I loved you once, needed protection (I still do).

You're still a part of everything I do ♥.

I'm getting tired of waiting for you, really.
It just hurts and it's so damn hard to pretend that I'm happy - because I'm not and I won't.
It used to be so simple, when I used to think nothing would ever change, when just the simple Ilikeyous made me smile and everything was just picture-perfect.
Sometimes when you fall, you fly. Sometimes you just go on falling.


Don't just turn around & walk away.

Happy birthday Pearl, Ziwei & Yabu Kota of Hey! Say! JUMP :D

Current music: Hug - DBSK
Current mood: Sian

Dunjie has an imaginary friend called Poopoo O:
(Who really sounds like Jinzhi :x)

First was History.
Isaac was insisting that Junkai looks like Doraemon o.o

Music.
Saw my twin! O:
No, she doesn't look like me ._.
Dionis agrees.
Ting says that she was having a bad hair day though o.o
Anw, top of the world :D

LA.
I think I failed ._.
Rah Mr Biollo :/

Recess!
'FLIRT!'
'You wait and see what I'm going to do to you tomorrow.'
'What?'
'Smack your head lor!'
-.- Jon, go improve on your smacking skills :x Not pain de, HAHA.

Chinese.

Dionis: You know right, Jt is always giggling.
Angshuang: SHE'S GIGGLING WITH WANGCONG o.o
Dionis: HAHAHA.
Jengteng: What?
Wangcong: ._.

LOL Wangcong is damn funny ;D

CME.
I have irrational thoughts O:
5 out of 11, LOL.
'You know hor, when I was p1, my mother told me that everyone was going to die and then I went into the toilet and cried.'
Hahaha, Dionis pwns lah 8D

After thaaat.
'Aiyah I don't know him lah! Siao one, say he on top of the foyer then can't even see him -'
Jonathan Tan, you have no right to go stand there at smirk at me lah you jwofijoawejfojwea4fr1 ._.
Damn scary leh wtf ._.
Went home with Alicia & Zhenting! :D

Alicia: That one is Jonathan or Sean?
Zhenting: You don't even know your own classmate?

-.-
'Huh that's Yongming ah? Everytime I see him I will go "okay, Yongming, Yongming" but then after that I forget how he looks like le.'
Tsk Ting, short term memory :x

Sean and Clarence were talking damn loudly at the underpass o.o
Me and Ting were laughing like siao, LOL :x

Went Bugis with parents :D
My mother bought sunglasses o.o
Siao, spend $249 on sunglasses for what ._.
Might as well increase my allowance right :x

♥

Labels: birthday, Hey Say JUMP, ramblings, school

Paint your tears scarlet.

Current music: Lips - KAT-TUN
Current mood: Happy

I reached like damn early today :D
The bus left at like 6.40am o.o
So reached the empty empty class ._.
(Hahaha too bad Sean, your bus sucks lah :D Always break down de :x)

First was Science :D
Went through worksheets and blah.
Damnnn we're starting the next chapter soon D:
The guys will love it ._.

Then Maths.
Standard form is pointless lah -.-
What's the point of making an equation longer? Shenjingbing.

Recess!
Milo+powder ._.
Sorry Raey, I forgot lah D: But really damn tempting mah :x

Geog.
._. Dionis why you never change my answerssss D:
Miss Tang was like writing there why both mine and Dionis's answers same de ._.
Being very smart, I changed Justin's one a bit :D

LA.
Wahlaooo, he gave me heart attack can ._.
So cheat feelings one D: Not real test say real test :/

Chinese.
Slacked for the first half hour :x
Zuowen kills brain cells D:

Lunch.
(Yeah, thank you Jonathan, for saying that I look shorter and shorter -.-
Wahlao 1.5cm only lah! D:)
Ate Lighthouse Kitchen.
The chicken thingy was damn hard to cut :/
And Ting insisted that the mashed potato sucks :x
After that went back to class.
Me, Wang Qi, Yiming and Wuyue were screaming that Hero was more shuai :D
Because Sharen shrieked that Micky more shuai ):
They're all not bad lah, but really - HERO MORE SHUAI 8D
(Btw, Hero and Micky are from DBSK. Also known as Tohoshinki/東方神起 :D)
And no, I really didn't need to see both of you at the same table. Really. It just made me lose my appetite.
Bizlab!

Mr Yap: Use the creative juice in your brain!
Jiaying: It's called blood.

LOL LAH :x

Then waited for Ting to do her maths test ._.
Went down to talk to Jamie for awhile :D
I was like going UPSTAIRS! NO, NO, NO BEHIND YOU THERE! AT THE TABLE THE ON TOP THERE! :x

Then went home :D

Angshuang: Later when you meet Yulong at shangyin right, remember to say 'Sammie' to him!
Zhenting: Why?
Angshuang: Because he sure shout the eff word at you de!
Zhenting: Uh, why would I want him to do that?
Angshuang: Because fun mah!

:D

♥

Labels: DBSK, ramblings, school

Lips by KAT-TUN :D
The PV is the prettiest thing on earth, yeh :D
Especially Kame-chan. I mean, he does look kind of like a drug addict, but whatever, he's still pretty <3.
(My Ueda is pretty too :D)
&eharts;

Labels: KAT-TUN, PV

Maybe I just can't let go (maybe it's something more).

Current music: Love So Sweet - Arashi
Current mood: Happy

Sorry for not posting yesterday, was watching Criminal Minds with my sister :D
Yes, she's finally back (with Nobuta wo Produce, One Litre of Tears and some other Kame show, a DBSK CD and earphones :D)

Yesterday!
Lent Wenning Eclipse! :D
See I'm so nice right. Hahaha.
Raey was protesting like siao :x
And then the two of them screamed and ran out of the class o.o LOL?

Yesterday first period was LA.
Slacked, mostly talking crap :D

Then PE.
The PE teacher was high, yeah :D
And Jiaying is now her clever/pro-at-doing-inclined-pull-ups-although-she-is-short daughter :x
Ran 3 rounds, decided to die, and then Frisbee-d.
I nearly died ._. Screamed like siao, especially when Jiaying/Jiamin's Frisbee kept zooming over my head D:
One time it was right in my face okay :/
And two other times it hit my waist and my leg -.-
Frisbee is dangerous ._.

Recess.
Milo+powder :D
Yes it's nicer than milo dino :D

Assembly.
Ding Yulong vulgaritiesss 8D Omg that guy pwns lah!
The year twos were high over 'HIIII' :D
The year ones so unenthu one ._.
LOL, then got bananas and there was a banana fight in class o.o

Science - more about the circulatory system.

Maths.
'In case some of you think so, I am not emo-ing, I am just disappointed in you all.'
Yeah, Mr Tan, like we believe ._. Emo also no need to scold us right? O:
Maths was killing me D:
Plus my sore throat, and that shizz Mr Tan refused to let us off until 2.10 ._.

Todaaaay!
Kind of lost my voice ._.

First was History.
Ended up in the same group as Dionis (<3), Vivienne (:D) and Isaac (._.).

Isaac: -demos throwing knives-
Mrs Wong: -stares- What you throwing? Crazy!
Angshuang&Dionis&Isaac&Vivienne: -starts laughing like siao-
Isaac: -continues doing the action-
Mrs Wong: Siao lah! -shakes head & walks off-

LOL LAH :D

LA!
Slacked more 8D

Recess.
Milo+powder.
The jiaolian crew was wrapping California handrolls o.o

ACC.
Boring ._.
But Jinzhi's donkey is damn cuteee :D
(See, Jinzhi, I'm giving you a compliment! :D)

Maths.
Test! D: Omg I think I failed :/

Chinese.
I'm Jinzhi and Dionis is Isaac :D LOL!

♥

Labels: ramblings, school, sick

Current music: Weeeek - NEWS
Current mood: Pissed off

Yeah, I just killed my phone for the second time in three months ._.
Justin says there might be a miracle again ._.
JAOIVGFAJfiOWJE you stupid phone, learn how to swim lah D:
And you stupid water bottle, stop leaking ._.

Actually, the phone works. It's just the retarded keypad D:
I threw it twice already, in an attempt to revive it, but it doesn't seem to respond to me ._.
And now the screen is kind of fogging up ._.
I think the water inside is condensing o.o

Omg I'm going to get one more than one missed call ._.
RAH.

♥

Labels: rah, ramblings, the world hates me

Current music: Keep The Faith - KAT-TUN
Current mood: Moody

In an effort to be hardworking, I'm doing my bloodbank assignment.
Okay, trying to do.
This stupid sore throat is killing me D:

♥

Labels: ramblings

♥

Maybe it was just a waste of time (but I can't let go).

Current music: Tattoo - Jordin Sparks
Current mood: Happy

First period was PE.
Ran two rounds ._.
Me and Yiming were like dying :x
Thank you, my paleness, I love you muchly :D
Seriously, I bet I could pon 2.4km :x
Then did sit-ups and pull-ups x2 with Yiming (:
Frisbee-d with Ting :D
Ting was like 'BE A MAN!' to the Frisbee, 'cause it kept going in the other direction -.-

Recess!
Dunjie was like asking Jt to help him open his Strawberry Pocky :D
Our whole table was like going 'THAT'S DUNJIE', 'HUH? THAT'S DUNJIE?!' and everything :D

Our sms conversaton :D
Angshuang: Hello! You're Dunjie right?
Dunjie: Yup :D I rock! Who the holy ducklings are you?

Lmao :x

Geography.
Food and blah.

Chinese.
39/40 for Chengyu test ;D

After school went to the gym there with Jia Qi, Sharen and Wuyue :D
Ting went to meet Mr Tan.
We were like sitting at the Grand Stands there watching the guys bball, and Sharen was saying she wanted to throw pearls at them :D
Then Miss Lim came over and accused us of watching guys, then we accused her of watching guys too. She was like 'for you it's guys, for me it's xiao di di' :x

Went balling at the outside courts :D
Omg I think I tanned :D
Except my face feels chaotah ._.
Duno how long never touch basketball le, but still can shoot in, haha. :D

Went canteen and slacked until 3.
Jonathan was like grabbing some girl's hands o.o
FLIRT! :D

BLOOD BANK! 8D
Had to listen to the speech thingy.
I got copy notes okay :D

Then we went to watch people donating blood :D
Damn cool lah!
Except Ting kept freaking out and grabbing Raey's sleeve :D
/edit:
Fraser and Raey were going 'THE BLOOD WILL GUSH OUT DROP BY DROP' and all :D
Then Ting freaked even more, and Fraser went 'ZHENTING, LOUSYYY' :x

Raey: Just imagine that it's a vitagen straw.
Angshuang: o.o Why would you stick a vitagen straw into your body?
Raey: No, take it that your body is the vitagen.
Angshuang: Then all the vitagen gush out!
Angshuang&Raey: -laugh sadistically-
Zhenting: NOOOO -dies-

Me and Raey were like 'I WANT TO SEE I WANT TO SEE' :D

And then me and Zhenwen concluded why people donate blood:
01. If your house no more food, can go get free refreshments.
02. If your TV spoil, can go watch TV there.
:D

Fraser is dumb :D
'Why do you use a hairband when you never even push your hair back?'
'Uh, for decorative purposes?'

MRT-ed with Jengteng, Dionis, Yun En, Jia Qi, Ting, Yiming, Wanki and Sharen :D

Sharen: Eh, I just realised that Angshuang's shooting not bad! Except she runs like, uh.
Zhenting: LIKE A FAIRY!
Sharen: YEAH, YEAH!
Angshuang: Rah ._.

See, Jinzhi, you must learn to live with Sharen in peace and harmony because both of you have the same opinions -.-

'DUN' 'JIE' 'DUN' 'JIE'
'DUNJIEDUNJIEDUNJIE'
'JIEDUNJIEDUNJIEDUN'

;D
Me and Jt and Jia Qi were saying that to Dionis when she was playing Santa's Tower Blocks :D
New lie detector - if drop, means you like that person :D
It dropped when I said 'Jengteng' though o.o LMAO.

♥

Labels: blood bank, ramblings, school

Look, I've already been told today that yes, I am a sucky friend and maybe I should go jump down the building or something.
I really don't need to find out that I am a sucky daughter.
Yes, I already knew that I am, and it hurts so much more when I know I'm disappointing you all.
I know I promised, but I'm sorry, okay?
I'm sorry I'm not perfect - I'm not a perfect friend or daughter or classmate or human and being alive was a horrible mistake and I should belong in Hell or something.
But fuck it, can't all of you just see it my way for just one second?
Because I'm sick and I'm tired and I'm trying so hard, but somehow all I end up doing is making a complete mess of my life.
Everything hurts and oh, just fuck it.
Why did I even bother trying and promising anyway - when I knew I'd end up disappointing everyone and myself?

/edit: I can't be everyone at the goddamn same time - a good friend, a good daughter, a good student.
Somehow when I please one, I disappoint the other.
So, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to goddamn do?


I.
This is how the story starts:
She is standing in front of him, and the rain is falling.
A raindrop slides into her eyes, burning and stinging.
"I love you," she says.
His eyes are wide with disbelief, shock - and her pain is heavy and raw and ugly - and then apology colours his voice.
"I'm sorry."
She shrugs, fakes a smile - anything, just to make him believe she's fine - and pretends that her world is not crashing down on her.
She turns and walks away before he can see her crying; she wants him to believe that she is the heroine she never was, that she can live on just the same without him, that she doesn't need him.
She never said she wasn't a liar.

II.
The storm stops after three days and two nights - days filled with the weight of the facade she is weaving, nights filled with insomnia and broken dreams and tears and thoughts and memories.

III.
This is how her dream goes:
She is standing behind him, and the sun is shining.
His pale skin glows in the sunlight, and a smile brightens his face.
"I love you," she says.
His eyes are wide with disbelief, shock - and her heart sinks down, down, down again - and then apology colours his voice.
"I'm sorry I never told you." He says. "I should have, from the start."
"Told me what?" She says carefully, slowly, faintly - the hopes starting to stalk her.
"I love you." He tells her, and hands her his heart.

IV.
She wakes up each night, the sobs wrecking their way through her body and she can't seem to stop shivering, trembling, shaking.
Her room is filled with his presence - every thought, every memory, every smile and touch, every what if and what might have been and if only.

V.
Nobody seems to understand - the way her heart is breaking; the way her thoughts are filled with nothing but him; the way her smiles are fake and tired and wrong; the way she is trying so hard to prove that she can do it, she can be strong, be brave, be everything she is not.

VI.
She is sick and tired of pretending, of putting on a masquerade.
She is rebellious and not like what she used to be, she is not who she was.
And then she starts to lose everything, but really, she doesn't care anymore.
Because, after all, if even he could leave her - after what he used to say and do, after all the promises - who couldn't?

VII.
She is drunk on her tears, the way they sear their way down her cheek and fall into the empty hollow of her heart.
At least they make her feel alive.

VIII.
She is sorry, for everything.
She is sorry she disappointed everyone - her parents, her friends - but she can't bring herself to change.
She is sick of change, sick of the way everything disappears and reappears out of her life, sick of the way people can leave her bleeding and dying and raw inside.

I'm sorry.

Labels: writings

I don't even know why the fuck I'm crying.

My heart's hurting and my head's whirling (I don't want to be in love).

Current music: 那首歌 - 林宥嘉
Current mood: Nostalgic; pensive

Happy birthday Huijun! Also known as Be A Man! <3.

First was LA.
Rah, sian ._.
Reminder: Must do poem!

Science.
Arteries and veins and lalala.

Recess.
Somehow we couldn't find the jiaolian crew o.o

PC.
Cross-stitching sucks like ~!@#$%^&*()_+{|}\<`-= ._. (I just typed out all my symbols :x) Maths.
Mr Tan was like, emo-ing ._.
But nvm, sang Happy Birthday to Huijun anyway ;D

Computer.
Me and Christine are faaaast. Unlike Amanda 8D
Dedicated 'I'll Make a Man Out of You' to Huijunnn <3.
It's nice okay D: I mean, even ISAAC wanted it from me :D

After school went Ghim Moh with Ting, Alicia, Jolene and Joey :D
Met Sharen and Yiming them :D
Sharen said that Isaac says he's a 美男子 -.-
Then me and Ting started screaming/laughing like siao :x
Hahaha, Isaac, dream on lah! ;D

MRT-ed, then went Tiong Bahru with Ting :D
Comics Connection had like, a lot of Yamapi ._.
But I'm broke, so yeah :D

Was reading my sixone06 autograph book just now (the reason for being nostalgic, yep.)
I mean, I love Cresmic and all, but sixone06 is really the one that makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time ._.
And vomit, 'cause I miss them all like rah ):
Haha, I can't believe how crappy we used to be, especially the guys :D
Gah I miss 'em all D:
Haha, was like reading me/Felicia/Junda's notes :D
We were talking about Maple. LOL.
I miss all our retardedness! ._.

♥

Labels: missing, sixone06

And here she is, thinking this:
If you loved someone - really, truly, loved - you'd let them go; you'd be happy if they were happy - with or without you, no matter what?
Maybe, she thinks, this is why he doesn't love her.
Because she's not fighting, for him, because of him.
She's going to be the heroine and let him slip out of her fingers for him to be happy.
This, she thinks, is real stupidity - he's not a hero, so why should she be the heroine?


She is a liar.
She laughs, she smiles, she talks, she pretends that everything is perfect when the truth is, she's dying inside - without him, she's hollow, empty, different.
She lies everyday, to forget him, to forget how she feels when he used to love her, to forget how much she misses him.
She guesses she'd never make it to Heaven, after all - another chance missed to be together with him.

♥

All the untold goodbyes (are leaving me breathless, helpless).

Current music: Real Face - KAT-TUN
Current mood: Amused

Flag raising - 'If a rapist is targetting you, tell them to go and get married' :D

First was ACC.
Sorrysorrysorry Justin and group for giving you wrong info ._.
Yiming told me deeee D:

Malay.
Cikgu was sick, I think o.o
So we basically slacked and made a lot of noise ;D

Recess.
Number #01 reason I love the jiaolian crew:
Because we are all zi-high, thank you very much :D
We were going hyper (me, Ting, Amanda, Pearl, Christine, Jiamin, Jiaying and of course HUIJUN!) :D
Yep, Huijun's in the jiaolian crew <3.
How-to-be-a-man jiaolian 8D
Omg I love us :D

Angshuang: HUIJUN! I dare you to go over to the guys and say 'BE A MAN' :D
Zhenting: Justin, Melvin, Wangcong! Come here can?
Justin, Melvin & Wangcong: -walk over-
Everyone: BE A MAN!
Justin, Melvin & Wangcong: o.o

LOL.
We are crazy, yaaay 8D
We were laughing the whole time, and we went into class and screamed 'be a man' :x
(Anyone who doesn't understand, go watch Mulan :D)

Maths.
Lalala about indices ._.

Geography.
Food, blah.

Science.
Uh, went through worksheet lor :/

History.
Presented the stuff.
Mrs Wong loves Justin 'em :D

Thennn lunch.
Ate with Ting, Jiaying and Jiamin :D
LOL, Jiaying made her sauce go on some year one's waterbottle ._.

RS.
More obsessing about 'be a man' :D
(Huijun's group is really going to be called 'be a man' :x)
The whole jiaolian crew is in two groups :D
Me, Ting, Jiamin and Jiaying in one; Amanda, Pearl, Christine, Huijun in the other ;D
Toothbrushes 8D
Jiaying pwns, lol :D

RS notes: Ruler -> measure the size of an object

Then she circled 'size', put a 'wtf? O.o' and a 'baka' there! :D

Went home with Ting, Jolene, Alicia and Haihua :D
Haihua said that Mr Hia said that he was even more handsome than Yulong when he was younger o.o lmao?
Met Huijun, Alina and Jiamin on the MRT :D
We were still obsessing :x

Tmr is Huijun's birthday :D
The whole jiaolian crew shall practice 'I'll make a man out of you' from the Mulan OST and sing it for Huijun tmr :D

♥

Labels: Jiaolian crew, ramblings, school

Cresmic is filled with class ai :D
Especially the guys :x -cough, ghey, cough-
♥

Labels: pictures

Stripe the heartbeats in red and white,
String the thoughts dozen by dozen.
A million and one I love yous
So easily given, so easily taken -
Cherish what you have, when you have everything and more.


He fell first, she fell harder -
All that's left are empty promises and bitter-tinged lies.
And then she wonders,
Who do your smiles belong to now?
Your thoughts, your misses, your heart.
What used to be mine,
Is now hers.
She's got everything I've ever wanted forever and more.


The words slip from her, unbidden -
I miss you, I love you, come back, stay?
She doesn't wait, she doesn't stop;
She's afraid -
What if what's barely left disappears;
Leaving her empty and breathless and hollow,
And then filled with hate and regret and what-ifs.
If you loved me.
If you stayed.
Would everything be picture-perfect,
Would it last?

♥

Labels: love, you

Real Face by KAT-TUN.

Do not watch if, sadly, you disapprove of:
01. Kamenashi Kazuya being handsomer (and yes, prettier) than you.
02. Akanishi Jin being hawter and baka-er than you.
03. Taguchi Junnosuke being cuter than you.
04. Tanaka Koki being better at rapping than you.
05. Ueda Tatsuya being prettier than you.
06. Nakamaru Yuichi being better at beatboxing than you.

:D
♥

Labels: KAT-TUN, PV

And then I fill up the empty spaces with tears (come back, I love you).

Current song: Real Face - KAT-TUN
Current mood: Tired

First was LA.
Lalala. Nearly fell asleep ._.

Science.
Heart rate thingy :D
We were all screaming names everywhere 8D
Alina cheat one lah D:
Scream 'JINZHI!' and then whack my arm ._.
Whack my arm of course the heart rate go up right -.-

Recess.
Kaleidoscope orders to me = Kale orders me!
HAHAHA :D
Me and Jiaying were laughing like siao :x
And I kept screaming 'MATSUMOTO JUN' whenever Kellie said 'Hana Yori Dango' ;D

Chinese.
Boring :/

Music.
Angklung-ing is awesome :D

BP.
MULANNN (:

Being really nice, I'm like going to SE, CO, Band and (of course) EDS Kalediscope thingy :D
I'm broke ._.
Don't let me go near Comics Connection :x
There are too many KAT-TUN things, and would thus cause me to go on a Ueda/Kame hunt ;D
♥

Labels: KAT-TUN, ramblings, school

ICONSPAM 8D
Yay for pretty JE boys <3.
Ueda Tatsuya, of KAT-TUN ;D

All icons from kattunlove@lj :D
♥

Labels: iconspam, KAT-TUN

If you loved me.

Current song: code - Nishikido Ryo
Current mood: Happy

Happy birthday Yulong & Yongming :D

First was Science.
The first half an hour was spent arguing :D
'Cause Amanda and Yiming were trying to get Jiamin to join her table with Mervyn :x
Being a really nice tudi, I helped tuixiu ;D
Then in the end me and Jiamin were accusing of Yiming of being in love with Mervyn :D
Then she was like screaming that Mervyn is her 童年阴影 :D
Then we went 'orh, you break Mervyn's heart' :D

LA lecture.
Watched that weird movie thing o.o
Damn, can't they show Letters from Iwo Jima? D:
Got Nino leh ):

Recess.
Milo dino-ed :D

Assembly was boring :x
I was like poking Ting the whole time :D
And no, Dionis, I was not eavesdropping -.-
It's not my fault you talk so loud until I can hear everything right ;D
I couldn't even hear Jengteng at all lor -.-

Maths.
I nearly fell asleep ._.
I mean, first assembly, then maths? Like wth :/

Chinese.
Yes, I'm sick of collecting money and worksheets ._.
Being Chinese rep sucks lah D:
Then Dionis was like moaning that her legs had fats o.o

Dionis: -whacks her leg- SEE, GOT FATS LEH!
Angshuang: Where got o.o
Dionis: Don't believe you try lah!
Angshuang: -whacks leg- ALSO GOT MAH.
Dionis: No lor, yours is bone sound, mine is fat sound! D:

o.o How can anyone not have fats? LOL.

♥

Labels: birthday, ramblings, school

Loving you (is harder than I thought).

Our jap names are cool <3.
Angshuang & Ziwei ;D
Jap pwns! :D
3 hours were actually nothing much o.o

The teacher was like asking everyone why they learn Jap.
Then me and Ziwei were laughing like siao and going 'because of Johnny-san' :D
Then in the end we just went because of Johnny's Entertainment :x
Then the teacher was like 'Oh, Arashi? Handsome ne' ;D
HAHA.

Ziwei dropped her metal can tab thingy in her green tea. LMAO.

はじめまして、わたしわAngshuangです、どうぞよろしく :D
Omg reminds me of that damn cute girl in Proposal Daisakusen :D

There was My Boss, My Hero in Poh Kim @ Bugis ._.
Ziwei was insisting that she wanted that show with Yamada inside. LOL.
Went Kinokuniya. Ziwei kind of threw a fit when she realised that the Hey! Say! JUMP issue is gone le :x

♥

Labels: Hey Say JUMP, Jap

This isn't the end (there wasn't even a beginning).

Current song: Kiss ~Kaerimichi no love song~ - Tegomass
Current mood: Sleepy

Tomorrow shall be four hours of Jap with Ziwei, lol. :D
I'm trying to stop thinking of you but I guess it isn't working. Ha.
♥

Labels: ramblings

Is it you? (maybe you're the one I've been waiting for)

I'm stupid, I know I am.
If you'd just understand, just listen, just pay attention, then maybe you'd know just how much Iloveyou.
But ifs never come true, do they?
There was a time when I thought to myself, how could I ever fall in love with you; how could I ever like you?
Just another example of how I always prove myself wrong.
So what am I supposed to do? Go on waiting? For a month, a year, a whole lifetime?
Damn you, and the fact that my heart is with you.
I know the fact that I'm a goddamn coward. I'm too afraid of what would happen if you really knew.
Because would you leave me, then? Would you turn around, walk away and never come back?
It's been a bloody long time, time spent waiting and losing and loving.
Maybe I'm just another stupid person who can't accept the fact that it's time to let go, to move on, to get a freaking goddamn life, instead of spending time missing you and loving you and waiting for you.
So tell me, where do I go from here?

/edit:
And they say you shouldn't cry over a guy, it's a bloody waste of tears.
But then I think about it, and it's not a guy, it's that guy.
♥

Labels: love, you

It's too late (never and forever).

Current song: Weeeek - NEWS
Current mood: Hungry

Happy birthday Wuyue & Jinzhi :D

I spent like half an hour making cards for the two of you and ending up getting a damn lot of glue on my fingers okay ._.
King JZ you better use the pencilcase Ting already replaced for you le ;D
Then Vivian was like going 'UNFAIR!' at the two of us :x
Hey, he's a guy. Not much range of presents to buy what ._.

Angshuang: EH EH YOUR DAR! -whacks Ting-
Zhenting: Huh?
Angshuang: LOOK. BESIDE. YOU. -points at Siangler-
Zhenting: -screams- OMG!
Angshuang: Siangler! She loves you!
Siangler: -runs away-

:x

PC.
Sick ._. About in and out and holes -.-

Maths.
5 marks pop quiz -.-
Finished it all in like 2 minutes, then Mr Tan was like 'so, easy ah?' -.-

Malay.
Isaac was like 'are you pregnant?' to Cikgu Noorizan ;D
Then she was like 'Yeah lah, or you think what? I eat too much and grow fat at the stomach only?'
LOL.

Recess (:
Ate 3 corn sushis, except that the corn kept dropping on the table ._.

Science :D
Microscope-d.

Jiamin: -goes on about the nick gets car sick thingy-
Angshuang: So easy, just sing Weeek can le ;D -starts singing the chorus of Weeeek-
Amanda: Wah, tudi! You learn how long le?
Angshuang: o.o Uh, first lesson this Sunday.
Amanda: HUH? Then why so pro?
Angshuang: Uh, because it's lyrics?
Amanda: OHHH! No wonder. But tudi still very clever, learn from me one!

And Huijun was insisting that she looks very pure and decent :x
Yeahhh, like anyone believes you ;D

After school went library to use com, then Ting left for guzheng ._.
So I basically spent like 3 hours in the library with a stupid computer that doesn't let me watch youtube -.-
Xinyi and Raey are crazy 8D

Thennn waited for Yongming ._.
NOBODY GO HOME WITH ME D:
And I'm definitely not going home with Yulong. He'd probably just keep going 'LULU DAR DAR' to me -.-
Wtf lah -.-

Then lalala, met my aunt :D
Had to pretend I didn't know Yongming :x
But ah, he still passed the phone to me and went 'Yulong wants to talk to you'
-.-

Then went and ranted at Yulong for telling Justin them about Lulu, which resulted in them writing 'Angshuang & Luludardar' on the whiteboard -.-
Wahlao, I don't even know who the hell he is can ._.
♥

Labels: ramblings, school

It hurts (losing, loving, leaving).

Current song: Weeeek - NEWS
Current mood: Pissed

First, my teeth hurt.
Second, my teeth hurt a damn lot.
Third, fark my teeth.
._.

First period history :D
More on explorers, blah.

Music.
Kompang! (Is that how you spell it? o.o)

LA, more about 40-love.
LOL, Dionis was like making up random stuff about 2 sisters fighting over a guy (Alina thought of the idea) ;D

Recess.
Ting emo-ed and died.
Had to keep talking to Isaac/Jinzhi/Melvin ._.
CO-OPERATE LAH D:<>shortie xiaodi who is taller than me by 1.5 cm but still insists I'm short :D

Chinese.
RAH I DON'T WANT TO COLLECT ANYMORE STUFF, THANK YOU D:
Okay. Hand me Edusave forms for Lian He Zao Bao, tomorrow last day.

CME.
Listened to stories about Fraser. How interesting -.-

I decided that if I ever have twins and they end up like Sean and Jonathan, I will personally slap them ._.
Wahlao why all cheat my feelings de D:
Especially Jonathan. Hope you tio kidnapped and your adorable puppy (that I'm still planning on kidnapping) bite you lah ._.

♥

Labels: dentist, ramblings, school

♥

Labels: birthday

If we could make time stop (I miss you).

Current song: Ultra Music Power - Hey! Say! JUMP
Current mood: Happy

First period science.
Blood is cool 8D
Jiamin was like helping translate my NEWS photocopies in my file :D

Amanda: Who are these?
Angshuang: NEWS lor.
Amanda: HUH? I thought it's the advertisement for the file!
Angshuang: -wonders if file companies hire six hawt guys for adverts-
Amanda: Eh, all guys ah?
Jiamin: Of course lah! Where got girl?
Amanda: This one look like girl leh -points at Tegoshi-
Angshuang: Pretty girl lor!
Yunen: Eh, his hair so nice! -points at Tegoshi too-
Pearl: Who's this?
Amanda: See? Look like file advertisement right?
Pearl: Yeah, yeah! That's what I thought so also! So, who is this?
Jiamin: NEWS.
Pearl: Wait. That's the name of the group?
Christine: Yeah. Orh hor, you never read Angshuang's blog!
Jiamin: Yeah lor!
Pearl: Don't suan me lah, wahlao! -bangs table-

:D
Jiaolian crew pwns <3.

Then maths.
Got back pop quiz :/
Damn, I'm like the most careless person in the world or smth ._.
Highfive Jiaying for getting 7 :D

Recess.
Went to get Chinese notes.
Spent like 5 minutes counting all the coins :x

Geography was okay lah.
Copy stuff lor.
River ecosystems :D

LA.
More about the wall. And 40 - love.

Chinese got the Yue Fei thingy ._.

One hour lunch :D
Ate Sakae ._.
The soup tasted horrible D:
Then went to the Grand Stand to watch the gym people bball.
Omg Zi Yi/Brandon tyco one lor D:
More than 3/4 court away can chop a waterbottle in ._.

Ting: -slips, falls down the stairs & spills her milo dino-
Angshuang: Omg are you okay? O:
Mr Yap: Are you okay?
Ting: Yeah.. Sorry!
Mr Yap: Huh? Why you saying sorry?
Ting: For dirtying the floor ._.

LOL LAH.
She just fell down a flight of stairs and she apologised for dirtying the floor -.-

RS was boring D:

Went home with 3/7 of the jiaolian crew plus Huijun :D
Four, including me :D
Started showing Jiaying and Jiamin my NEWS videos ;D
Huijun was like insisting Korea is better -.-
Then me and Jiaying and Jiamin were like arguing that Jap is nicer :D
Ting was like no comments. LOL.

Anw thank you Ting for donating to the Angshuang charity <3.
LOL, I forgot to bring wallet :/
So thanks for paying for my 2 milo dinos, udon, milo again and train ticket :D
♥

Labels: Jiaolian crew, NEWS, ramblings, school

If only (love lasted forever).

Current song: Ai no Matador - NEWS
Current mood: Neutral

First period was history.
More explorers ._.

Then LA.
Went computer lab! :D
Basically slacked and enjoyed aircon (:

Recess!
Had milo (UNCLE, BRING BACK MILO DINOSAUR D:) and then went to get Chinese files.
Ended up laughing like siao because Ting kept dropping hers :D

ACC was boring ._.
Almost fell asleep. LMAO.
Me and Ting escaped to the toilet, and on our way back we met Pearl, and we started complaining about how boring it was :D

Maths.
Pop quiz on expansion ._.

Chinese was quite fun lah :D
Nothing much to do.
And Ting you betrayer12 ._.

After school Ting and Jiaying had to go find Mr Tan.
So I got pissed off waiting for a freakign 40 minutes.
Nice time management Mr Tan, 15 minutes become 40 -.-
I got gastric your fault lah ._.
So in the end went to watch Weeeek on full volume ._.
I mean, whatever, I was going to die from gastricitis, so who cares if my eardrums fall out and die or blah ._.

♥

Labels: ramblings, school

I'm sorry I love you (I'm sorry I can't let go).

Current song: Alibi - NEWS
Current mood: Amused

Before flagraising was funny and pissifying and a lot more :D
Me and Ting were going crazy about people spinning and appearing from floors. LMAO :D
So we went over to talk to ___, and Yulong was like standing there to watch -.-
And then Jiaying came over to admire my NEWS pictures 8D
YAAAAY. LOL.

First period LA.
I was kind of falling asleep :x

Then PE.
Ran around the track once and did inclined pull-ups.
I passed :D LOL.
I realised that I go supersuper pale after running o.o
Maybe I can pon 2.4km. LOL.

Recess.
Drank that weird red grape juice thing o.o
Slacked in class.
Went to change back to uniform, and Yiming was screaming about a yellow bug on her PE.
Me and Ting just slammed the door in her face and ran away :x

Assembly was boring ._.
Mr Teo went on and on for like 45 minutes.
And Ting was emo-ing about the Vivian/Xinyan thing :/

Mr Teo: I don't want to raise my voice okay.
Raey: That's what the mic is for.

:D

Science.
Tapeworms 8D

Maths.
Whoo I'm a genius I have tuition :D

After school slacked in foyer waiting for my mother to send me to tuition.
The moment I saw Yulong I went 'NOOO, GO AWAY!' :D
And please lah Yulong, Raey agrees you're crappy too -
'YONGMING? DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH LAH. -starts laughing-'
:D

♥

Labels: ramblings, school

When silence can't fill the gaps anymore (I'm sorry).

Current song: Ai Nante - NEWS
Current mood: Happy

Changed skin again. :D
The other one was kind of screwed ._.
Anw, Yulong and Yongming insisted One Missed Call was not scary at all o.o
Hard to believe. Lmao.
♥

Labels: ramblings, skin

There's no need for explanations (or excuses).

Current song: Teppen - NEWS
Current mood: Happy

Yes, being a coward, I didn't 'treasure the chance' to go watch One Missed Call with Yulong, Yongming, Pj and Wenkai :D
Not like Sinyee and Jamie 'treasured the chance'. LMAO.
But seriously, if I went I'd either a) cry b) faint c) die ._.
And I'm not going to embarrass myself in front of them.
Although Yulong says it's not scary.
Whatever, I'm sure their definition of scary is different from mine :D
I mean, I freaked out just looking at the poster ._.
No, Yongming, that face is not cute. At all ._.

Anw, finished listening to the entire Pacific album by NEWS :D
And learnt that all the songs are nice (:

01. 愛のマタドール Ai no Matador
Okay lah. Although the lyrics are seriously sick ._. But the tune not bad :D

02. サヤエンドウ Sayaendo
Pirates and NEWS. What could be better than that? :D

03. TEPPEN
Pwnage :D Believe me.

04. Change the World
The chorus is nice :D They should just remove the rap parts, which sound kind of weird.

05. 君想フ夜 Kimi omofu yoru
Okay lah :D Just. War?

06. アリバイ Alibi
Omg this is the cutest! <3.
What could be better than KoyaShige ai, and then Tegomass in the lyrics? :D
(Plus it's like kind of hinting about Koyama/Shige :D)

07. code
Ryo's voice pwns. 'Nuff said :D

08. チラリズム Chirarizumu
More KoyaShige! :D The lyrics are kind of sick ._. But cute lah :D

09. 愛なんて Ai Nante
If anybody doesn't love Ai Nante, they just. Have really bad taste ._.
Tegoshi's voice is gahhh :D

10. なんとかなるさ Nantoka naru sa
The background music makes me think of Hawaii and beaches o.o
But whatever, there's a lot of Massu in it, so who cares :D

11. ゴメンネ ジュリエット Gomen ne Juliet
Yamapiiii :D Lovely lyrics! <3.

12. 裸足のシンデレラボーイ Hadashi no Cinderella Boy
Tune not bad :D

13. 星をめざして Hoshi wo Mezashite
This song will always get stuck in my head <3.
Plus there's cute Massu in his red jacket in the PV :D

♥

Labels: NEWS

I love you (don't leave, stay).

Current song: Teppen - NEWS
Current mood: Happy

Changed skin! :D
♥

Labels: skin

Happy birthday to Amanda & Clarissa! :D

Amanda:
My deardeardear Jiaolian!
Even though you were damn mean to me by ganging up with Yiming and giving Mervyn my hairband :/
But still, you're my shifu <3.
Ilu, have fun with Daniel/Shenyang/that guy who gave you sushi :D

Clarissa:
Heyyy happy birthday! <3.
Although I don't know you reallyreally well, since we only talk about Luozhixiang/Xingguangbang :D
But still, you're awesome!
Have fun with LZX :D

♥

Labels: birthday

When all else ends (will you stay?)

Current song: Happiness - Arashi
Current mood: Happy



Teppen by NEWS :D
My current obsession!
Kusano is love (:
And Shige -is at a loss of words- OMG :D
Massu cute as ever, Tego-chan still adorable :D
(Oh, and just realised that maybe BBT's Yes! and all that soccer part was copying NEWS in Teppen :/)
♥

Labels: fangirling, NEWS, PV

It's nothing but a heartbreak (but why does it hurt so bad?)

Current song: Weeeek - NEWS
Current mood: Happy

First period PE!
Damn it lah. 157cm ._. And 37kg.
Pfft.
DAMN I WANT TO GROW D:
Like Mr-13cm, also known as Isaac Low Jui Kwang ._.
Wangcong is stupid! Seriously :x I mean, you argue with teacher even worse right? Tsk.
And Isaac's PE shorts were too small. LMAO LAH.

Recess.
Milo dinosaur, as usual :D
Haha.

Geography was okay lah.
Not very boring :D
Me and Dionis were arguing if DJ or JZ was nicer :x
Don't worry Dionis, since DJ's so nice, you can go join his family! :D
And Dunjie looks like Alvin! Rofl.
And I don't care, I still think Jinzhi is nicer :/

Chinese did that reporting thingy.
I HATE XIE YIMING BECAUSE:
01. She lied to me D: JIAOLIAN, HOW COULD YOU LIE TO ME TOO? HMM? YOUR TUDI YOU KNOW!
02. She very very very kindly lent Mervyn my beloved hairband when she said it was for Amanda! LIKE WHAT THE FARK. Sorry, but Mervyn! If it was at least Isaac/Jinzhi/Melvin/Justin or whatever I wouldn't mind, but MERVYN! URGH.
I hope you really did buy me a new hairband.
And remember to pay me money to go counselling, due to causing me a mental and emotional breakdown during Chinese class and almost-crying.
And thank you Isaac, for suggesting that Mervyn licked my hairband.
EW. I was like close to tears :/

Went out with Jamiejamiejamie! :D
Because Raey couldn't go, due to her mother insisting that Tiong bahru has a lot of gangsters o.o
Met Yulong, Yongming and Wenkai on the way :D
They went Ghim Moh though. Haha.

Then we took 111 to Queenstown.
But ended up taking the wrong train, so went backwards. LMAO.
Then got on the next train, met Yvon and Caris and Amanda them! :D
I was showing Jamie my NEWS videos ;D

Ate at the super cheap place at Tiong :D
LOL, it was still same price but it got wayyy big.
Couldn't finish, haha.

Then went neoprinting :D
I paid $9 and she paid $1. LMAO.

Hung around at Comics Connection :D
Was severely tempted to buy the NEWS pics.
But realised that it was kind of stupid and a waste of money since I just got the mags yesterday. Haha.
And they have NEWS Ezlink stickers! D:
Damn I want :/

MRT-ed home :D
Let Jamie watch News wo Abake 2! :D
Yaaaay she agrees they're supersupersuper adorable -squees-
LOL.
♥

Labels: NEWS, ramblings

It rained everyday you were gone (but you never came back).

Current song: Weeek - NEWS
Current mood: Freaking out

Mmm. So, today there was LA first period.
Denotation, connation and blah.

Then science.
So, Mr Han, 2I cleverer than us righttt?
Pfft.
Biasness to his form class lah! ._.
And our ability to ask crappy questions means we're clever enough :D

Recess.
Dinosaur, then went with Ting to photocopy the PSG forms.

PC.
Talked about orientation.
Like Wangcong said, Xplore was a game designed to waste our money :x
But it was still kind of fun lah. Haha.

Uh, maths.
Boring ._.

Computer!
Did the maze thingy :D
And after that went youtube/lj-ing for NEWS :D
And showed Ting the stuff too :D
Tokyo Dome concerts started yesterday /:
Ryo kissed Massu on the cheek! D:
Damn I want to be Ryo. Or Massu. Both ;D

Yongming and Yulong are retarded, LOL.
Exchange emails to talk to girls o.o
Crazy lah!
♥

Labels: ramblings, school

I'd tell you I loved you from the start (but would you even care?)

Current song: We Can Make It - Arashi
Current mood: Envious

Can I hire someone to help me kidnap Sean's dog? :D
Because it's goddamn cute. Pfft.
I WANT A DOG D:

♥
Because it hurts. Because I love you. Because I want to hate you but I just can't. Because you're stuck in my mind. Pick any of those, they're all true.

Labels: ramblings

I hate you (but then I love you more).

Current song: Weeeek - NEWS
Current mood: Slightly emo

Thank you Fraser for helping us last night. (:
Even though you threw keys into drains and ended up making poor homeless people get robbed and/or killed.
And thanks for listening to my advice and not wearing contacts today :D
Or I'd have gone blind. LMAO.

First period was ACC.
Damn it, I don't want to be ACC rep either -.-
I am irresponsible and totally-not-the-class-comm-type.
Yeah.
Since I haven't even handed in the stupid list of group member names to her yet :x
And she talks like damn fast with a China accent.

Then it was uh. I forgot. Shit :x
Uhm.
Oh! Yeah! Malay :D
Damn, I practically forgot everything -.-
Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Mervyn the Destroyer and Isaac the Great. Wow.

Recess!
Oh damn I can't remember anything ._.

Maths.
Boring like shid :x
Probably because I learnt everything le?
So after I finished the question, I just started doodling on my paper :D
Like the Kanji names of NEWS. And lyrics! :D
Ashita kara mata nichi getsu ka!
Minna iru kai? Hoshi wo mezashite!
(:

Uh, then, Geography I think?
We're getting pink files! :D

Miss Tang: So I order files for you all? But not pink because I know the guys will object.
Isaac: Why? I like pink!
Jinzhi: Me too!
Miss Tang: Uh, so who's against pink, raise your hands.
(nobody raises hands)
Miss Tang: Okay, the pink lor.
Isaac: YES! PINK!
Jinzhi: Any colour is good. Except purple.

:D

Science.
One period filled with crap.
From plasma in blood to plasma TVs :D

History.
Q: What charecteristics do explorers have?
A: They like to explore.
Go King Jinzhi! :D

Lunch.
Damn, it was filled with people.
Took like 15 minutes to queue at Sakae.
And soya sauce plus udon is just. Hot water plus udon.
._.
Pfft.
And whoo, Isaac is TALL! :D
Didn't realise he was THAT tall until he stood near Rason, Clarence, Sean, Zhihao them.
He's like 3/4 of a head taller than them? ;D
HA.

RS lecture at LT.
We were kind of late. Haha.
Ended up sitting in front of the Jubix guys.
Wilson was enthu. LMAO.
"Hello, Angshuang!" -waves-
And then halfway through Yiren was like "Who's A-n-g-s-h-u-a-n-g?"
-.-

Then bought waffles at Prima Deli :D
Jolene the Polene Polester didn't eat though. Since she's a pole. Haha.

Damn, one day I shall end up kidnapping Sean's dog D:
Pfft. Why does he get a dog when I've freaking wished for a dog every birthday/xmas since I was like six? D:

And then ended up going Ting's house, since my parents were at Orchard and I didn't want to stay at home alone :x
Her zheng is cool! :D
And my fingers hurt from zheng-ing /:
Okay, it wasn't zheng-ing. It was just running my fingers along her guzheng strings :x

♥
I love you so much it hurts <3.

Labels: ramblings, school

Like lightning through my veins (when you look at me).

Current music: I.ZA.NA.I.ZU.KI - NEWS
Current mood: Weird

Cresmic was late for flagraising 2 times in a row.
Tsk.
Zhenwen and Benjamin, is it very fun to start whispering about me behind my back? -.-
(Although Ting apparently thinks it's quite funny. Whatever.)

First period today was LA.
With Bi-o-llo.
I'm sure Ting laughed like a keesiao woman as usual :D

Then it was Science.
Circulatory system.
I copied notes. Yes, I know I'm guai :D

And thennnn recess.
Ordered the chinese files and then had Milo dinosaurs in class.
Made people O$P$ :D

Chinese!
Uh. Newspaper thingys?

Music.
LOL, that Malay drum thing (no idea how to spell the name -.-)
Quite fun lah, heh :D

BP.
Talked about movies. Blah.
And it seems like everyone watched I Not Stupid before ;D

After school went for my piano lesson.
I love all Poh Kims, pfft.
The Thomson Plaza one has Nobuta wo Produce, Hana Yori Dango, Proposal Daisakusen, that show with Jin and Mike He is guest-starring in and that show with Sho and Nino.
GAH D:

And damn, my metronome died ):
And piano exams suck. Seriously, who would like singing weird notes and sounding like a retard? Hmm?

NEWS & KAT-TUN were on iWeekly :D
Because of the whole BBT thing.
But hey, they're biased against Hey! Say! JUMP. What happened to them? ._.
Ohhh, and FRH's going to have concerts in Singapore this year!
I want NEED tickets. Like seriously.

♥

Labels: ramblings, school

The jiaolian crew is th' awesome and pwnage and just the absolute love of my life! <3.

(Left to right):
Jiaying - Reserve Player
Christine - Player
Pearl - Captain
Me - Tudi
Zhenting - Shangsi
Amanda - Jiaolian
Jiamin - Tuixiu

♥

Labels: Jiaolian crew

Say you love me (and I'll say I do).

Current song: Cherish - NEWS
Current mood: Amused

Sat beside Anthony in the sub bus today.
Except didn't realise he was Anthony until we reached school. LMAO.
Was watching KAT-TUN on Utaban :D
Junno is cute. Nakamaru too. Kame is nice, as usual.

Carried my surprisingly heavy bag all the way to class ._.
Wuyue was the one who stole the timetable! D:
Haha.
And all of them think Massu is the cutest out of NEWS o.o
Hey, you guys are like refusing the acknowledge the presence of the extremely mean but loveable Shige, the kawaii and nicenicenice Kei-chan, the kagoii but really-cute-when-he-was-a-chibi Nishikido-kun, the bouncy and causes people to faint Tegoshi, and the handsome-to-death Yamapi.
):
Nah, I'm just pissed 'cause they're stealing my Takahisa Masuda away from me :x

First period was Science, with Mr Han.
Also known as the guy who told us our class door was the anus, and the classroom was the rectum. Yeah.
He is gaaaay with a purple shirt :D
Hermaphrodite Mr Han. LMAO. That's what it said on the board :D
Ting was laughing like crazy throughout the whole lesson.
'You must remember to bring your work, or you will have to stare at me, and then you will go blind, so when you go home and your mother asks you why you're blind, you have to say because Mr Han is too ugly.'
:D
And the guys were sooo nice to Junkai.
Me and Ting were so amazed.

Then had LA lecture with Bi-o-llo. Heh.
2B got Mr Harris.
DAMN, I WANT MR KEN ._. he is pwnage.
Remind myself to bring jacket to LT next time. I forgot how damn cold it gets.

Recess.
Milo dinosaur in class! :D

Assembly.
Changed places ):
Ended up with Ahgong (not so bad lah, hahaha. At least not Mervyn. Although he's between me and Jiaolian D: GIMME MY SHIFU, YOU BAKA.)
At least Ting & Chair ex-Chair are in front of me :D
And Amanda is kind of beside me. If I can manage to see through Mervyn, that is.

Maths.
The first Maths lesson of 2008 and I'm close to falling asleep. Really.
Damn, why can't he just use the formula method and not do some weird rectangle thingy that I can't understand at all? -.-

Chinese.
I hate He Lao Shi and her hands.
Damn, why am I the CHINESE REP, of all the reps I could be? -.-

After that ate at Ghim Moh with Polene (the Ghim Moh polester :D), Ting and Joey.
Ting is blind, seriously. (Probably because of looking at Mr Han. LMAO.)
I can't believe she didn't SEE the three of them at the next table -.-
I mean, they were practically in our faces.
She's lucky Rason wasn't with them. HA.

Then MRT-ed to Bugis :D
Ting bought her new wallet at the Wallet Shop :D
Shopped for presents. Bought notebooks. Bought iPod skin. Went broke.
Seven presents! Ohmytian lah ._.
Vivian, Dionis, Amanda, Huijun, Wuyue, Pearl and Jinzhi leh! D:
Especially Yeong Jinzhi, you better appreciate the present okay ._.
We nearly died thinking of what to buy for you /:

So came home.

Thank you soooo much King Retarded Old Man Jinzhi, Isaac, Benjamin, Fraser and Zhenwen for spamming me like shid.
(HA, I finally sound sarcastic. Thank you Jt & Bi-o-llo for teaching me :D)
I have no idea why you guys are wasting your own smses when you all are in the same effing train compartment -.-
I think I wasted like 20 smses. Whatever, my month's ending soon anyway.
Yes, Fraser, you look retarded with contacts :D In the show, I mean. Rofl.
And Jinzhi's member of the SPKA! :D
Singaporean's Protection of Kings Authority.
(Whatever, he made it up himself -.-)
Mine nicer! SPROMLJZA :D
Singaporean's Protection of Retarded Old Men Like Jin Zhi Authority :D
Yehhh (:

And I love the Jiaolian crew for being so unbelievable pro :D
Tuixu Jiaolian (Jiamin): Treasurer
Jiaolian Shangsi (Zhenting): Chairperson
Jiaolian (Amanda): Sports Rep
Jiaolian Tudi (Angshuang): Chinese Rep
Captain (Pearl): NE Rep
Player (Christine): CIP Rep
Reserve Player (Jiaying): Vice-chairperson
Say we pwn, yeah <3.

♥

Labels: Jiaolian crew, KAT-TUN, NEWS, ramblings, school

I don't love you (that's a lie).
Changed the banner, now it's Massu :D
And anw, about the picture of Tegoshi ^
It's mainly about his shirt, haha.
It says 'Don't keep the faith (share it)'.
Still don't get it? :D
KAT-TUN has a song called Keep The Faith!
LMAO, so Tegoshi is implying KAT-TUN is selfish ;D
♥

Labels: KAT-TUN, NEWS, pictures, ramblings

Because there's no-one else but you.

Current music: Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye
Current mood: Neutral

Just sent my sister off to Tianjin for three weeks.
And did you know there's a place in China called Shenyang? :D
Amanda, want us to sponsor you to go there? :x

♥

Labels: love, ramblings, you

This song is the goddamn sweetest thing ever <3.

新窝/S.H.E&飞轮海

感受不易形容
就算会有一点唐突也要说
请搬进我心窝
如果你不幸福再离家出走

我心窝做你的新窝
也许坪数不太够
甚至会拥挤到
只装得下你我

请快准备行李
丢掉用不到的伤心旧回忆
脑海中相本日记
从此更新只有彼此专属甜蜜

抱枕就丢掉
有肩膀就够
最后用关心问候
捆绑我们的手完工

只要在你身边
我就省掉思念
时间只用来眷恋
我要在你身边
尽情浪费喜悦
也许一待就永远

管它金窝银窝
怎样都比不过彼此的心窝
打包一箱温柔
今后多多指教就相互宽容

你心窝做我的新窝
暖气不需要使用
我已经温暖到
融化所有冷漠

<3.
♥

Labels: Fahrenheit, love, lyrics, you

Went to Eastpoint Popular, and damn them, they told me the FRH album was delayed -.-
Like people are already uploading the songs and they say it's delayed? Wtf lah.
I'm sorry, but I miss you like shizz. Effit. You're the damn one who has, for some reason, been fixed into my mind.
So now, I wonder, which is the girl you love now and you lost? Because damn her if she doesn't know how to cherish you, damn. She doesn't know how lucky she is.
♥

Labels: Fahrenheit, ramblings, you

Labels: NEWS

Mmm, so today was kind of fun :D
LOL, I'm not lying okay!

So fastforward past MRT-ing and Huangtao's butt (LMAO long story) and blah to East Coast Park! :D
Had Macs in the pouring rain. Yeah.

Then the guy with the retarded hat was like demo-ing to us in the super hot sun (today's weather was horrible lah. Hot, cold, hot, cold ._.)
Wtf, even my ANKLES were burning can -.-

After the demo, the guys went to get the seawater and we just piled sand o.o
After that we finally got shapes. LOL.
Then did our transportation hub + shopping mall + 4 mama shops :D
Shopping mall = Three buildings.
Transportation hub = Train tracks.
4 mama shops = Uh. Four buildings. LOL.

Ilu Huijun for doing the train tracks around the entire Red Zone with me :D
And thankyou Benjamin for helping us rescue some parts of our train track, lol.
Not we kaopeh you lor, is we scared the mayors kaopeh us -.-

Congrats to Zhenwen & Marcus for trying to do the retarded wall that looked more like a trench :D
They did it five times, 'cause it got squashed by people who assumed it was a trench and you were meant to step in the hole ;D LMAO.

Uhhh. Then it rained again.
So we had to go inside the shelter to listen to that guy talk some more.
Except the only thing everyone heard was 'SHUT UP!'
-.-

Then finally we were dismissed.
Handed in my forms to Mr Tan.
Then went off to Lagoon Food Centre for a drink.
Then Ting discovered her wallet was missing, so went back to the sandcastle place.
Then couldn't find it ._.
So went back to the food centre for Milo Dinosaurs.
$2 for one Milo Dinosaur -.-

Then Zhenwen accused me of peeping at him changing when I was waiting for the stupid Milo Dinosaurs -.-
But he went to the toilet anyway.
Where got people so retarded change in a place where everyone can see? Siao -.-

Thankyou Ting's daddy for fetching me home! <3.
Even though we had to U-turn like a lot of times :D
Her daddy can go be Initial D car racer lah! So pro, can U-turn in places you're not supposed to U-turn :x

♥

Labels: fun, life, orientation, ramblings

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