不做你的朋友/S.H.E

慢慢失忆　所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地　深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想　被你肯定　在这个时候 说我 让你感动过

别握住我的手　说我一定会懂　做不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以　不做你的朋友

慢慢心痛　没有人发现我和从前不同 (不同)
你的眼中　看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我　在这个时候 对我比从前温柔 (跟温柔)

应该放晴的天气　还下雨　别这样下去　我难过　但是说不出口

一直逃避　我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过 我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

可不可以　别回头　
可不可以　就放手　
可不可以　不做你的朋友

♥
If I don't love you anymore, why do I feel like crying everytime I see you?

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What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
Drama Nerd
Musician
Social Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Anime Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

Sorry, but 'twas boring ._.
♥

Labels: ramblings

Labels: ramblings

Have decided to break my hiatus for awhile.

Because you don't even care if I flunk my EOYs, do you?
No, you're only too preoccupied with going
'I'm farking emo'
'They hate ___ because they're just jealous of her'
'Did you see her today? I didn't'
'I can't stop thinking about her'

And yeah, now I'm not even allowed to mug when I've finally got it into my brain that I should start studying now.
Oh, of course not, you and your beloved ___'s zilch relationship is much more important, right?
So I should stop studying just to listen to you going on and on about ___, whom frankly, I dislike.

And I'm starting to think it's not even a crush, or even love.
I think it's obsession.

She's not pretty and her personality sucks, okay?
Don't come blaming us when you finally see her true colours, I won't give a damn then.

And you're right.
It's my choice if I decide to study for once and leave you wallowing in your emo thoughts of her or if I should be all self-sacrifical and listen to you going on about her.

I've made the right choice, then.

Labels: ramblings

Since everyone's going on hiatus,
I shall say a temporary farewell to my beloved blog /:

Good luck and cheong for EOYs my dears (:
Goodbye 'til eleventh October ._.

(Thou shalt not blog unless severely tempted :D)
♥

Labels: ramblings

ILU JAMIE <3
Cheer up kay? :D
Don't bother about them, you're way too awesome for 'em (:
♥






First period was PE :D
LOL, my team tied with 1K team 2-2 (:
The 1K people damn funny lah, kept passing wrong direction :x
Got whacked in the stomach and banged on my spectacles. Crooked le lah ._.
Somemore now everywhere I look looks like it's sloping upwards ._.

Recess.
Sixtycent ribena and watched 1D vs 1L :D
After that walked back to class.
Somehow the 1F people were like all gathered there?
Then me and JiaQi and Ting like walk red carpet :x
Wth, left my poor PE shirt in the toilet ._.
(Bought a new one in the end :D)

LA.
Unseen poem whoo :x
LMAO, Mdmilyana pwns lahhh :D

CME.
Got test ._.
Lol, we got 1E's papers :D
Mine was Jen's and Yiming got Rason's, lmao :x

Chinese.
Tingxieee.
Wuyue kena caught for copying my answers :x

Science.
Lab, but no experiment ._.
Kind of sian?
Jinzhi was like holding the retort stand damn funnily :D

Dionis: Oi, you miner ah?
Jinzhi: Yeah, I'm a minor. I'm under 16 :D

Rofl :D

Geog.
(Zzz, she always makes us stay back ._.)
More mapreadinggg.

After that for the next three hours or so, played netball and basketball and blah.
Thennn stole Isaac's basketball and went MOELC :D
Played awhile, then the guys arrived, so the 3 of us went to mug :D
Actually it's 2 of them :x
I was drawing/writing, lmao :x
LOL, after that crushed it up and chucked it into my bag and Ting was like o.o

Then went to play ball with the guys?
Quite fun lah :D
Except that got a lot of injuries also D:
Kena whacked on my specs again, kena whacked on cheek, fell down once, crashed into Isaac once. ._.
I was like half laughing half crying lah :x
Wth, I thought Isaac was skinny lah -.-
And the most meaningful thing I did in that game was to hit away Isaac's basketball, yeah :x

Then went Ghimmoh with JiaQi and Ting and Jt and Yunen :D
Went to eat instant noodles :x
Uh, then met a monster (quoting JiaQi :x)
Bought drinks and then went MOELC again to take our bags.

Thennn walked back to school?
Ting's boyfriend sprained her ankle /:
Poor Haihuaaaa ._.

Parade square-ing was funfunfunfun :D
Me and Raey were going a bit siao :x
We started playing the arm-wrestling game, then started whacking each other, and then in the end started singing all the LJJ songs we could think off :D
Shashou, Xijie, Babybaby, Munaiyi, Bianhao89757, Jiushiwo, Jiangnan, Shashibiyadetianfen, Xingqiu blahhh :D

Hall was crazy too (:
LOL, everyone was hyper-ish lah :D

Wth, the person who sang Jiangnan certainly did not sound like he was singing, much less a LJJ song ._.
Me and Raey started shrieking, whacking each other and moaning when we heard the answer.
Then we were like 'NOOO, WE JUST SANG JIANGNAN LIKE ONE HOUR AGO!'
._.
LJJ sounds muchhhh better lah ._.

After that Enya started screaming 'WHERE GOT SOUND LIKE LINJUNJIE?' and I was like 'YEAH LOR YEAH LOR'
:x

Subsidisedbus-ed with Shuchuin :D
Thennn the end (:

♥

First period was Maths.
Got back paperrr.
I think I did not bad lah :x
At least better than JiaQi and Isaac and Jinzhi and Wuyue, but lost to Ting by half mark D:
More angles/construction stuffff.

Recess :D
Usual stuff lah.
Anddd Yuan3 wang2 sha1 tan1 pwns :x

Then was history.
Could discuss the source-based questions, so Jinzhi and Melvin and Isaac and Justin started discussing positions and blah.
Then they scared Mrswong find out, so they started talking damn loudly:
'This is a road. You know? Like silk road. You can travel from here to here.'
(Translation: Go from where to where in the match)
'Tangtaizong's son is called Mark lah'
(Translation: Mark from 1J)
'This is the Wangdynasty' -.-
(Translation: Tang dynasty)
Like Mrswong won't know?

Science.
Agar blah.
Then Dionis went siao and started flicking water at everyone o.o
Wuyue stole my pencilbox lah -.-
Dionis still kept insisting 'It's with Isaac lor! He took it from me!'
Then in the end she was like 'Okayokay, it's with Wuyue lah'
Then I got pissed and scolded her yuanwangshatan :D

Malay.
Just copycopycopy in kelas :D
(That's like the only malay word I remember o.o)

Geog.
Mapreading.
LOL, forgot everything.
Mapreading sucks lah /:

After that ate Chickenrice and waffles and cream puffs?
We were like eating at the HDB block opposite MOELC :x
Me and JiaQi went Ghimmoh to buy chicken rice, then met the 1F people :D
Then I stuck my head next to Aeri and went 'WANGCONG!' :D
Then she whacked me and I screamed and all the 1F people (including both the girls and guys) stared at me ._.
Then me and JiaQi started laughing and cheonged off :x

Tried to take shortcut through MOELC back to school but stupid security guard insisted cannot -.-

Then took long way lor.
Played bball awhile then went for the netball training :D
(I fell down, wth ._.)
Me and Ting were screaming like siao :x
But I think we're better than 1D? :D
The guys played also lor D:

Went MOELC for bball (:
When the guys lent the ball to us, me and Ting and JiaQi play 2 vs 1 :x
But still lost lah.
JiaQi bully us lah D:
Then according to Jinzhi, I run like a fairy o.o
Like wth? o.o
(Apparently Jinzhi says that it means I run like a girl -.-
So he says since I'm a girl, it's a compliment, but if I was a guy it would be an insult -.-)

Then suddenly got two Rivervalley guys came to play with the guys.
2 vs 5 lah o.o
But those guys were pro lahhh.
Especially #7 of Rivervalley team.
He's like a clone of Isaac lah o.o
Even the hair also :x
Thennn the other one kinda looked like Nigel o.o

After that left for MRT.
Talked like siao all the way :D
We miss Junjie ._.
Andandand,
I WANT A BASKETBALL LEH /:



Long post today :D
Got a truckload of peekchas (:

Yayyy,
I'm proud of my Raeyyy :D
(LOL that rhymes o.o)
First in zuowen lehhh (:

First period was LSP.
Our skit sucked :x
Aha I was the narrator :D
Jinzhi was damn funny lah :D

Recess.
Bought milo dinosaur and watched JiaQi&Xinyan&Jinzhi&Isaac&Melvin&Justin&Yichen play bball <3 size="5">Cresmic pwns :D

Scienceee.
Got back paper ._.
Bleh, Ting them won me lahhh D:
Conclusion: I love Wuyue the most :x

Chinese.
More chengyu stuff, and failed my tingxie :x
LOL, but still higher than Isaac and Wuyue :D
Even though both of them copied mine -.-

Maths.
More angles stuff ._.

Lunchhh.
Reunited with my beloved soyasauce plus water :D

LA
Yeahyeah, so Isaac writes mature and intellectual answers for his unseen poem ._.
But as Mdmilyana says, GUYS CAN UNDERSTAND MORE ABOUT WAR THAN GIRLS :D
So it's like. Expected :x
And he write his essay like history lor -.-
But whoo, won Tinggg and JiaQi and Jt them :D laaaaa.
After that Mdmilyana let us off early, so went canteen to buy mentos.
Saw Eli standing there :x
Then we were like 'JIAYOU!' (:
Draw in class also can kena punished -.-
Wth lah.
AEP CLASS LEH. MUST LET THEM EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS IN ART RIGHT :D

Interaction.
Mrkiw is luosuo.
Like veryvery luosuo ._.
But thanks to him and his luosuo-ness, no geog :D

Soooo went to MOELC with our bball guys and Xinyan and JiaQi and Vivienne and Ting (:
Yayyy Cresmic pwns your asses arses (Justin say we must be Breeteesh :x)
Me and Ting were the people who cheong everywhere buying food and drinks cheerleaders plus the pic/video-takers :D
Jinzhi is a superrr cool coach :x
And Isaac's reaction rocks lah :D
He saw me and Ting taking video.

Then,
First reaction: Puts hands in front of his face.
Second reaction: Runs behind a tall person, example Jinzhi.
Third reaction: Hugs the first pillar he sees, example the basketball hoop.

Me and Ting were lmao-ing lahh :x
MRT-ed with Ting, JiaQi, Xinyan and Vivienne :D
JiaQi was zilian-ing because of her hyper-ness :x



ILOVECRESMIC ♥

Because both lie and love start with L; and because I heart you.

Felt like blogging but absolutely had no idea what to blog about ._.
(Can't Zhenting just get off hiatus? D: I'm dying of bawrdom /:)
I guess I love you ♥

不会爱/飞轮海

只好让礼物安静 躺在我口袋
远远看着你跟他 快乐聊到笑开
当友情两字不足 形容我情感
心情都随你转弯

耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫

你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待

只剩下冰冷空气 陪我一整晚
寂寞却多到塞车 根本无法动弹
一翻身我在半夜 突然就醒来
梦里你的唇柔软

爱你我慢不下来 没有哪一天例外
跟自己比快 我会赶上你未来
不怕空白 我继续等待

♥
And I wonder, one day will you ever understand the way I feel? Iloveyou<3

Tuesday (:

Cheonged geog workbook in the morning :x
(Wth, Wuyue actually did her homework o.o)

Thennn first period BP.
The test only got like 20 questions? o.o

Recess.
Borrowed PE shirt from JiaQi, and then played bball with Justin&Isaac&Jinzhi plus the seniors :D
The 1F guys were playing too, and compared to 1C I think they got no chance lahhh :x
(You guys better not lose to 1F hor -.-)
(And Isaac was like pointing at Pj and going 'PENGJIE!' and then 'LOOK AT HIS HAIR!' :x)

Chinese.
Compo?
LMAO, Isaac crapped that his surname is fu2, so he is xing4 fu2 :x
Wuyue kept laughing at that lah -.-

Geog.
Went through workbook lor ._.

ACC.
Wuyue was like trying to les with Wangqi in their performance. Damn funny lahhh :D
Isaac them also damn funny :x
Justin was like 'xuete!'
And Jinzhi's bowing was. FUNNY! :D
Then Isaac's 'Ta zen me ke yi chi wo de dou fu' pwneddd ;D

Pianolesson-ed.
Wth, my finger hurts ._.

♥
I love you, I loved you all along;
And I miss you, far away for far too long.

& I'd understand if you don't feel the way I do/

BuHuiAi MV is outtt :D
Me and Ting are going 'So sad' ._.
It pwns, seriously, but it makes you want to cry ._.

♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQHGB8jhhI8
不會愛/飛輪海 ♥

&. 你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在? <3

Morning lent Raey my LJJ gaiban and gave Ting her Zhongjiyijia OST :D
(I'm a nice person :x)

First period LA.
Did unseen poem (:
Somehow Isaac started talking about Pj's hair and blah, and Ting was like going 'I AGREE!' :x

Maths.
Arithmetic progression.
Yay I get itttt :D

Wuyue: Eh. Basketball Jinzhi better or Isaac better?
Angshuang: I think it's Isaac bah o.o
Wuyue: You know why?
Angshuang: Why? o.o
Wuyue: Because Isaac's legs nicer! :D
Angshuang: -.-
Wuyue: Then Rason or Isaac better?
Angshuang: Isaac?
Wuyue: Because Isaac's legs nicer! :D
Angshuang: -.- Okay, then got anyone's legs nicer than Isaac's?
Wuyue: Nope! :D
Angshuang: Wth lah -.-
Isaac: Nooo, Jinzhi's nicer! :D
Wuyue: YAY I LOVE JINZHI'S SOCKS! :D

LMAO :x

Recess.
Milodinosaur, then went gym to watch Justin&Jinzhi&Melvin&Isaac play bball :D
Jinzhi was like bullying Melvin :x
Yayyy Justin scored 3-pointer :D

Science in lab.
Agar stuff :x

History.
Er, nothing much :x

PCCG.
Surveys and stuff.
All of us were like going 'WHAT TO PUTTTT?' for the BGR questions, lmao :x

After that went 1F to return Pj his basketball.
I was like 'OI! PJ!' then he didn't hear -.-
So I was like waving at him, then Keejin waved back o.o
LOL?

Thennn went 1I to find Charlotte and Cassandra :D
Then started going crazy and screaming '1C SURE WIN 1I FOR BBALL ONE!' at them and Terence :x
Uhh.
Met Zhenwen&Fraser&Toby&Bengjamin&Nigel them at the stairs?

Zhenwen: Angshuang! -salutes-
Angshuang: Wth? O.o
Bengjamin: Shuangang! -salutes-
Angshuang: -.-

Retardeddd :x

Uhh, so MRT-ed with Charlotte and Cassie yeah.

♥
Because you live and breathe;

& HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY YU-ZHEN ♥
Ahaha, you're a teen now,
So enjoyyy :D
(I'm older, whoo :x)


P.E. was okay lah.
Yay my shooting improved :x

Recess bought milo dinosaur and went to watch 1L guys v.s. 1D guys (:
1L guys are.
TALL.
._.
Ziyi is like 2 heads taller than me? D:

Science.
Boringgg.
Was falling asleep /:

Computer.
Okay bah :D
Taught JiaQi html blah and helped her do her blogskin (:

LA.
Wahlao, Justin added marks and become higher than me ._.
At least I still win Ting :D

Malay.
Cikgu Noorizan didn't come.
Then Vivienne told me her locker got termites and ants.
So dragged Ting along and we went to see.
Wah. A lot can. o.o
Then they started escaping to other lockers and blah.

Then we went in and started telling everyone to take all their books out or later all filled with ants :x
Seriously lor.
JiaQi's ACC book all covered with ants. Some more some kena squashed ._.
Vivienne's PCCG file also.
So me, JiaQi and Xinyan went to spray the file with Nike bottles :x
Melvin's locker worst.
The ants laid eggs inside there lah D:
It was like a whole nest in our lockers ._.

Thenthen.
Me and JiaQi went to get Baygon from the uncle :x
Then shunbian kill the ants in the toilet also.

{Outside scene}
Jinzhi&Isaac: -stepping on the ants-
Dionis: Eee! You not scared crawl on you meh?
Jinzhi: Crawl lor.
Dionis: Later crawl until your thing then you know!
Jinzhi: I welcome them! Got tingling sensation mah!

Wth :x
Ant invasion also still can sick there.

After that went for lunch with Jolene and Ting! :D
Freaked Jolene out by telling her the ant story. (:
Ate fish and chips and nuggets <3>santa's tower blocks :D
I just started today and got 10 003 elves ler :D
Yayyy.

♥

IDon'tWannaBeInLove(DanceFloorAnthem)/GoodCharlotte

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Than he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s tripping on the phone
Now he doesn’t want her out there and alone
Now he knows she’s moving it
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s losing it
She don’t care

{CHORUS}
Everybody
Put up your hands
Say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
Feeling good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"

He was always giving her attention
Working hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most sucka’s hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone
Now he had to get up and he ain’t coming home
Now he’s trying to forget her
That's how he got with her
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody
Put up your hands
Say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
Feeling good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:"I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love"
To the beat
To the beat
To the beat
You got nothing to lose,
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up it’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay
Let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too late to be tripping on the phone here
Get off the wire
Now everything is good here
Stop what you’re doing
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
Find a new one

{CHORUS}

No
No
Now you know what to do
So come on
Feeling good

♥

I'm getting over you, I swear,

Source: RaeyAngLiang ♥
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
Here's how it works:
o1; Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, MediaPlayer, iPod, etc)
o2; Put it on shuffle
o3; Press play
o4; For every question, type the song that's playing
o5; When you go to a new question, press the next button
o6; Don't lie and try to pretend you’re cool.
o7; ROFLMAO.

Born:
LuanWuChunQiu/JayChou
Wth, I was born during a war? o.o

First word:
MyHappyEnding/AvrilLavigne
Wah. I was so pessimistic.
Baby only think about how I die :x

First day:
Numb/LinkinPark
Congrats. I was numb on my first day -.-

Falling in love:
DongLe/Tank
Understand what? o.o
Understand what is love?

Fight song:
Dao/LinJunJie
Uhhh.
I fought for piracy? o.o
I fight because I'm going to be arrested for piracy? :x

Breaking up:
JianJianDanDan/LinJunJie
It will be a simple break up? o.o
Is that good?

Prom:
XiJie/LinJunJie
I'll go to my prom in the west side of the world?

Life:
QingZaiWoHouHuiZhiQianLiKaiWo/Fahrenheit
Wahlao.
Sad life.
You mean I keep telling the people I love who don't love me back to leave me before I regret it? D:

Mental breakdown:
BleedItOut/LinkinPark
I'll have a mental breakdown when I bleed it out o.o

Driving:
ChuKou/Fahrenheit
You mean I can find all the exits when I drive? :D
At least I won't get lost :x

Flashback:
Don'tForgetAboutUs/MariahCarey
Yayyy don't forget about meee!

Getting back together:
DaNanRenXiaoNuHai/LinJunJie
Uhhh? o.o

Wedding:
ShaShou/LinJunJie
I'LL GET MARRIED WITH A KILLER? O.O

Birth of child:
LeaveOutAllTheRest/LinkinPark
Leave out all the rest of my what?
The rest of my children? o.o

Final battle:
ZaiShuiYiFang/WangDongCheng
I'll fight my final battle in the water? :x

Death scene:
DuChangQingGe/Tank&Selina
I'll die when I sing love songs by myself.
Is that sad or what? ._.

Last words:
TongHua/GuangLiang
I wanted my life to be like a fairytale <3

This is ridiculous, especially the ShaShou one.
I refuse to believe I'm going to marry a murderer :x

Cheonged finish maths helpsheet in the morning :D
Thankyouuu Jolene for the chinese 1B text <3

Rene's love letter to Isaac.
Apparently, Isaac cheated Rene and told her his birthday was on 12 September, when it's actually on 5 March -.-

First period Science.
Misschua didn't come.
Then got the relief teacher guy, who let us study maths and taught us about linear graphs :D

Then it was maths test ._.
Wth, it was damn hard.
I left like 4 questions blank lah D:
Wth is a continued fraction :x

Recess.
Milodinosaur :D
And suntanned while watching Isaac, Jinzhi, Melvin and Justin practice for interclass bball (:
Not bad lah.
Hopefully we can win? :D

Chinese.
Uhh must ju1 an1 si1 wei1, especially after the earthquake thing :x
(Btw, there was one more this morning ._.)
And did yingyongwen.
Wuyue copy my geshi :x

Geogggg.
Rivers and blah.
Boring ._.
Tried to snatch Rene's letter from Isaac :x
And begged for the Cadbury bar. He say he consider giving me -.-
Wahlao, I so nice to him still lidat :x

Uhhh. Ate sushi with JiaQi.
Jolene and Ting went to eat mixed vegetable rice.
Ting kena caught for fringe :x
Thennn accompanied JiaQi to find com lab 2. 'Cause she need to do the survey thingy.

Then came back and drank milodinosaur again with Ting.
Jolene went to drink milooo.

Then after that waited for JiaQi and then we all MRT-ed together :D
Sat on the floor though :x
Hopefully nobody took picture of us ;x

Tomorrow no EDS ._.
Not fair /:

That earthquake was freakyyy ._.
Wonder if it was from Malaysia or Indonesia D:

I was sitting there and happily watching Zhongjiyijia when suddenly started swaying on my chair o.o
Then thought maybe I was like going to faint or smth.
So stood up. Wah. Still swaying.
Then kneel down, also still swaying o.o
After that the dizzy feeling disappeared and I assumed it was my problem :x

Being retarded, I didn't link the earthquake plus the dizzy feeling.
Then suddenly realised that maybe the swaying was caused by an earthquake.

So cheonged to my jie's room and asked if she felt something.
Then she was like 'Yeah. I was damn dizzy.'
Then started shrieking 'ZOMG EARTHQUAKE!'
So both of us rushed to the living room where my papa was watching TV.
Then we were like 'You got feel something anot?'
Then my papa went like 'Yeah. I heard the window shaking so I went there and check. Then suddenly feel dizzy'
Then we were like 'EARTHQUAKE!'

My mama was in some other place of our condo looking at our other unit, yeah.
Then when she came back we were like 'YOU GOT FEEL ANOT?'
Then she say 'Yeah. I was in the house and the light suddenly start shaking. I thought why the wind so strong. So come out of house and the neighbour next door started shrieking "DID YOU FEEL THAT?" and dragging all her children out. Then I sat lift down and saw all the Eurasian people running out of their house and gathering at the lobby o.o'

Freaky ._.
I hate earthquakes /:

Today there was zero precipitation ._.
Spot check nobody got caught :D
And chey. No need clip fringe -.-
Raey was being my personal DM, and going 'Pull down your skirt! Pull more! Below the knee!' at me :x

First period history.
Did essay.
Okay lah :D

Recess.
Peachjialemon-ed.

Then LA.
Wth, can't believe I lost to Isaac, Jinzhi, JiaQi, Jolenepolene and Pj D:
Heartbreaking, really. ._.
And Ting misread 'Chant' as 'Giant'
So she was doodling on her paper 'The Giant of the Awakening Bulldozers' on her paper, until I went 'Uhmmm. It's CHANT, not GIANT'
LMAO :D
Then talked about Hairgel with Isaac and JiaQi :x

Chinese.
Helaoshi complain that me, Wuyue and Isaac always forget to bring textbook :x
Both of them were being super racist.
Wuyue was kind of high o.o
She was like laughing and laughing over Isaac's racism.

Science test.
Wth, got two wrongs already ._.
Misread 'Aerobic' as 'Anaerobic' -.-
Then Misschua let us off 5 minutes early :D

Lunch.
Raey stole like 1/10 of my soya sauce plus water ._.
And hahahaha, Elaine abandoned her so she came sit with me, JiaQi and Ting (:
Then Ting gave her her soup (which she never ever drinks, so it's really not an act of kindness, Raey) and Raey was like complaining at me and going 'Must learn from Zhenting okay'
:x
Then JiaQi kena caught for shirt and hair by the teachers /:
Uhm went gym awhile.
Then go photocopy angles worksheet.
Found some 3J's person's leftover paper in the photocopying machine, so go 3J find.

Ended up being late for Maths, and Mrtan totally didn't believe us D:
And then go through more stuff, and angles blah.

Interaction.
Memory skills?
Should ask Xialiu to learn 'cause he got jianwangzhen :D
(I think only Ting understands that :x)

Geog remedial.
Misstang asked for a 8 letter word starting with 'C', which is the name of the river passing through the Grand Canyon.
Then Jinzhi went 'Cresmic'
Then Misstang was like 'Your class is so egoistic'
LOL :x
Then she said we were guaiiii, so she let us off at 3.50pm instead of 4pm :D

Thenthen went canteen with Jolene, JiaQi and Ting :D
Me and JiaQi were like 'One, two, three' then mess up their hair (:
Then 'One, two, three' again and tickle them :D
Bought ribena, JiaQi bought yoghurt and Jolene and Ting bought milo.
Bought waffles at prima deli :D
Waited for a supersupersuper long time -.-
Jolene didn't eat because of her braces :x
Thennnn met Haihua :D
So we all MRT-ed together (:

That heartbreaking rendezvous of a smile-

Bored-ing to death ._.
Tomorrow got Science test, plus Chinese tingxie.
Shall go mug bah.
♥

When she was six, she thought about her worst nightmare.
She'd never imagined there'd be anything worse than ghosts and monsters, than things then jumped out and went Boo, than things that scared you and made you cry.

When she was ten, she dismissed the ghosts and monsters with a shake of her head.
Her worst nightmare was results and grades, a huge red X painted over her white sheet of paper.

Now she was thirteen, and she realised that those were nothing, nothing to what she was going through now.
She hated it when he didn't look at her - when she walked past him and his gaze just slid past her. Like she didn't exist, like his world had never contained her.
She felt like screaming Look at me, I'm right here and just die from crying.

Rained again.
No spot check, yay :D

First period maths.
Angles and going through stuff?
Kind of boring :x

Thennn ACC.
Tikam-ed the test :x
Hope at least can pass lah :D
Then performed the thing.
Was laughing like shid :x
ACC teacher looked kind of pissed off though.
I think she was just glaring at Dionis and JiaQi ._.
Both of them insisted that they tucked in their shirt, is she pull out one :x
Then got lecture as usual. Hair, uniform blahhh. ._.

Recess.
Mostly hung around in class then went with Xinyan to go see the 1F guys play basketball using a netball o.o
LOL.

Music.
Me and JiaQi did evil stuff :x
Then more piano, recording and blah :D

Chinese.
The 9/11 thing was wayyy depressing /:

Science.
Jinzhi argued with Misschua again, as usual :x
Then in the end Misschua got exasperated and just went 'Okay okay, you win lah!'
Then Jinzhi was like 'Yay. Round one only leh.'
LMAO :D

Pianolesson-ed and blah.
Siannn ._.
Theory and practical exams suck D:
EOYs suck too ._.

Anddd I want LJJ's gaiban ._.

I declare myself as officially brain-dead :x
Couldn't seem to write anything for my chinese compo ._.
And it was making me frustrated and all, yeah /:

I can't think, I can't live, I can't breathe without you,



Wth, Raey cheated my feelingssss ._.
Let me see LJJ's autograph only can -.-
So did the 'I hate Raey'/strangling thing to her :D
But seriouslyyy, she cheated my feelings /:
I want to buy the LJJ Xijie gaiban ♥

First period history.
Just copycopy stuff? :x

LSP.
Sew until want to die D:
I. Can't. Sew.
The end ._.

Recess was mostly eaten by LSP and waiting for Jinzhi and Isaac ._.
Yeah.
So just had Peachtea jia lemon lor :D
Finished it in 1 minute, whoo :x

Science.
Wth, Misschua is sickkk too :x
The guys asked her for the meaning of wank, and she actually explained lahhh.
Isaac and Jinzhi were laughing like siao ._.
And then Isaac was like telling me 'Misschua so interested in wanking'
Then Misschua asked him 'Isaac, do you love wanking?'
Then Isaac was like 'NOOO, I just thought you were very interested in it'
:x

CME.
Eee, I handed in CME project one lor ._.
Chenhuashui cheat my feelings lah D:

LA lecture.
Thankyou Isaac for Stronger by KanyeWest :D
And our vocab pwns, lol (:
His new phone got 1GB, wth ._.

Assembly in LT1.
Mrkiw was damnnnn luosuo :x
So dragged on until 2.15 ._.
But dachangjin not bad lah :D

Thennn MRT-ed with Charlotte and Cassandra (:
Me and Yunen were sms-ing in the same train compartment, LOL.
NO WAY AM I GOING TO BE HUANGSHANG IN ACC /:
I want to be servanttttt ._.
Do I look like a huangshang? D:
And Yunen actually told me yes -.-

And don't wait for me any longer - I'm just someone who's been forgotten,



YAY,
I DECLARE I LOVE RAEYYYY ♥
She got me LJJ's autograph, whooooo :DD
I'm high, and I shall be high-er tomorrow when I zoom over to Beltrix to collect it (:
Beltrixians should prepare earplugs when I start screaming :x
Maybe 4F and Cresmicians too :x
WHOOOO (:

I shall never strangle her and scream I hate Alvin ever again, swear! :D
Shall post her pictures when she sends me?
If she ever does, yeah :x

And since I'm feeling so nice and magnanimous,
Happy belated birthday to Alvin :D

Cresmic whoo ♥
Beltrix :D And I can see Raey, lmao.

Went to DHS website to go take a look at the new school rules, and found those ^ :D
Level camp pics (:
(In the end couldn't find the rules :x)

Can't believe I'm stuckkkk here at home while Raey's watching LJJ D:
LJJ's mine ._.
And she can't get me an autograph - how sad is that? /:
But yayyy at least I went to his concert last year and she didn't, whooo :D

Linkinpark's concert is in November, and I want to go like desperately ._.
♥

School tomorrow :D
I have decided that I really do want to go to school (:
Because I miss my Yueyue /:
LMAO. I want to crap with her in maths and all :x
We might get scolded like again but who cares ;D

Andand, don't worry Justin, I have decided that I miss you toooo (:
I miss breaking your passcode and poking you about ___ whoo :D

I miss Isaac too, somehow o.o
No lah, I just want to play with his newww handphone :D

I miss Ting the mostest most, duhhh ♥
Even though she might kill me on Monday, yeah :x
And I want Ting's present for meee :D
That new correction tape refill, rofl (:

Yayyy I miss Jolenepolene and her sausage too :D
I want to see her with braces :x
Shall drag Ting to go 1F to seeee (:
And hear Jolene say _lant! :D

I miss Raey too.
ZOMG.
Thinking about Raey made me think about her going J Party today which made me think about LJJ which made me remember that he will be on 93.3FM at 11+ which made me remember that now is 12+ already ._.
Why can I never remember there's the song countdown on 93.3FM every Sunday -.-

Probably MRT-ing with Charlotte tmr :D
And I shall make her jealous about not having gone to the sixone reunion last weekkk (:
I'm evil, but who cares? :D

And just to piss Samuel off,
SAMUEL SAYS HE LOVES HIS KINDERGARTEN CLASS BECAUSE LYNNETE WAS IN IT :D
Whoooo (:
Shall not be evil :x

♥

下着雨 让气稀释回忆
我靠着你 不出声音
看着你 看普斑驳的甜蜜
爱你 困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜藉口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我 变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我 变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你 的承诺

♥

Because I'm not good enough for you,

I don't think I'll ever be able to love anyone as much as I loved you. I guess that's the reason why I forgive you for everything, why I fall in love with you all over again each day at a time.
I just can't stop.
I realised that I needed you when I lost you - why do you never know what you've got 'til it's gone?
I guess the only thing I can say now is sorry, but I love you, and pray, just pray that one day it'll all be back to where it started.
If I had a million wishes, every one of them would be for you.
♥



I want to go back and sleep ._.
No more zhongjiyijia to watch tmr /:
That's the bad thing about weekends ._.
School on mondayyy.
I don't miss school but I miss my friends, though ♥

Conclusion: Limzhenting is scaryyy.
Very scary :x
Okay, I know she's doing it for my own good and blah ♥
And I know she's so overprotective because she loves meee. (:
Ilu yeah? :D Don't need to worry about me lah :x
Besides, I'm the jie so I should be the one being overprotective ._.
You're taking away my jobbb, Ting :x

I'm tired :x
Anddd Zhenting's going on and on and on. /:
But overall, nice day with Pj, I guess :D
I'm moodswinging these few days, yeah ._.
LOL, thanks for the present, Pj :D

I guess I'll be okay now, I guess it's time to move on - to a world without you and me.

Headphones; Yuanyibuaini/Zhongjiyijia OST

Zhongjiyijia was sad as usual ._.
But Chenyiru was cute :D
I don't know what else to say :x
Maybe shall upload pictures?
Found my memory card reader (:
Later at night bah :D

Gongzhuxiaomei ♥
No idea when it's coming out, but still :D
Turned on the TV, saw Kangxilaile, and ran around screaming Chenyiru on TV until my sister cheonged into the room to watch her beloved Calvin (:
And Raey, I deserve the LJJ autograph ._.
Fineee. PLEASE? :D

I'm emo
Yayyy I'm not :D
Congrats to meee (:
Lmao yeah.
Yayyy tomorrow's going to be fun ♥





Homework:

ONE;
LA bilingual journal
{Sunday? :x}

TWO;
Maths Assignment
{Finishing at tuition :D}

THREE;
Maths Worksheets
{Finishing at tuition :D}

FOUR;
Chinese Compo and 应用文
{Finished 应用文}

FIVE;
Science test paper
{Finishing at tuition :D}

SIX;
Science worksheets
{Finishing at tuition :D}

SEVEN;
Science online quiz
{Sunday? :x}

EIGHT;
Geography Worksheets
{Cheong in school :D}

NINE;
History research
{Cheong in school :D}

LMAO :D



She missed him, God knew she did. She missed his smile, his blush, his stance, that flicker of intuition in his eyes when he caught her looking at him - everything, everything.
She had no idea what to do now. He was every reason in her life - what was she going to do without him?
She was lost, lost in the middle of that gigantic maze of her love for him.
She closed her eyes, let herself fall to the ground.
Her world was dark - the light that turned her world into a blaze of multicolour had disappeared, along with her love, her heart, her smile, her happiness.
She was left with nothing. Nothing, except the memories of what had once been, what could have been.
She used to think that when the time came, she'd be able to let go of him - like a little child loosening her hold on a balloon,, ready to let it fly free, let it soar into the sky where it belonged, where it deserved to be.
But now when she was faced with this, she couldn't. He was part of her now - her reason for living.
And as the rain poured around her and the wind swept over her bitter tears, she just sat there.
She was frozen, frozen.
She wanted to hate him, to slap him, to be able to walk away thinking Why did I ever fall in love with him?
But she couldn't. Nothing could overshadow what she felt for him, not even the deepest hate in the world could eclipse that.
She loved him too much, too much that it was dangerous.
The tears continued to slide down her cheek, hot and bitter reminders of what had once been, like glass shards stabbing into her skin.
Everything reminded her of him.
Every single thing just broke her heart all over again, every single thing managed to rip apart what was left of her.
For the first time, she truly knew what it was like to die.
To know that you couldn't do anything else, to know that everyone you loved had left you.
To know that the one person you loved most had forgotten about you.
To know that she would never know what it was like to smile again, to look into his eyes and know, just know that he loved her.
Goodbye, she whispered.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
♥







Homeworkkkk /:

ONE;
LA bilingual journal

TWO;
Maths Assignment

THREE;
Maths Worksheets

FOUR;
Chinese Compo and 应用文

FIVE;
Science test paper

SIX;
Science worksheets

SEVEN;
Science online quiz

EIGHT;
Geography Worksheets

NINE;
History research

And guess what I've finished?
Three guesses.
Yep. Zero. Kosong (Practicing Malay here :x)
Andddd haven't started mugging yet too ._.
I'mma evil slacker. /:

Fureisi ulabaha!
Repeate ulabaha!
Reliefu ulabaha!

(Zhongjiyijia is loveee ♥)
(And that's the explanation for all the ulabahas up there :D)

Random post here :D
I want to crap but Ting's guzheng-ing so she can't go all ulabaha with me /:
Plus Pj's erhu-ing too ._.

I want to repeate ulabaha the September holidayyyys :D
Or just slowmotion ulabaha it /:

I have never wanted to be a yi neng xing zhe so much before :x
But if I was, I could just fureisi ulabaha during lessons :D
And yayyy we could all cheong for like 5 hours of recess and come back :x
And I could like she xin shu ulabaha and know what teachers want to do next, thus not getting caught for sleeping or talking or whatever (:
Or I could just use readumind ulabaha~ :D
LMAO.

Yayyy I want to be a yi neng xing zhe whoo (:

Nobody's online -.-
Clarence is weird mannnnn :x
His personal message is ALWAYS emo.
Then last time emo still put '(:'
Now put '=.="'
Siao one ;x
I think he emo until his brain died or smth. LOL joking :x

Yay finished my skin <3
I know it sucks ._.
But yeah :D

Why do we never know what we've got until it's gone?
She'd taken him for granted, ever since the day she found out he loved her.
She'd thought that it'd last forever, forever - until that day she realised he was gone.
She'd taken it all for granted - his notes, his smile, his blush, his presents, his scrawled handwriting against the pieces of paper - until she realised she'd never get them again.
She wondered if the girl she'd lost him to loved him as much as she did.
She was pretty sure she didn't.
She hadn't realised how much she loved him until she realised she couldn't live without him - she'd thought he would be the one to cling on to her when she wanted to fly free.
She gave an ironic smile. Look what that'd turned out.
Now she was the one to lose him, the one with the broken heart.
I remember everything, everything - when and where and how - about that day when you told me how you felt.
Yet I remember everything, everything when you told me you didn't love me, not anymore.
She'd turn back the time if she could - back to the first day.
She should have cherished every single moment between them, every locked gaze, every smile.
I love you, you know I do.
♥

<3
My first actual photoshop piece :D




Sixone06 class outing pwned left, right and center! :D

Sorry for making Weiteck, Raymond and Qingang wait ._.
Waited for the bus for like half an hour, and there was a jam for another half an hour D:
Qingang was 'sleeping' yeah ;D
Then Jinghan arrived, and demanded a free burger from Raymond too :x
LMAO.
Then it was Samuel.
Peeked at his EZ link card! :D
Say I'm pro
Then later everyone arrived and blah.
Sean got kinda lost. He went KFC instead of Mac O.o
ROFL so Samuel had to go rescue him ;x
RAHHH KHAITERNG LOOKS SO CUTE CAN :D
Like little boy lidat ._.
He's cuter than Siang AND Siangler lah (:

Then finally sat 401 to Eastcoast! :D
Was msg-ing on the bus :x
I think I bao ler /:
Then eeeeh went Mac and met Yvon, Shuchuin, Yijie and Jes! <3
Then went arcade.
Watched Samuel play basketball game :x
Wahlao. Com bias one D:
Lakers always win de ._.
Cheater D:<
KNS lah ._.

Then went Mac to fetch Pamela and Enya! :D
Then went beach to see Mrschan and her grandson (:

Enya: I want Sean's bag -points-
Angshuang: You think I don't want meh -.- It's number one on my list lah D:
Enya: So nice ._.
Angshuang: Nice colour right? /:
Jeslyn: Wait. You two like Sean or his bag? :D
AngshuangEnya: -.-
Jeslyn: I shout 'SEAN TAN, ENYA LIKE YOUUU - YOUR BAG!', okay? :D
Angshuang: Yeahhhhh :D
Enya: Your head lah! Why cannot shout about her? -points at me-
Jeslyn: Aiyah, this one everyone know liao :D
Angshuang: GO DIE LAH! D:<

Pamela is evilllll :D
Then we got obsessed about ROLLING :D

Pamela: She'll be rolling down the mountain here she comes! :D

LMAO (:
Damn funnehhhh.
And Pamela is one huge sicko ._.
Me and Enya agreed we should introduce her to Rason lah D:
The ballers would love her ><

Then played manhunt! :D
I was the easyeasy person. No forfeit one! :x
So yeah. Watched the guys rollerblade (:
Samuel. Gawd. That guy should not be allowed out on the streets :x
He and Qingang held hands and skated :D
ROFLMAO.
I got picture :x
Later ask Yvon send me bah ;D

Shuchuin was like obsessing about Sean and his rollerblading skills :D
Then all of us were like WHOOO. (:
But yeah. He was pro, as usual ._.
I'm jealous lah D:
Rollerblade until look so seh /: I rollerblade until I fall down lah ._.

Chased after Raymond like siao can D:
Then finally Enya grabbed his bag and I grabbed his basketball :x
Soooo game end!
Nobody found Mrjuay, who was relaxing and eating his dinner ._.

Then YAYYYY Xielaoshi arrived! :D
All of us were like screaming XIELAOSHIII (:
Went arcade again.
Played the spot the difference game :D

Then Jes and Shuchuin tried out the leg parapara game.
They died at 2nd round :x
Then me and Shuchuin discovered that it was the wrong mode -.-
So we played the easier mode,
And after playing for like 10 times,
WENT FINAL ROUND! :D
Yayyyy we rock, we rock, we rock rock rock! (:
Played until leg damn pain :x
While the guys bowled.

LOL Sean got 2nd? o.o
Wahlao. He so skinny also can strike ._.
(Gawd. He's pro in every sport lah -.-)

Went mac for dinner!
We all ate nuggets :D
Donated fries to Raymond them.
Me and Enya were talking and talking nonstop :x
ROFL :D

Then went upstairs.
Me and Shuchuin helped out in the leg parapara :D
Then Terence not happy, say that he wants to play and show that guys are better -.-
But he was not bad lah :D
Then me and Shuchuin played one more round.

Then played the hand parapara! :D
ZOMG THAT WAS FUN LAH :DDDD
Me and Shuchuin were like laughing and waving our arms like shid.
Then all the guys were like standing there o.o-ing.
LOL :D
Then Terence and Qingang and Khaiterng went to 'help' out -.-

After that came home lor :D
YVON HURRY UP LAH D:
I WANT MY PICTURES /:

You're that mystery I can never figure out - no matter how hard I try.

Headphones; JerkItOut/TheCaesars

ZOMG :D
Countdown 4 hours 'til I can see sixone06 <3
Right now I'm hyper, but I bet I'll get emo tomorrow /:
I mean.
After today, gawd knows how long 'til I can get to see everyone and Xielaoshi them ._.

Yesterday got out the sixone06 class photos (:
You guys made my heart break D:
Everyone's so. Different now.
As in looks.
Including me :x

But we'll still love each other as much :D
(Can't believe how awful I looked ._. Not that I'm not awful now, anyway.)
Everyone was like superrrr nerd lah :x
Okay, at least our skirts were above the knee. LMAO.
JD looks terribly innocent, which is so untrue ;D

Todaytodaytoday <3

And you jerk it out :D








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