was like wondering why got chaotah smell lmao!

Lunch was uh, retarded too LOL.

Zhihao: Eh my blog very nice right!
Angshuang: -gives Zhihao a confused look- Huh? What block?
Zhihao: Blog.
Angshuang: Block what? How I know you what block?
Zhihao: You tagged before le what!
Angshuang: OHHH, BLOG. I thought what block -.-

Rofl at Dionis designing Sean's Chinese textbook :x
(I added one part! :D)
Omg he still say "thank you" can -.- Tomorrow he see le I bet he will come kill us haha!

Mugging tomorrow @ Changi Airport with Dionis, Yunen & Zhenting :D
Today's MRT-ing was damn retarded -.-
Wuyue was emo-ing over her new les target and bugging Yunen, Yunen kept laughing non-stop, and we all entertained ourselves by attempting to find Yiren's ticklish spots o_o
Apparently it disappeared after the first three or four tries :O
And what's wrong with poking the neck man! ._.
NEED TO STARE AT ME AND LAUGH MEH, HUH! -shoots glares at Jengteng, Dionis, Yunen, Wuyue, Zhenting, Jasmine & Yiren-
Anyway Jasmine & Yiren seem pretty cute together haha 8D
Both retards, lmao.

EOYs is coming so damn soon :/
I didn't even mug so hard for PSLE lor -.-
And my hiatus doesn't even work :O
At least I'm only posting once a day, instead of manymany times 8D

There's no more room for breathing ♥

Labels: DBSK, ramblings, TVXQ

Happy birthday to Key (Kim Kibum)! ♥

I love you and all your handsomeness, dorkiness, cuteness, high-ness etc very much, happy seventeenth! :D
Be a nice sweet umma to the other four okay? :)
We're all counting on you to fetch Taeminnie to school and give him sandwiches and clean the house and wash/iron/fold clothes for all the other um, irresponsible members. 8D
Love you very much, one-fifth of the five shining stars ♥
"We are shining SHINee!" :D (rofl random)



Here's my birthday present to you~!
(I sacrificed like half an hour of mugging time -feels guilty- But whatever, I did Maths in school le :D)

And HAHAAAA, no picspam :D
All in video, lmao 8D

Labels: birthday, SHINee, SHINee: Key, video

"Jaejoong has been casted for a new drama.. (casted not for sure is in it.)
7 japanese famous screenwriters for movies/dramas have come up with a drama the screen writer's name is Kitazawa Erico.,,?? she wrote famous japanese story lines featuring many japanese actors/actresses,, like Kimura takuya.. ? the storyline with korean PDs directors filming it.. the producer for the famous drama " im sorry but i love you" which was both a hit in south korea after air as well as japan through dvd releases

the drama set is called "Heaven's PostCard Service." part of different storyline sets..

this is going to be released in theatres as part of different storylines done by the screenwriters. and then will be released in television in south korea n japan.
Jaejoong has been doing some acting for DBSK dramas and movies like "Vacation" but hasnt really entered the brown screen (meaning dramas) or like featured for movies officially as a actor..
he has been chosen for a main character role as well. he HASNT signed the contract agreement yet.. but its still under talkss.."

Aw, sounds like such a sweet drama :D
And well, even though I really really really want to see Jae act this, I think he'd better not ._.
Hello, he needs a bloody rest already, okay?!
One week a year is NOT ENOUGH -glares at SM-
Yeah, although I do want to see them more often, I'd rather they get more rest :/
(Besides, I'd probably spoil my computer by throwing something at it when watching Jaejoong + woman ;_;)

& Mirotic pushed back to 26 September!
I don't mind, because it's such an awesome reason :D

"the official release date has been pushed back (delayed) to the 26th of September. 2 days later then the earlier stated date.

here's the reason. [quoted frm allkpop.com]
'300,000 pre-orders causing a shortage from supply chain'

and TVXQ members said,
'Thank you for waiting and for the tremendous amount of support. We have been working very hard to not disappoint anyone.'"

8D
Congratulations, boys, even though I wasn't one of the people who pre-ordered ;_;
But I WILL buy your album from HMV or something :D

Oh, and next post is birthday post for my baby Key! ♥

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ

Oh yes Mirotic, finally! ♥
Click to watch 8D

Seriously, I love Mirotic to the power of a inifinity infinities can ♥
BEST COMEBACK SONG EVER, WHOO.
(Better than Haru Haru -beams- :x Sorry BB, you know I love you, but then again, what can beat the power of the Five Rising Gods of the East? ♥)

Dammit why all so hot ;_;
I mean I can't believe I sat through the entire thing without even caring about Junsu & Yoochun's screwed hair!
Junsu because his dancing is too awesome for you to notice his hair, and Yoochun because he's... Yoochun, and he just has magical powers like that ♥

I don't care, mugging has to wait because this is too awesome 8D
(So does Yamapi & Kurosagi :x Oops.)

I capped like 300+ pictures :D
Won't post them up unless I feel like it :x
And even then, only some because for some horrible reason all my caps are funny -.-
They have the weirdest expressions, seriously LOL.
And due to capping,
I discovered that there is very very very little Jaejoong D:
Yunho the most lah -.-
Junsu and Yoochun also quite a lot can! D:

Bye, off to make icons :D

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ

I swear,
Yamashita Tomohisa is seriously bloody HANDSOME.
(Because my Jaejoong is pretty ♥)

No pictures yet, I'm downloading the raw version so I can screencap :D
(I think I'll end up with 100000 lah -.- That time cap SHINee karaoke already 100+ le :O)

But God omg IT WAS AWESOME I TELL YOUUU.

In the beginning, when they suddenly close-up on his face, the whole cinema was like ♥ _♥
I was grabbing Ziwei and spazzing like shit hahahaha :D

And that woman got some psychotic power lor -.-

Yamapi: -goes into lift-
Ziwei: Eh later lift spoil how?
-lift spoils-
Angshuang: WAHLAO YOU JUST CURSED YAMAPI LAH!

See lah, then poor Yamapi had to climb up the elevator shaft thing and NEARLY GOT MAULED BY ANOTHER ELEVATOR.
:(

Angshuang: Eh later got Taiyou no Namida right!
Ziwei: Oh yeah, oh my God I was still thinking of Daite Senorita can!
-Daite Senorita plays-

Wth lah, she's scary :/

Anyway went around and took photo with every single Yamapi poster lmao 8D
+ One HYD one :D

Then went to eat @ KFC, then went HMV :)
They were playing some Yang Zong Wei concert, then he sang the Pro Dai ending song omg ._.
Me & Ziwei were like 'wtf?!'
Then Ziwei being the evil person that she is went to blast the original version and smirked at Yang Zong Wei -.-
Then in the end the person changed it to some V6 song, which was not bad lor :D
-goes to download V6-
Never knew V6 was not bad o.o
Hmm, power of JE ._.

NO PAUSE WAIT OMG MIROTIC MV FANCAM AND LIVE AND OMG I'M DYING -RUNS OFF- WILL EDIT POST LATER/TOMORROW BAIBAI.


Another post 'cause I'm lazy to edit the previous one. Heh.
This time on my SHINee boys :D
(Pamela I still don't understand why you call them SHIDee o.o)
Anyway, they're looking gooood ♥
Especially Onew oh my God his fringe is nice 8D
Not forgetting my Bling Bling Jonghyun (wearing a tie omg this is the reason why I'm loving the Love Like Oxygen performances so much) :)
And of course, Umma Key, Maknae Taemin and Flaming Charisma Minho 8D

Labels: SHINee

This is what I did to (fake) Jaejoong -giggle-
See, is he a perfect version of Edward or what :D
Better than that Robert Pattison guy :O

Anyway, it's today.
MIROTIC MV IS COMING OUTTT 8D
And they're doing the mini-concert thing which of course, yeah, I cannot go D:
But I send my loveee ♥

"Korea Top and Favorite group, TVXQ is finally going back home.

There had been reports in Korea, started from the 20th Sept, fans had been queuing at the City Hall Lawn, hoping to get the best seat to see their favorite stars.And it isn't just a small number of them. In fact, the queue had went beyond what the group and SM Company had predicted. Many were said to have started queuing 2-3 days ago. Despite of the rain that is going on now, fans still stayed in their place, just hoping to get the best seat.

After being away for a year and 7 months, TVXQ are officially back to their Korean fans with explosion. Ever since the release of their new title track, [MIROTIC] on the 19th Sept the said group had been on the top search on Naver, Daum and cyworld of Korea. this showed their popularity had never once dropped.

The group is said to be performing on the 21st Sept, at the City Hall lawn at 7pm for their 4th album showcase. It's going to be a large-scale free show to the fans. Fans in Korea are getting all excited for this. SBS had reported that they would be broadcasting this Album showcase in early October."

WElcome home to the boys! ♥
Okay, not welcome, since I'm not in Korea, but still ._.

The Cassiopeians are pro lor -shakes head-
Queue from 2 to 3 days ago?!
Actually I think I'd be fine with queueing for 2 to 3 days, but my parents would probably kill me... so yeah -.-

What am I doing at 7pm today? o.o
But Korea is 1 hour ahead of Singapore, so it's 6pm.
Watching Kurosagi, LOL ._.
Nvm I shall set alarm and remind myself :D

Oh, and here's Mirotic (japanese version):


Okay so this is the problem with me, I stick to the version I first listen to ._.
Like I prefer Rising Sun & 'O' - Jung.Ban.Hup Korean version better than the Japanese.
But I prefer Love in the Ice (yay 4th album!) & Purple Line in the Japanese version :O

Mirotic is now 2nd on my Top 25 Most Played 8D
So far 89 times :D
1st is 누난 너무 예뻐 (Replay) by SHINee, 137 times lol :)

Is my computer die lor -.-
My previous iTunes library I played Doushite 400+ times LOL.

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ, TVXQ: Jaejoong

Oh yay I just discovered that Yiruma's River Flows In You seems like what Edward's lullaby would sound like :)
Click to listen & read the pages about Edward's lullaby :D
♥

Labels: twilight, Twilight: Edward Cullen

I'm completely addicted to Mirotic.
And also chocolate (my mother refuses to let me get more, she says I'll die ._.)

Highlights of the day:
1. Bought a Yunho necklace @ Comics Connection :D
2. Sent my phone for repair
3. Discovered a lot of DBSK crack videos on Youtube, which made me laugh like crazy (those boys are dorks)
4. Mugged Science
5. Booked Kurosagi tickets for me & Ziwei tomorrow 8D
6. Heard from my sister that due to the Wall Street collapsing thing, South Korea is affected too (damn, hope our boys are fine ._. Hope that the fangirls are fine too, so they can buy more Mirotic albums!)

Bye, off to mug more :)

Labels: DBSK, movie: Kurosagi, TVXQ

주문/Mirotic/Spell:
is awesome and omg I cannot wait for the MV ♥
Listen here :D

Yes thank goodness my hard work has paid off 8D
Yesterday mug, get Hey (Don't Bring Me Down), today mug, get Mirotic :D
Mug more maybe get the Mirotic MV :)
Mug even more maybe get the Hey (Don't Bring Me Down) MV (?) :D
ANGSHUANG HWAITINGGG!

You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy over me
You can't escape, I got you under my skin.
You want me, you've fallen for me, you're crazy over me
You're my slave, I got you under my skin.
- Mirotic, by TVXQ.

Okay, I'm so sure they're directing this at their fangirls -__-
SHOW-OFFS, you don't have to brag about the effect you have on us D:

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ

Sorry couldn't resist posting, just a veryvery short one.
Besides, already mugged 3 hours of Science just now at White Sands Mac with Dionis, Yunen & Jasmine :D -feels accomplished-

Click to listen!
Hey (Don't Bring Me Down), by TVXQ ♥

Also, Click to watch the 33-second Mirotic teaser 8)

Angshuang hwaiting! -crosses fingers & hopes she will survive until the end of EOYs-

Labels: DBSK, TVXQ

On account of my Dong Bang boys (and other loves, also for the sake of getting a camera), will go on hiatus :O
-smiles at Jaejoong's thumbs-up & Yunho's hwaiting- :D

And jiayou to all my ♥s:
+ Zibis
+ Cresmic
+ All other friends
+ Sister
+ TVXQ (promoting new album)

:)

Will probably resist temptation and post once in a while though (eg. when Mirotic MV comes out! -hyperventilates) and awesome stuff like that :)

'Til then,
さよなら/goodbye/안녕히가세요/再见

♥

Labels: hiatus

Icon: Kim Jaejoong
I love you baby/And I'm never gonna stop ♥

1410 words -is proud of self- :)
One of my favourites so far ♥

All Changmin can see is Yunho's pale skin.
He presses closer, closer to Yunho's lips and nose and heart, grips Yunho's cold hand in his and manages a soft no.
"Changmin," Junsu says softly, voice husky from all the crying.
Changmin doesn't really understand. Doesn't want to.
"Wake up," Changmin begs, reaching desperately to shake Yunho, when in fact all he wants is to shake himself awake from this nightmare.
"He's gone, Min-ah."
Changmin stares down at Yunho before turning back to look at Junsu. "He's not."
A tear flickers its way down Junsu's cheek.
"Changmin," Junsu says softly. "Yunho's dead."
Changmin crumples onto the ground, still hanging on to Yunho's hand.
He wants to ask why did you leave me Yunho (all alone), but what comes out is why didn't you wait for me to say I love you?

Junsu tries to dissaude Changmin from going, but Changmin insists, and so he finds himself standing alone in Yunho's apartment.
It feels dead, like all its life has gone with its owner's.
It doesn't feel like Yunho anymore, Changmin realises.
Yunho's mother had come over a few days ago to clean it up a little, and so the usual signs that had marked this place as Property of Jung Yunho had disappeared - empty cup on the table with a coffee stain ringing around it, unmade bed, CDs stacked precariously in towers.
Changmin sighs, opening the windows to allow the morning sunlight into the apartment.
Something white appears in the edge of Changmin's vision, and he turns to see a piece of paper flutter to the floor.
Changmin picks it up and reads through it, and then his fingers loosen and the paper is sent flying to the floor again.

Junsu is the first person Changmin tells, over coffee in a small cafe.
"Yunho donated his heart to someone." Changmin says, excited.
Junsu nods. "Yeah, I heard about it from his Umma."
"Junsu, don't you get it?" Changmin beams.
Junsu narrows his eyes at the grin on Changmin's face. "I hate it when you get that expression."
Changmin laughs, the first time in a week. Since Yunho... left.
"I want to find that person," Changmin explains.
Junsu's smile vanishes. "Min-ah, why?"
Changmin widens his eyes at Junsu's lack of enthusiasm. "Why not?"
"But," Junsu says. "Whoever that person is, he isn't Yunho."
Changmin sticks out his jaw stubbornly. "I don't care."
"I don't think you should, Min."
"I want to do this," Changmin says seriously. He knows that no matter how much Junsu protests, he will still help Changmin in the end.
Jusnu doesn't disappoint. "If you'll be happy," Junsu says finally.
Changmin nods. "I will, I swear!"
Junsu pulls a file out from his bag and slides it across the table to Changmin.
"I knew you'd find out someday," Junsu admits.
Changmin flips the file open.
"Kim Jaejoong," he says, and his lips curve into a smile.

The next day, Changmin drags Junsu to room 1290.
Changmin knocks the door, and opens it excitedly without getting permission.
Kim Jaejoong has black hair and delicate features. His eyes are closed and he is singing, earphones stuffed into his ears.
Angel, Changmin thinks.
Changmin unknowingly hums along to the song Jaejoong sings, and Jaejoong's eyes fly open at the unexpected sound.
He shoots a startled glance at his two visitors, yanking his earphones out.
"Who the hell are you?" Kim Jaejoong snaps.
Changmin hesitates, and looks to Junsu for help.
Junsu smiles at him encouragingly, then turns to Jaejoong. "I'm Kim Junsu and he's Shim Changmin."
Jaejoong's eyes narrow. "So?"
"So, uh," Changmin stammers.
He pauses, and Jaejoong raises an incredulous eyebrow at him.
"Hi?" Changmin continues lamely.
Junsu sighs. Changmin wilts, looking down as heat spreads to his face.
He hears laughter, and he glances up to meet Jaejoong's eyes.
"Freak," Jaejoong says.
Changmin opens his mouth to rebutt, but Jaejoong smiles and the rest of the world crumbles.

Jaejoong doesn't ask the reason for Changmin's visits everyday, and Changmin doesn't tell him.
Yunho, Changmin thinks. Are you in there, somewhere?
It's hard to imagine, though. Yunho's radiant grin and Jaejoong's hesitant smile, Yunho's loud chuckle and Jaejoong's light laughter, Yunho's tall and muscular body and Jaejoong's slight and delicate frame.
But both of them have the ability to make Changmin's heart melt, though, and so Changmin keeps coming back for more.
He brings Jaejoong fruits, shows off his ability to juggle three oranges.
"I can do it too," Jaejoong says dismissively.
Changmin tosses Jaejoong the oranges. Jaejoong fails, the bright-coloured fruits falling to the floor.
Changmin laughs, and Jaejoong shoots him a glare.
"It was just one tiny mistake," Jaejoong insists.
He continues to fail the other six tries, and then chalks it up to his headache.
Changmin hides a smirk.

But Changmin makes a mistake too. One humongous mistake.
He ignores the namecard Yunho's doctor gave to him a month ago, and thus misses out on the fact that Dr. Park also worked in this same hospital.
And so when Changmin pushes Jaejoong and his wheelchair out for a walk in the garden, he comes face to face with Dr. Park.
He doesn't miss the flash of recognition in Dr. Park's eyes, as much as he prays that Dr. Park has forgotten him.
"I remember you," Dr. Park says, smiling. "You were the one who refused to leave the hospital room."
Changmin flushes. Jaejoong's smile is disappearing.
"You were the friend of - what's his name? Ah, Jung Yunho." Dr. Park continues enthusiastically. "I always remember my handsome patients."
Changmin doesn't miss the flash of recognition in Jaejoong's eyes, either, or the way Jaejoong is looking at him.

Changmin can see the glimmer of hurt that shines in Jaejoong's eyes, and then it is replaced by steely determination.
Jaejoong lifts up a finger, presses it deep through his shirt, marking the spot that contains his heart.
"You wanted this all along, didn't you?" Jaejoong says dangerously. "You can have it."
Changmin shakes his head, the room is blurring into a mess of undistinguishable shapes and blobs.
"It's not mine anyway," Jaejoong continues, voice growing louder and louder until it hurts Changmin's ears (heart). "It's your precious Yunho's."
Changmin swallows. "I'm sorry."
Jaejoong looks away. "Go away."
Changmin doesn't move.
"I said, get the hell out!" Jaejoong shouts at the wall, still refusing to meet Changmin's eyes.
Changmin stumbles out of the room before he hears Jaejoong ask why did you break my heart?

"I told you so," Junsu murmurs.
Changmin avoids Junsu's knowing look. "Shut up."
"You love him, don't you?" Junsu says.
"Who?" Yunho? Jaejoong?
"Just answer the question."
Changmin closes his eyes. "Yes."
He doesn't know if his yes was for Yunho or Jaejoong, but then he figures out that it would have been true for both questions.

Junsu pushes Changmin towards room 1290.
"If you love him," Junsu tells Changmin. "Go get him back."
Changmin nods, draws a shaky breath. He doesn't turn as he opens the door.
Junsu doesn't ask himself why he doesn't apply his advice on his own self, just stands and watches Changmin walk away from him.

There is no familiar figure sitting on the bed, no Kim Jaejoong. No boy with the heistant smile and the bright eyes.
No boy with Yunho's heart. No boy that owns Changmin's heart.
There is a piece of paper on the table.
Goodbye, I love you.
The handwriting is unfamiliar and scrawly, but Changmin knows (the way he knows that he loves Jaejoong) that it belongs to Jaejoong.
Don't let go again, Shim Changmin, he tells himself, and runs.

Changmin rings the doorbell frantically, stares down at the slip of paper the nurse gave him.
A girl opens the door.
"May I see Jaejoong, please?" Changmin says as politely as he can, trying to hide all evidence of desperation.
"He said he was going to the cemetery." The girl wrinkles her nose.
Changmin's heart skips a beat.

Sure enough, he finds Jaejoong leaning against the tombstone that has Jung Yunho etched onto it.
"I hate you," he hears Jaejoong say. "I hate you for being the one he loves."
Changmin takes a step forward.
"But still, thank you for allowing him to be in my life."
"I love you," Changmin says.
Jaejoong turns around, and freezes when he sees Changmin.
"Why are you here?" Jaejoong says.
"Because I love you." Changmin says, and smiles.

Labels: pairing: Homin, pairing: Jaemin, writings

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