For once,
Why can't I be the one to have the happy ending?
Everyone didn't understand why she loved him so much - but she did.
No matter what he did, no matter what he said, she still loved him just as much.
She loved him so much that she knew if one day he killed her, she would look into his eyes and say I forgive you for everything - because I love you.
She forgave him for everything he had done, forgave him everytime he broke her heart all over again.
She knew that when he left for another girl, she would be standing right there waiting for him to turn back - waiting to welcome him back with open arms, to forgive him for everything.
Sometimes, she felt so stupid.
But she couldn't help it - she couldn't love another boy as much as she loved him.
She'd never give him up - he was her air, her sun, her life. Without him, how could she survive?
A happy ending.
That was all she wanted.
She wanted to be like Cinderella, like Snow White, like Rapunzel, like Sleeping Beauty.
She wanted to live with him happily ever after, in that faraway land - where nobody could touch them, nobody could dictate who you should love, who you should hate.
Why, am I never the one who wins? The one who gets everything without doing nothing?
Why, do I have to be the one who waits for him everytimehe leaves?
♥





I look terribly mentally retarded, though /:
Neoprinting is loveee <3


She watched - Watched as he walked in with that couldn't-care-less attitude that she so loved.
He didn't glance her way the whole time, not even once.
She tried to conceal the fact that she was dying, her heart was breaking, her head was splitting into two, the world around her was spinning so fast she couldn't breathe and that all she wanted to do right there and then was cry.
She plastered that fake smile on her face, and tried to act like she didn't give a damn if he didn't care about her.
It was nothing but a masquerade.
She didn't know what to do now.
She couldn't let go, she couldn't hold on.
Was she supposed to carry on waiting, waiting - Until the day when he loved her once again?
Was she supposed to carry on crying, crying - Until the tears dried up into frozen rivers on her cheeks?
Was she supposed to carry on letting her heart be broken - Or was she supposed to slap him on the face and say Fuck you for doing this to me.
She didn't know what to do, how to do.
Right now, what she wanted to do was curl up into a ball to prevent herself from falling to pieces - To sleep until her Prince came to rescue her.
When would that be, she didn't know.
As she fell into the depths of an unreachable pain, all she could think was Iloveyou.
♥

Gave Ting her birthday present (:
Yes Raey, you don't have to grumble D:
I'll get you an even better present next year, don't worry :D
Teachers' day concert was not bad.
Even though it was so long that it made my legs ache, yeah. .__.

After that me, Charlotte, Enya and Cherisse met at foyer :D
Except stupid Terence, who took over the job of Santaclaus .--.
And Sean, who went TM to buy GE card -.-
Waited for him for like half an hour, unil 11.
By then the HCI people reached ler lor -.-
Cabbed to RSS :D
Changed destination like three times :x
Rahhhh missed Xielaoshi /:
Nevermind, can see her on Sunday, whoo :D
YAY GOT GAMES FROM TERENCE :D
Finally my phone has games .--.

Started screaming when we met Jes, Eleanor and all :D
WHOO I'M TALLER THAN JESLYNNNNN (:
And of course Eleanor :x
I was like damn happy and screaming 'I'M TALLER, I'M TALLER!' at Jes :D
But Jinghan was damn effin' tall can D:
HE SHOT UP A DAMN LOT LAH DDD:
And he became more chaotah .__.
Rawr /:

I was going 'NOO, JINGHAN'S BREAKING MY HEART', then Zhenwen came over.
Then I was like 'WTH THAT'S WORSE D:<'
Then Raymond came over, then I started moaning 'WAHLAO THAT'S THE WORST' :x
Watched Terence Raymond Zhenwen play bball.
Me and Enya were like damn surprised that Terence actually managed to get the ball in o.o
Then we realised it was because the RSS hoop is damn short -.-

Whoo, I'm taller same height as Jonathan (:
HAHAHAHA :D
And surprisingly,
EDWIN, DYLAN, SIHUAY, XINGZI THEM REMEMBERED ME. ;D
So touched :x
ROFL.

Then Sean, Jinghan and Samuel left to go Sam's house to play games -.-
Stacy left with her brother.
Then Yvon, Weiteck and Qingang arrived :D
Went staff room.
FOUND MISS OHHHHHH :D
Kangyu crapped a lot, as usual ><
ZOMG HE CHANGED LAH D:
I didn't recognise him, you know.
I was like wondering 'Eh. Why's that stranger guy following us everywhere?'
Then he started talking and I was like 'WTH IT'S KANGYU!' ;x

Went to the sixone06 classroom <3
Then we all went to sit at our old places :x
WE CAN REMEMBERRRR :D
Started video-ing everyone, until Raymond went 'What you doing?'
Then I was like 'Uhmmmm nothing' then he started chasing me around the class D:<
Obviously I can't win him right /:
So started screaming and running around, then Kangyu threw the basketball at Raymond :D

Went TM with Eleanor, Jeslyn, Yvon and Yijie <3
Raymond and Terence were like stalking us -.-
So we escaped to the toilet and then when we came out, they were waiting for us .__.
In the end managed to cheong take neoprints without them finding us :D
Then Terence sms-ed and said 'Stay there. If we can't find you, we pay you each $1'
:D

Then called them and demanded for our $1.
Then Raymond say go Mac first, SamuelJinghanQingangEugene reached ler.
So went there, then Raymond say he don't want to pay us 'cause we didn't agree to his terms and conditions -o-
Then Jes had to go /:
Bought hotfudgesundae :D
Eugene was being immature as usual, and started shooting ice through his straw at us -.-
Then the other people in Mac were like staring at him.
Then left to go escalator.
Msg-ed Sam 'Eh. We left Mac ler'
Then just when I sent it,
All of them suddenly appeared behind us O.o
Wahlao. They can go be professional stalkers ler :x

After that went Popular.
I BOUGHT THE TANGYUZHE CD :D
Boo. The Sembawang personperson cheated my feelings, say next month then out /:
Then Eleanor, Yijie and Yvon abandoned me, 'cause my papa say 4.30 then leave TM.

Went walletshop and bought a new pencilbox :x
I can't help it, I have to buy things when I'm bored ><
Met Samuel, Jinghan and Qingang.
They were going to watch Ratouille at 5.
Rahhh couldn't go watch /:
Qingang tried to steal my pencilbox, but dropped his tissue.
Then we were like 'ORH HORRRR YOU LITTER' then he no choice need to pick up ;x
(Thinking about Jinghan being super tall is making me depressed. Wahlao, how his legs grow so long one D:)

Then MRT-ed home.
The End :D

What the fark lah can D:
Yeah lah yeah lah, everything's my fault lah, happy?

NEVER DO ANYTHING COME BLAME EVERYTHING ON ME.
OKAY LAH. FINE. I RUINED YOUR STUPID FRIENDSHIP LAH.
ANYWAY WHATEVER I SAY YOU ALSO WON'T BELIEVE.
EFF LAH.

Yeah, congrats on making me cry because of you for the fourth time.
And every single time it's because you're pissing me off like WPQWIEKWWAEIRJPQPETIP and accusing me of something I didn't effing blardy do /:

Much loveee to the great Justin <3
Thanks for being there for me,
And calling that guy a hougan ><
This proves that blood is thicker than water .__.
Even though Justin isn't my real cousin lah, yeah.
But still,
You pwn :D
♥

I'll be seeing you.
She didn't want tomorrow to happen - She was afraid.
Afraid of meeting him.
Afraid of him talking to her like she was just another girl, not one who loved more than anything in the world, more than anyone ever would or could.
Afraid of seeing him flush crimson when he met another girl's eyes, thinking of the times when that flush had belonged to her.
Afraid of knowing that everything was over for her.
Afraid, afraid.
She didn't want to know - no, she didn't.
She didn't want the truth to hit her like a meteor falling from the sky.
She wished the sands of time would freeze into place, to keep tomorrow from happening.
She wished the past had all been a dream - a wonderful, perfect dream - so that she didn't have to end up with a broken heart.
She'd rather not know what it was like to have someone to truly love you,
She'd rather not know that that would never happen again.
She'd rather not know what it was like to smile through your tears - because you loved that person who made you cry so much that you could forgive him for everything.
She'd rather not know that her heart would never be complete again.
She didn't want to realise that her heart was beyond repair,
She didn't want to think, If even he didn't want me - what else could I expect from othe r people?
Please, God, I'm begging you.
Begging you to freeze time,
Begging you to turn back the time to when I was happy.
Begging you to make him love me again,
Begging you to make both of us happy.
Begging you to give US a perfect future - together, not apart.
Was his perfect future even with her?
She was positive that hers would never be perfect without him -
She'd never love anyone as much as she loved him.
Don't give me another sunrise, God.
♥

Headphones; TheRiver - GoodCharlotte

First period was Maths.
Binary numbers are actually quite okay once you know what's going on :D
Presented the Pythogaras Theorem with Ting, Justin, Ahgong and Jiaqi (:
Jinzhi was crapping the whole time ;x
Justin was a propropro lecturer :D
And they couldn't pronounce 'hypothemuse' (sp?)
Mrtan droned on and on, eating away 10 minutes of recess :
I was like 'WTF'-ing to Wuyue ler ><
Recess.
Yayyy finally got my milo dinosaur :D
LOVEEEE to Jiaqi for my belatedbelated birthday present (:
She made my dog rape Ting's /:
We're twins! :D
Except Ting's one is pinkkk (:
History.
Went com lab.
Me and Yunen were evil girls (:
Plus Jiaqi too, of course ;x
NONE of us researched on history, I think -o-
Science.
Ew I hate the fermented yeast /:
Malay.
Felt sick .--.
Then after Cikgunoorizan left cheonged to toilet and puked D:
Sian /:
Yeahhh much love and thanks to the people who asked if I was okay :D
Like Wuyue, Jiaqi, Ting, Justin, Xinyan and Isaac.
(I think Isaac only asked 'cause he was scared I was going to puke on him, though ;x)
And Jinzhi crapped -.-
Geography.
Rivers.
I think I heard Isaac start singing The River? :D
Waited for 1 hour until Jolene came out /:
Ate awful hor fun .--.
The Wangcong bag! ;D
Walked to MRT station.
ROFL THE SAUSAGE GAME :DD
Laughed like shid (:
'Jolene'! :D
And the picking up of sausages M&Ms (:
Cheonged teachers' day cards :
After one hour, finished all six of 'em :D
Pro right (:
Ahaha. I'm most proud of my Xielaoshi one ;D
YEAHHH CAN'T BELIEVE I'M MEETING SIXONE06 TOMORROW AND SUNDAY :D
So cool (:
♥

Today I walked past you, and you looked right through me. Like I was invisible, like I didn't exist. Like I wasn't someone who loved you - like I was just like any other person, a stranger. Not someone whose heart belongs to you.

She didn't know what to do now. What she could do to stop thinking about him.
It was over now, everything - her love, her life.
She couldn't THINK of him, but she had to keep him in her mind.
Somewhere deep down, she had to keep those memories, those he had forgotten.
Everytime she thought of him, her heart hurt, her head hurt, and the world around her spun around, making her dizzy.
But she had to remember him, remember his smile, his blush, his laughter, his sprint.
If she didn't, she would forget. Forget that there existed a boy who once loved her, whom she loved more than anything else.
Forget, that her heart was once whole. Forget, that she did have happy memories once upon a time. Forget, that those tears were not for herself - but for him.
No, she had to remember, remember.
When nothing else mattered,
She had to know.
Know, that she loved him. Always had, always would. And she'd never stop.
♥

Yay my Wuyue's back :D
First period history.
Got back paper.
WHOO I DIDN'T FAIL (:
11/15 :D
And I won Isaac :DDDD
Recess.
-.-
Got caught for like nothing?
Jiaqi's shirt came out, then Mrang immediately ASSUMED me and Ting's shirts were out too and lectured like OWEAJRT09Q2I3490T592I3 D:
Okay, Ting safetypinned her shirt to her skirt. .--.
But I'm innocent /:
('Cause my shirt longer. So can pull out more :D)
But still.
No evidence one D:<
LA.
Unseen prose test.
Rahhh wrote until my hand was like breaking .--.
Isaac crapped until like 2 foolscaps? O.o
I finished one foolscap :D
Cheonged last 3 minutes like shid /:
Chinese.
Got back test.
71.5/100 (:
AHAHA :D
Won Ting, Isaac, Wuyue, Ahgong, Justin, Jengteng, Yunen, Dionis them :D
But lost to Xinyan though /:
And ROFL,
Isaac's mother is damn funny can :D
Then Isaac got extra marks, thus winning Ting ><

Zhenting: I HATE HIM!
Isaac: I hate him too.
Everyone: O.o
Isaac: Don't you just hate Stevenlim?
Everyone: -.-

LOL :D
And he was like telling me '65.5 is good. 71.5 is lousy.'
Crap lah he -.-
Then after he added marks, I was like 'HAHA I STILL WIN YOU'
Then he went 'Who want to compete with you amateur?'
:
Science.
Respiration blah.
Lunch.
Soyasauce plus water :D
Met Jammmm and Jiajian (:
After that went back to class.
Poked Yiming and suffered the consequences :
She started poking me and Ting like shid.
Screamed a lot ;x
ROFLMAO to Yuejing :D
Maths.
Boringboringboring ><
Didn't get a single thing.
I was crapping on the paper that was supposed to be used to fold a triangle :D
Interaction.
Started moaning like siao when I saw Alvin on stage too ><
Too irritate Raeyraey :D
And found out Yueqi hates Alvin too!
Highfive! :D
She was like 'Raey, we don't agree to your marriage to Alvin'
DAMN FUNNY LAH ;D
Did the poking cheek thing to Raey,
Like Xiaoyu and Yexianglun in Bunengshuodemimi :D
She complained that my nails too sharp ler .--.
LOL (:
RS was boring.
Me and Dionis talking the whole time? ;x
MRT-ed with Charlotte :D
Helped her do her teacher's day poetic stuff ><
I'm so nice lah :D

Goddamnit, she still couldn't get him out of her mind.
He was still there, haunting every single thought of hers.
When, would she fully let go of him?
♥


WUYUE ABANDONED ME D:
Rahhh.
Today had day four timetable yeah.
So first period was science :D
The balloonballoon thing o.o
Stole the last red balloon, so Jinzhi had to take the pink one :D
Maths.
Spent like 15 minutes trying to explain surface area to Isaac ;x
Recess.
Milo (:
Chinese.
Sian .--.
Got scolded for laughing when Jiaqi almost-spoiled my pen /:
And whoo Shenjing for guilong-ing <3
Geography.
Whoo I got 9 :D
That's more than Isaac ((:
-.- Got scolded again.
This time REALLY not my fault lor D:
Jiaqi was like talking to Isaac. And I was sitting in the middle.
So Misstang heard Jiaqi talking, then immediately ASSUMED she was talking to me, and went 'The two of you, stop holding private conversations huh' D:
Wahlao.
She never learn history one ah?
DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONS OR CONCLUSIONS WITHOUT EVIDENCE, MY DEAR MISS TANG D:<
Scared Jiaqi by saying later got something float pass the window ;x
(It was raining damn heavily, btw. Until cannot see anything outside)
Then she was like 'SAY ONE MORE TIME I SLAP YOU' :
Cheonged foyer to wait for parents :D
Met the four Enive guys /:
No, Rason, I didn't turn around to look at Sean, btw -.-
I was wondering why the four of you were talking so damn loudly about calling someone o.o
So random :D
Piano lesson was sian-ed out.
Rahhh theory exam in November.
Shid lah. I hate theory ;___;
Bunengshuodemimi-ed <3
For the second time eh :D
It pwned even more (:
I'm so going to get the DVD :D
I'm cheonging like OIWUPQUEKEOW@ 'cause I'm supposed to off com in like. Ten minutes. .--.
Unfair D:
Friday's like three days away :D
Three days to see sixone06.
SO COOL :D
I'm highhighhighhyper (:
And Sunday!
Sixone06 reunion eh <3
East coast ><
Everyone gooo :D
Except Charlotte. :
She got Stjohn's, so it's not really her fault lah -o-

Nobody really understood how she felt, deep down inside. That feeling of your heart shattering into pieces - yet not enough to make a clean break. Only enough to make you hurt even more, to make you cry whenever you think about him.
She loved him, she knew. She loved him more than anyone could ever love him, enough to let go of him for his happiness.
The only reason why she could continue living was by thinking about the past, the faded vignette of what had once happened, of what would never happen again. She tried to let go, but that feeling of him slipping through her fingers was too much to bear. So she continued thinking about her broken past, like it was her drug.
Without him, it was like her world had crumbled. Like her sun had imploded. Without him, how could she continue existing? Without her heart, how could she live and breathe?
She needed him. He was her everything, her reason. He was why she looked forward to each and everyday, why she could smile and laugh.
Why she could fake that smile in front him, to pretend that she was fine, that she could live on without him, that she was happy for him and his love.
Why she was living on – just so she was able to think about him everyday.
When you’re gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
No, that wasn’t even enough to describe her feelings right now and then.
When you’re gone, I can’t live without you.
When you’re gone, I don’t even a heart to glue back in the first place.
When you’re gone, I’ll still love you – I’d do anything to make you happy. When you’re gone, I’ll miss you like anything, but I won’t snatch you back. When you’re gone, don’t think of me anymore – do whatever it takes to let you live your life in happiness.
When you’re gone, I’ll still love you – but you’ll never know.
♥

借口
S.H.E

在伊斯坦堡的你
爱情最后的战役中
说了第一九四三句对不起之后
想简单爱却开不了口
倒数后开始与安静斗牛
像龙卷风一扫而过
过去的影像不再有
情话飘散成千里之外一曲东风破
听妈妈的话别让我受伤

你的烂借口
分裂了你我
同一种调调
没有轨迹的痛
好瞎的借口
飘移了你我
困兽之斗
在在在在在在在
在这乱舞春秋

烂借口
每当孤单的时候
望着那反方向的钟
寻找那暗号让我回到过去生活
相信发如雪你也爱我
现实中完美主义不再有
是老斑鸠提醒着我
欢乐时光双刀挥过
情感像断了的弦
好一个黑色幽默
听妈妈的话别让我受伤

你的烂借口
分裂了你我
同一种调调
没有轨迹的痛
好瞎的借口
飘移了你我
困兽之斗
在在在在在在在
在这乱舞春秋

外婆可不可以告诉我
在爱情悬崖有没有
我期待的将军等候
园游会里夜曲美妙弹奏
庆祝开心的朋友
我强颜欢笑的度过
外婆你可不可以告诉我
在爱情悬崖有没有
我期待的将军等候
园游会里夜曲美妙弹奏
别慌我的超人朋友
你的秘密我会保守

你的烂借口
分裂了你我
同一种调调
没有轨迹的痛
好瞎的借口
飘移了你我
困兽之斗
在在在在在在在
在这乱舞春秋
你的烂借口
分裂了你我
同一种调调
没有轨迹的痛
好瞎的借口
飘移了你我
困兽之斗
在在在在在在在
在这乱舞春秋

The boldened words are titles of Jaychou's songs <3
The underlined words are loveddddd lyrics :D
♥

Today was kickass-ed funny :D
Isaac looks chao different (:
He changed to BATA SHOES and a new watch. LOL.
Quote YUEEE<3: 'I never imagined Isaac would wear bata shoes' ;D
North star, but still.
SNEAKERS.
From basketball shoes to sneakers? O.o
But that's 'cause he keeps buying new shoes -.-
$19.95 shoes, get sian then throw away lor! :D
ROFL.
Called Stevenlim on Wuyue's phone! (:

Stevenlim: Hello?
AngshuangIsaacJinzhiWuyue: -silence-
Stevenlim: -hangs up-
Zhenting: -shakes head-

Had the boringboring principal talk ;x
I was like falling asleep .--.
Half a period left for LA.
Then had Maths.
Wth lah D:
Mr Tan refused to believe that me, Isaac and Wuyue lost our worksheets because Wangcong lost them /:
Recess.
Ribena :D
Science.
ROFLMAO LAH DIONIS ;D
Here's the sms conversation :DD

Dionis: Steven, you're the most shuai and muscular guy I have ever seen. I'm 18 years old. Can I be your girlfriend?
Stevenlim: (I edited because his English is horrendous ;x) Are you pranking me?
Dionis: (THIS PART IS I SMS ONE ;D) I'm not pranking you. I really like you.
Stevenlim: If you're sincere, I might accept you. You got friendster?
Dionis: Go my blog http://undyingpainofmine.blogspot.com/. I bet it's nicer than yours.
Stevenlim: Don't say until lidat leh.
Dionis: -silence-
Stevenlim: I like your blogsong leh. And you're only 14? (HE'S BLIND LAH. DIONIS CLEARLY WROTE 13 GOING ON 14 -.-)
Dionis: -refuses to say anything, even after I forced her-

History.
Me and Wuyue got scolded for nothing? o.o
She look at me, I look at her. Then..

Mrswong: The two of you! Stop playing okay! I've been looking at you two from the beginning of the lesson! Especially you! -points at one of us-
AngshuangWuyue: O.o -whispers- shenjingbing.

Assembly.
Chinese opera? o.o
Me and Raey talking like siao :D
I was going on and on about LJJ <3
Later went back to class.
Called Stevenlim on Dionis's phone :DD

Stevenlim: Hello?
Jinzhi: YO STEVIE! WE LOVE YOU!
Isaac: You hougan lah!
Stevenlim: -hangs up-

ROFL :D
Damn funny can (:
After that.
Went home with Jammm<3 'cause Charlotte was taking an awfully long time to do her work /:
Met Jiajian.

Angshuang: HELLO JIAJIAN! :D
Jiajian: Eh. Hello -waves and comes over-
Jamie: Hello!
Jiajian: Today got EDS ah?
Jamie: No lah. We going ler.
Jiajian: SEE. MY MANGA BOOK -holds up his manga book-
Angshuang: Wah o.o LOL.
-manga talk between Jamie and Jiajian-
Jiajian: I go home ler. Byebye. -walks off-
AngshuangJamie: -walks off too-
AngshuangJamie: -start talking-
Jiajian: BOO! -scares us from behind-
AngshuangJamie: -scream-
Angshuang: WAHLAO JIAJIAN I HATE YOU D: Scary freak.
-walk to foyer together-
-watch JonathanSeanKellie get onto their parents' car-
Jiajian: YO JONATHAN!
Jonathan: O.o
Jiajian: They damn rich one, you know.
Angshuang: -.- Duh, I know.
Jiajian: Oh yeah hor. You know them. I forgot.
Angshuang: -.- LOL okay.

Crazy lah ;x
MRT-ed with Jamieeeee :D
And rah /:
She found my 'inbox'.
After her endless staring at my messages last Friday, I moved all of my messages to 'saved mesages'.
And after a long time, she found 'em again -.-
Wth :
Nevermind.
Got nothing she doesn't know, anyway :D
Go ler (:



Changed blogskin :D
I love this skin so much I don't even care that it's not white (:
I love yoursweetest.sin♥ yeah :D
All her skins pwn.
PLUS she's from DHS too :DD
In 3F :D
So cool right ;x



Rahhhh Wangqi cheated my feelings /:
My ppstream not working D:
Can't watch Zhongjiyijia .--.
Hmph.



And here's what Raey's been dying for :D
(Check hers out here! :D)
I crapped a lot, 'cause I want to have more than Raey! :DD

THINGS RAEY ANG LIANG AND ANG SHUANG HAVE IN COMMON <3
#1. We're both in EDS.
#2. We're both crazy :D
#3. We both emo at times.
#4. We both write emoemo poems :DD
#5. We both have short hair.
#6. We both wear specs :D
#7. We both like to mess up each other's hair.
#8. We both love LJJ :D
#9. We both loved bu neng shuo de mi mi <3
#10. We both cried at bu neng shuo de mi mi .--.
#11. We both talk A LOT during movies/TV shows (:
#12. We both listen to chinese songs :D
#13. We both like to eat sunny-side-ups :DD
#14. We both hate hardboiled eggs /:
#15. We both hate popcorn, sweet OR salted :D
#16. Our surnames are both ANG :D
#17. Our BIRTH CERT names are both starting with A-N-G and ending with A-N-G :D
#18. We both hate cruelty to animals D:
#19. We both think our class pwns <3
#20. We both love LINLAOSHI :D
#21. We both like Sibendaoyueqiu (:
#22. WE BOTH LOVE EACH OTHER A LOTTTTT <3

The End :D

Todayyyy :D
Whoo had a nice time breaking Justin's passwords :DDD
So predictable ><
PE.
Whatthehell /:
Tried shooting.
And I kept missing.
People kept trying to pass ball back to me.
AT THE SAME TIME.
Got whacked like everywhere .--.
Including my face D:
Recess.
Ribena (:
Science.
Eek.
Broke a thermometer .--.
It rolled off by itself :
Computer.
Slacked :D
And Stevenlim o.o
ROFL.
LA.
Slackeddd 'cause I finished ler /:
Malay.
Numbers :D
Thankyou Isaac for the tip ;x
I suck at Malay .--.
He told me the answer. Heh :D
I only can remember satu dua tiga .--.
Lunch.
Fish and Chips :D
Raey}
I HATE ALVIN DDDD:
Gah. D:
Everything about him makes me pissed off /:
And wtf lah Jamie D:
She stole my phone AND read my entire inbox .--.
THANKYOU JUSTIN <3
He helped me snatch back my phone :D
I was like I LOVE YOU JUSTIN and Jamie was like I HATE YOU JUSTIN ><
And nobody wanted to help me dump my plate .--.

Angshuang: Jiajiannnnnn D:
Jiajian: What?
Angshuang: Jiajian, you love me right? :D HELP ME PUT MY PLATE D:
Jiajian: BYEBYE :D

.--.
Rahhhh.
And whooo Jamie's manga :D
EDS pwned as usual (:
I was even crazier than usual that whole day.
And strangled Raey like a million times, going I HATE ALVIN :D
So fun.
Should have taken picture of her expression when I suddenly started strangling her :DD
And did the Bill and Betty thing with Jammmm <3
So funny :D

It was supposed to be..
Jamie: Is this seat taken? D:< -kicks chair-
Angshuang: No, it's not DDDD:<
Jamie: Would you mind if I take it? -glares-
Angshuang: YES, I WOULD -glares back-
Jamie: Oh -stalks away-

Then it became..
Jamie: Is this seat taken? D:< -kicks chair so hard until the chair falls off-
Esther: O.O
Everybody: -starts laughing-

MRT-ed with Jamie, Priscilla and Jeviennne :D
Man, they're sick .--.
They were going on and on about the 1L poem /:
Sickos ><

Rah, blogger screwed up yesterday and ate away my blog post .--.
So I shall just ignore yesterday :D
Except the funny parts (:
Plus Shanisca and the vibrating door :DD

Wuyue: Eh. Isaac's leg so sexy D:
Angshuang: o.o
Isaac: No, Jinzhi's leg sexier! Got high socks leh! :D
Angshuang: LOL.
Wuyue: No lor, his legs like lumps of meat .__.
Angshuang: So mean :D

Sorry for the grabbing of Raey like a million times during poetry recitation :D
Rahhh went crazy when I saw Jiajian. HEH (:

I shall cut today's post shortshort too 'cause I have to cheong Zhongjiyijia :D
Uhmmm.
-thinks-
Science maths nothing much?
Recess was milo dinosaur as usual (:
Chinese had paper.
Cheonged like siao until I realised that I had half an hour left, not fifteen minutes .--.
Geog was uhm.
Nothing ;x
Went MRT-ing with Ting, Jolene, Alicia and Samantha :D
Me Ting Jolene convinced Alicia and Samantha we were going MOELC for our third lang (:

Jolene: Eh, we going ler. Bye :D
Alicia: You all got third lang meh?
Zhenting: Yeah, we just starting today. :D
Angshuang: I'm taking Jap! :DD
Zhenting: I'm taking French!
Jolene: I'm taking Indian!
Angshuang&Zhenting: -start laughing-
AngshuangZhentingJolene: -walk into MOELC-
Alicia: -stands at gate looking at us suspiciously-
AngshuangZhentingJolene: -cheong through MOELC and wait for Alicia&Samantha-
Alicia&Samantha: -walks towards us-
Zhenting: HELLO! :D
Alicia&Samantha: -no reaction-
Zhenting: Are you SURPRISED?
Alicia: No. -.-
Zhenting: Why not? D:
Alicia: Because we saw the three of you walking out of MOELC -.-
Zhenting: Oh .--.

LMAO :D

First period Maths.
Gawdddd I almost died right there /:
Plus I didn't bring my worksheet, so I was bawred to death .--.
Zomg we're still obsessing over Stevenlim/Xiaxue :D

Angshuang: (YEAH, still obsessing over this thingy ><) I ASK YOU CLOSE THE DOOR RIGHT? D: -glares at Wuyue-
Wuyue: -starts laughing AS ALWAYS-
Isaac&Angshuang at the same time :D : Stare what stare! You better watch out!
Wuyue: -collapses on table-

ROFL YEAH (:
ACC.
Yeahhhh I love you Dionis <3
Thanks to her and her fake MC,
We got off from the ACC project :D
But we told teacher she's the main character though ><
So all hail Dionis aka Wuzetian (:
ACC test.
LOL LAH :D
Damn funny (:
Me Wuyue and Isaac in the same group :D
After 14 questions, got stuck and crapped a lot :D
Isaac is the ultimate crapper okay (:
He like crapped "Xiao3 ming2" for some random question :D
AND he tried to write my name there .--.
Yeah, like I'm ruler of the whatever-dynasty :D
Correctiontape-ed it off though :D
Later teacher get heart attack ><
Recess.
Milo dinosaur yay :D
And poked emo Justin until he laughed (:
Me and Ting were like highfive-ing like siao :DD
And whooo.
Jinzhi looks scary in his new specs ;x
Like strict professor yeah :D
But he's still as crappy as ever, so I guess it didn't change anything :
Music :D
Finally dared to watch The Staircase eh (:
Wuyue was so disappointed that it wasn't scary ;x
Piano-ed with Jiaqi :D
Chinese.
Our group got last for the chengyu thing .__.
'Cause we refused to volunteer anything eh :D
Science.
As predicted, I lost to Isaac .--.
But never mind :D
2 marks only :DD
LOL I KNOW THAT'S A LOT /:
And effin' hell I miss my memory card reader D:
I want to transfer pics yeah .--.
Of the chaochaochao ahdorable Justin, of course :D
HAHA (:



History.
We were high like siao :D

Angshuang: (I'm currently obsessing over this, by the way ><) I ASK YOU CLOSE THE DOOR, YOU NEVER CLOSE THE DOOR HUH? D:<
Wuyue: -laughs hysterically, collapsing on the table-
Isaac: I'm so hemsem you say I'm ugry D:
Everyone: -laugh-

LSP.
Sewing.
Gawdddd I suck at back-stitching .__.
Thanks Vivienne so much :D
Recess.
YAY MILO DINOSAUR (:
No Jiaqi, it does NOT look like shit /:
Science.

Misschua: -talks about forensic stuff-
Angshuang: CSI! :D
Isaac: ISC! :DD

Oh, and there was free pocky JOCKEY ><
Pirated pocky (:
And wow?
There was FUKU on the box ;x
Vulgar yeah. [:
Me and Wuyue changed the expiry date to 2001 :D
Showed it to Isaac.
Didn't realise there were two sides to the box .__.

Angshuang: EH. THE JOCKEY IS EXPIRED LEH D:
Isaac: WHAT? -freaks out and grabs the box-
Angshuang: YEAH. IT'S EXPIRED! D:
Isaac: Where got? 2009 what O.o
Angshuang: Oops >< -flips box over- THERE. 2001 LOR :D
Isaac: -.-

CME.
Uhm.
Weird teacher o.o
Racist jokes again ;x
LA lecutre.
Mdm Ilyana was like in a pissed off mood D:
PCCG.
Gawd.
D:
Poor Wuyue and her face /:
Lunch.
Soyasauce plus water <3
CIP.
Scary and freaky ><

Angshuang: EH. GOT GHOST O.O
Wuyue: Chey. Ghost only -.-
Angshuang: MESSAGE SENDING FAILED! D:
Wuyue: ZOMG! O.O -gasps-

Watched 881 (:
Except I don't understand all the Hokkien ><
But it was not bad lah :D
Anything Roystontan-ed is not bad ;x

<3
Don't worry Ting, me and Justin love you too much to let that flamer insult you in peace :D
We are the weidas yeah :D

To that flamer somewhere out there}
#1. Stop insulting her and calling her a beetch lah -.-
And since you admit that you yourself are a beetch, then why continue calling her that?
#2. I don't care if you say me and Justin have bad taste,
WE LOVE ZHENTING, AND WE'RE NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT :D
#3. Oh, just stop doing lame things yeah (:

Zhenting pwns and kicksass much more than you do, and I bet everyone agrees :D
EVERYONE, because I have no idea if you're counted as a person or not. (:
Anyone who insults my friends, much less my BESTBEST FRIEND AND MEI, will dieee.
And not in peace :D
Flame her again,
And I'll do something to make you regret flaming her in the first place (:
I'm not scared,
Are you?

To Justin}
WHOO, YOU ROCK COUSIN <3
:D
Besides all the sick stuff about birds, you were reallyreallyreally kickingass (:
Yay Justin :D
Thanks for ganging that loser with me (:

To Zhenting}
ILOVEYOUUU, you hear? <3
So don't let that flamer affect you :D
Because you should know that we all love you ((:
You pwn and you kickass and you rock, stone, pebble and boulder <3
You're the bestestbest friend and mei anyone could ever have,
And you are LOVE :D
The loser flamer has bad taste, I don't even want to mention her anymore, or she will taint my blog (:

I get deadly when people piss me off :D
Good to the people I love,
Bad to the people I hate (:
And I get all cheemonology too ><
Especially to retarded illiterates who still want to use CRITICISE when they don't even know how to spell it :D



Why is everything happening to me?
Godddd,
My life is turning into a sucky drama serial.
Thankyou Justin Tim and Zhenting yesterday <3
For not saying what I didn't want them to say, yeah.
Especially Tim, because he doesn't even know what's going on, but is still chaochaochao supportive ♥
And Rason, you are not helping D:
You better go with me next Sunday, with or without Sean. You hear me? .__.
And the fact that I still can't effing level in audi is making it worse.
Why can't someone just kill me? /:


Parent-Child day.
Rahhh boring as hell /:
And it rained. Like poured. D:
And I found out something I regret finding out.
The end.

Whoooo :D
PE rocked yeah? :D
I love GD lor (:
LALA. Passed ball like a lot of times :D
YAY.
And almost got 'screamingfoul-ed' by the NICE umpire Jinzhi ;x
Recess.
Eh. I forget :x
LA.
Mdm Ilyana was on MC :D
Me and Wuyue sneaked food to class :x
Fries and nuggets <3
Enya looked kinda shocked when I told her though ><
CME Geog.
WHOOO.
Miss Tang forgot about her taking over CME period :D
Excepttttt.
DM came in.
Made us all change into PE shirts. Confiscated Yichen's handphone (actually, it was Mervyn's fault D:).
Chinese.
Me and Jiaqi chengxian-ed :D
Science.
Practical.
I failed. I bet :x
Geog.
Blahblahblah deciduous coniferous forests etc -.-
Andddd wtf lah.
Dokay made us stay until chao long.
Until our class like chao extra lah /:
Lunch.
YES RAEY.
I AM PUTTING THIS HERE.
RAEY ROCKS <3
Thankyou for the fries and 1/10 of a fish :x
Milo dinosaur pwns :D
Waited for EDS room to open.

Siang: Eh. Someone open leh.
Angshuang: Siangsiang, you football player right? :D
Siang: Yeah. So?
Angshuang: So you should KICK THE DOOR OPEN :D
Siang: Siao.
Angshuang: I KNOWWWW. You should headbutt it :DDDD
Siang: -.- Crazeeee.
Charmaine: He should buttbutt it! :D

ROFL.
And yay Esther <3
She said my improvisation not bad lor :D
HA RAEY. AIN'T THAT BETTER THAN YOUR 0 NG-ING? ;x
AND ZOMG.
CAN'T BELIEVE ESTHER IS FRIENDS WITH LINJUNJIE D:
-JEALOUS-
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
.__.
I LOVE ESTHER <3
And yay she said he was cute :D
Whooo.
Then me and Jamie MRT-ed home (:
Marymary o.o
LOL.
Rollercoaster and quadrapop-ed on her phone :D
And her xiaowangzi comic rocked yeah :DD
And yes Jamie,
I LOVE YOU TOOOOOO (:
<3

Oh, and just remembered the funny conversations in class :D

Isaac: -accidentally knocks his water bottle over-
Jiaying: -doesn't see anything-
Isaac: OY!
Jiaying: What?
Isaac: Why you knock my water bottle? -glares-
Jiaying: SHENJINGBING!

Wuyue: -starts laughing hysterically-
Angshuang: O.O
Wuyue: -continues laughing hysterically-
Angshuang: Eh!
Wuyue: -STILL continues to laugh hysterically ;x-
Angshuang: OY! You got fever or what? Go crazy liao ah?
Wuyue: -solemn and serious expression- Huh?
Angshuang: What the -.-

LOL.
Cresmicians are crazy, I guess :D

Todayyyy.
Maths :D
Actually I think I like that fitting thingy :D
Recess.
I'm falling in love with peach jia lemon (:
History.
Notesnotesnotesnotesnotes ;x
And cheonged geography revision last minute ><
Science.
Boring /:
Malay.
Oh xuete I forgot ler ;x
Rahhhh.
Short term memory loss .___.
Geography.
Test.
Actually not bad lah :D
The first test I studied ><
After that.
Lunched with Haihua, Jolene and Ting :D
Yeah. Then went 1H to find Aliciaaaaa (:
Aircon pwns <3
And 1H is echoey man :D
So cool.
And one little two little three little indian-ing from Jolene and Ting o.o
I was quadra pop-ing ><
And Jonathan was like popping in and out with his chaooo tall friend.
After that went MRT-ing.
Wheeeee Santa's Tower Blocks :D

Yeah, I'm in a farkin' bad mood today .__.
Because of some hAjdroiekfptjoidjkwefliwepfowIWJEIOFRJ person who didn't do a single fark shid in our RS project.
Wtf lah D:
Thankyouuu to all my loveloved friends :D
Like Dionis, who was going rahhhh with me too (:
Charlotte and Cassandra, who were listening to me go on and on ><
Zhenting, who kinda listened but then went and talked to jo :
And Sean, who told me not to get agitated 'cause it's bad for the health (-.-)
<3 all of you :D
Especially 'cause I'm a godawful horrible person to you people .___.
Rahhhh I feel useless /:
Whatthehell.
And I do agree,
Poems cause emoness.
Scientifically proven by..
ME :D
During LA, that is.
That was such a sad poem ><


ZOMG.
Found the most amazing twilight icon <3

'To those:
Who wished they lived in forks,
Who know that garlic, crosses and wooden stakes can't kill a vampire,
Who know that they sparkle in the sun, not burn,
Who cried when Edward left,
Who couldn't stop smiling when Bella found Edward again,
Who want to meet someone like Edward,
Who fell in love with a fictional character.
This icon is dedicated to each and every Twilight fan,
Who smiles everytime they see a silver volvo.'

:D

Somehow don't really feel like talking about today ><
A lot a lot of racist jokes from Isaac and Justin, yeah.
And Wuyue was going crazyyyy :D
According to the wonderful Tim (also known as Justinnnn),
Angshuang: Sunshine! :D
Zhenting: Smiley girl :D (because she loves colondee)
But unfortunately,
Smiley girl does not like her name .__.
And thus, Smiley girl is unhappy with Tim. D:
Rahhhh getting back maths common test results tomorrow /:
I DON'T WANT TO FAIL D:
I need to win Sean, seriouslyyy.
I can't lose to him in FOUR subjects lah D:
I will zisha okay ><
Zhongjiyijia episode five today ♥
ZOMG I WANT TO STAY IN TAIWAN .__.

Thankyou Ting for wasting your sms-es on me <3
Even though it was totally not needed :D
Poor Raeyraey,
Get well soon, kay? D:
I really do not like you abandoning me every flag raising /:
First period LA.
Poetrypoetry :D
Maths.
ZOMG.
Mad laughter from me, Wuyue and Isaac :D
About -cough- someone standing in front of us ><
Andddd racist jokes from the racist guy :
Also known as Isaacccc (:
And ohyeah I'm clever :D

Isaac: A plane was crossing the Atlantic ocean, but it crashed. Where were the survivors buried - in the sea, or on the land?
Angshuang: Waitwait. How can survivors be buried -
Isaac: So clever!
Angshuang: O.o I was planning to say how can survivors be buried in the SEA?
Isaac: Wahlao -.-

ROFL :D

Isaac:-Something about pineapples growing on trees-
Angshuang: Huh? How do pineapples grow on trees?
Isaac: Smart one!
Wuyue: Huh? You mean pineapples don't grow on trees?

:D LOL.
And no, Wuyue, I do NOT want to imagine HIM going to the toilet D:
All three of us laughed like shid over HIS friendster photo :DD
Ohhhh yeah. Got back class photos (:
ZOMG I LOOK TERRIBLE IN MORE THAN HALF OF 'EM D:
Recess.
Soya sauce plus water <3
Science lab-ed :D
All of us were cheonging like shid ><
History.
Wahaha :D
Missed like half a period (:
So it was pretty slack, actually.
PCCG.
Yeah, more mad laughter from the three of us :D
And Isaac accusing Wuyue of staring at something she shouldn't be staring at ><
After that went to look for Misschua /:
Yeah, I didn't hand in that osmosis worksheet .___.
Me, Ting, Gavin, Pearl, Wanki, Isaac, Jinzhi, Shaun and more :D
And met the Enivians there too (:

Cresmicians: -start queuing to hand in paper-
Misschua: -talking to Sean about osmosis-
Ting: Eh, tell the other one to hurry up leh D:
Angshuang: Siao, how I tell him? Anyway he finish liao o.o
Misschua: -continues quizzing Sean on osmosis-
Angshuang: Okay, NOW he finish liao :D

Met Zhenwen at MRT station.
Sad to say I was alone.
'Cause Charlotte abandoned me go CIP and all my friends got CO D:
Tsk.
I want EDS on Mondays also /:

Angshuang: -listening to music-
Zhenwen: OY! I call you so many times never hear!
Angshuang: WHAT? I listening to music what D:
Zhenwen: Okay lah. Eh, you older than me right?
Angshuang: Yeah?
Zhenwen: Oooh, means we 姐弟恋?
Angshuang: -stares- Shenjingbing.
Zhenwen: -walks to other side of the platform-
Angshuang: -remains standing-
Zhenwen: OY. Follow us leh D:
Angshuang: I don't want lah!
Zhenwen: Are you sure?
Angshuang: Yeahhhh.
Zhenwen: Why don't want?
Angshuang: Because I don't want lah D:

He looked so pissed, which was really damn funny :D

And yep,
I changed my blogskin again ♥
Had a hard time finding a skin that was whiteeee.
Because. Uhm.
I prefer a white skin, yeah? :D
LOL.
Shall blog about today laytah, I think.
ZOMG I LOVE MY TAGBOARD NOW <3
I can see itttt :D -beams-
And honestly, I can't believe nobody noticed what date my year 2013 post was on. ><


Amazingly,
This song makes me more emo than 不会爱.

够爱

我穿越 金星 木星 土星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴声音

指头还残留 你为我 擦的指甲油 没想透
你好像说过 你和我 会不会有以后

世界一直一直变 地球不停的转动
在你的时空 我从未退缩懦弱

当我靠在你耳朵 只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔 只想让你都拥有

我的爱只能够 让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄 不停守候 在你心门口

我的伤和眼泪 化为乌有 为你而流
藏在无边无际 小小宇宙 爱你的我

爱你的我 不能停止脉搏 为了爱你奋斗
就请你让我 说出口

我穿越 金星 木星 土星 水星 火星 土星 土星
追寻你 时间滴滴答滴答 答滴声音

And do you remember those times.
Saruwatari Takumi loves Saruwatari Asuka
That's what you told me.
All those empty promises you made me.
♥



不会爱

只好让礼物安静躺在我口袋
宁愿看著你跟他快乐聊到笑开 YEAH~
当用情两字不足形容我情感
心情都随你转弯
而其他情景问我耳朵爱情都听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫

你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待

只剩下冰冷空气 陪我一整晚
寂寞多到塞车 根本无法动弹 YEAH~
一翻身我在半夜突然就醒来
梦里你的唇柔软
而其他情景问我耳朵爱情都听不完
适合我们的从不是浪漫

你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待WO~

爱你我慢不下来 没有哪一天例外
愿自己比快 我会赶上你未来 HO~

你不会爱 我的爱 我明白
你的最爱 那一块 哪天我才存在
我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待
不怕空白

♥
I love this song.
It's my feelings exactly ><
FRH goooo :D

I've been losing a lot of things lately.
My memory card reader, my history assignment paper. And you
Don't ask me what's wrong.
Because everything's wrong.
The only person who remotely understands is Ting.
ILY TING ♥


I have Eclipse now, thanks to Ziwei.
I love Jacob ♥
Maybe it's because I can symphatise with him, maybe it's because I can understand how he's feeling, maybe it's because everything happening to him is happening to me.





I'd kill for a nice new blogskin.
Honestly, where have the nice ones gone to?
I can't believe the number of awful ones out there .___.
And mean lazy people haven't uploaded episode 3 of zhongjiyijia D:
Pfft.
I mean, even though it's a Saturday, you have to upload for the greater good :D





Wtf I hate you, blogger /:
I was happily doing a new skin.
Was going to click preview.
Then.
PAHHH.
Clicked Clear edits -.-
Wahlao D:





BBQ-ed with cousins etc :D
Laughed like siao and screamed a lot too ><
So now coughing like shid D: For once, I didn't think about you for 5 hours :D
Zhongjiyijia!
Mean people. Why haven't upload /:
Sometimes I really want to give up. I know what they said about you last year, and I can't help but believe it. Should I trust my heart this time? .___.




不能说的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
<>飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

♥
Omg I love you Jaychou :D
It was SOOO nice (:
Me and Raey cried ><

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIMING :D
♥

Gave her the bigbig piglet me and Ting bought (:
Was in a bad mood this morning /:
Felt sick.
And Ting was like EH. YOU'RE PALER THAN NORMAL.
Fast forward Maths.
Me and Wuyue laughing about SOMEONE'S Friendster photos :D
ACC.
First period was me, Wuyue and Isaac arguing over who should go tell the teacher about the phototaking.

Isaac: Eh, tell her 5 minutes later must assemble in the foyer.
Wuyue: You tell lah.
Isaac: -points at me- Then you say.
Me: No way lor.
Isaac: I'm not the vice chair.
Wuyue: -.- I never hear anything.

In the end me and Wuyue said.
So went foyer for phototaking :D
Yay cresmic <3
Later ACC teacher didn't come back, so went for early recess (:
Soya sauce plus water :D
Plus the poor abandoned fishcake /:
Music.
THE STAIRCASE ;x
Refused to watch, and Jiaqi watched while covering her face ><
In the end got nothing one lor /:
So we go show Yiming and Ting.
Then both of them refused to look, and had to get Natasha to close it for them :D
Chinese.
Helaoshi sang Happybirthday to Yiming :D
Science.
Uhm. Nothing?
Went foyer blah.
Met Sean.
Who was like don't want look at me .___.
So mean /:
Blah.
BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI <3
Tomorrow. Bugis. 1.30pm. Raey, Elaine and Jonathan :D
Squee.
Jonathan is the sec 4 guy who loves Pinky :D
Ohmy. That should be fun :D

Eh. All the sixone06 people.
Go back RSS on Wednesday leh /:
LOL.
I can't help but wonder what you're doing now,
Whether you're thinking of me.
♥

I never thought there'd be a we,
A you and me together.
And as you pieced
The pieces of my heart
Back together.
I realised how much I needed you,
How I'd die without you.
Everything I do,
It's all for you.
The reason I live and breathe,
Is to see your face everyday.
You're the reason I'm here,
You're the reason I learnt how to love.
You're the reason I knew how it felt without you,
You're the reason in my life.

And the Sun and stars revolve around you,
You are my life now.

Wth,
I'm seriously getting random spurts of emoness .___.
Such emoness should be banned, honestly.
Or maybe even killed off.
Rahhhh D:
I can't think of anything else except blog.
Nobody's online.
Nobody high/hyper/crazy enough to cheer me up is online. /:
I need un-emo Justin NOWWW D:
Or maybe even Jiajian.
I need something to make me laugh,
I need something to rescue me.
It's only been five hours since I last saw you,
It's only been thirty minutes since I last talked to you.
Yet why am I missing you so much?
I just need you to talk to me.
Just this once.
Please.
Fark the way you make my heart stop,
Everytime I feel like you're leaving.
The way I smile when I talk to you,
The way I'm going to pieces without you.
Fark what you're doing to my heart.
I need you ♥

Wtf.
Somehow I'm back in the emo mood again /:
It's the post-happy syndrome .___.
Rahhh.
After not feeling emo for so long,
Now suddenly feel so. Lost.
I need my drug man /:
Not actual drugs. -.-
I need himmmm ><
I need your sms now .___.



Monday again .___.
Cheonged history assignment ><
Yeah, I know I'm damn bad /:
THANKYOU JUSTIN SO MUCH :D
First period history.
Went com lab (:
LSP.
First aid.
Me and Yunen laughing like shid :D
Recess. O.o
Wowwww.
Scary auntie ><
And mean JiaQi D:
Abandon us to the auntie .___.
Science.
LOL COOL TEACHER (:
Even nicer than Miss Chua, and that's saying something :D
Isaac was damn happy 'cause he says the teacher is sick.
Digestive system.
LOL.
CME.
Linlaoshi rocks :D
LA lecture.
Poems again ><
And yay we got to write individual poems :D
AND YESSSSS. I CAN WRITE EMO POEMS AGAIN (:
After like six days. :D
And it's so cool writing emo poems without feeling emo :D

And as twilight fades to dawn.
Her eyes,
They flutter open.
She sees, but she's blind.
She's numb inside.
She traces her reflection,
Outlines the way her heart is hollow,
The way she feels so empty.
Fingertips brush the cool glass,
Who has she become?
A thousand heartbreaks,
A thousand tears.
Why has the usual pain
Been replaced by emptiness?
She wants the pain back,
She needs it.
It scares her,
Not having that bitter pain,
Those raw tears seeping away.
She needs to feel alive.
Goodbye, she whispers.
Iloveyou.

Assembly.
Wtf.
I hate the computer /:
Waste our time D:
And I hate Kaiting .___.
He pretended to be damn pissed at me and slammed the door shut in my face lah o.o
Scare me lor D:
I was like WHAT DID I DOOOO?
Then he locked the door /:
Then later Charlotte came out.
Then I went WHAT'S KAITING'S BLARDY PROBLEM LAH? WHY HE SO PISSED?
Then Charlotte was like "He's not pissed lah, he's just faking"
-.-
Damn cheat feelings can .___.
Then went MRT-ing.
Met Sean at the foyer waiting for his mother I think.
So I was sooo friendly and went HELLO at him.
And he was so antisocial .___.
No reply. Plus do the paiseh paiseh look and turn away -.-
Blahhh.
MRT lor o.o
LOL.
Nothing much yeah (:
Bye :D

♥

Okay.
So today went shopping with Ting at parkway :D
Nearly died finding a red shirt /:
But in the end found (:
We're wearing matching ones :D
And no, we're not lesbian ><
LOL THE MONOPOLY GUY :DD
Damn funny. :D
After that met Sean and Samuel.
Lunch was quiet ><
And Ting was begging me to go home D:
After buying Yiming's present went arcade :D
LOL.
Watched them play House of the Dead.
ROFLMAO.
Samuel was DAMN FUNNY lah :D
When got the zombie people suddenly pop up on the screen, he will involuntarily move backwards.
:D
Played the whacking thing with Samuel.
WTH.
I can't believe I lost! D:
NOT FAIR.
Sean almost thrash Samuel.
But in the end Sam won ><
But Sean is damn violent can.
He whack one time it just flew into Samuel's side O.o
Watched them play Time Crisis.
Duh, Sean won.
LOL.
And I never realised Sam screams so highpitched! (:
ROFL.
I think higher than mine can :D
Watched them play racing cars and blah.
Then later took same bus.
Samuel thought I was siao 'cause I didn't know what bus to take to go home ><
So checked the bus map thing and realised we could sit the same bus.
Wahlao.
Sam was going Sean's house /:
And yes, SEAN REFUSED TO LET SAM TAKE PICTURES D:
Let me see will die meh? .____.
Sat at the bus stop there.
Then Samuel keep telling us to exchange place 'cause he don't want to sit in the middle and be daindengpao -.-
On the bus he also kept insisting that Sean should get off and accompany home o.o
Every time he said this kind of things, me and Sean just turned and glared at him ><
And poked Samuel about Lynnete :D
WAHAHA ><
Mean, I know, but FUNNN :D
Then went out with my parents, my jie, and my mother's colleagues (:
Went TM's comics connection :D
LOL bought LJJ bookmarks <3
I mean, it's been really mean of me to ignore him and covering my whole wall with FRH and Tangyuzhe ><
So I'm going to put them up too :D
My mama will baozha ><
My mama's colleague went to FRH's shake hand/signing autograph thing. D:
She LOVES Wangleehom :D
And she says she will take me and my jie along to the next FRH thing :DDDD
I was going to explode :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
My current mood is. Happy until like siao ((((:
Wahaha ><
Plus she say that since I'm so small, they will confirm treat me better :D
So let's say I kena pushed by other fans,
If I start crying right,
Confirm get comforted by them de :D
LOL I feel like trying ><
But I think I see them will want to faint ler (:
Sorry for the gushing on and on, but yeah :D

RAHHH.
I still can't see my tagboard .___.
Tomorrow need to hand in History essay /:
And guess what.
Three questions. 15 marks.
And I wrote half a foolscap paper ><
I'm going to fail History D:
Going parkway later :D
With Ting, Sean and Samuel.
LOL.
Poor Rason.
Ankle kena twisted D:
Which means he can't go today .___.
Not fairrrr. /:
And I want to audi can D:
And I so regret eating the chocolates last night.
My throat hurts ;___;
Temptation sucks ><
I WANT TO SEE MY CBOX D:

First period was PE.
Netball again /:
And wtf.
Lost to Kezo .___.
But still.
JUSTIN ROCKS :D
LALA. (:
Played more.
Natasha kept blocking me -.-
Screamed like siao (I guess that's why my throat hurts ;x).
Jinzhi and Isaac umpired.
Which was damn funny :D
I look at Jinzhi I start laughing ><

Angshuang: -screams-
Jinzhi: Don't scream lah!
Angshuang: -screams again-
Jinzhi: I already said don't scream lah!

LOL.
And ojioajwoierj92i350pvro Miss Lim lah D:
How can I be 156cm?!
I DON'T BELIEVE OKAY D:
If Sean is 159cm. I at least 158cm okay .___.
But yay won Ting by 2cm :D
But lost to her 4kg in weight. (Wtf when can I gain weight /: Must be Charlotte every Monday starve me lah)
LA.
Poetry Slam (:
Practiced like siao lor .___.
And had to stand on Ting and Wuyue /: (even though I'm effing scared of heights.)
GO DIE LAH TERENCE TAN D:
When me Ting Wuyue Jiaqi went up,
In front of the whole Izare and Cresmic,
He shouted SEAN TANNNN.
Wtf can D:
Ting started giggling -.-
I bet Charlotte, Kaiting, Shuchuin them were laughing also lor /:
CME.
Nothing much bah :D
Except learnt that Jinzhi's brother is SHUAIIII ;x
LOL.
Please lah, he younger than me ><
Hahaha ><
Chinese.
Siannn?
And some sick joke about sperm banks from Isaac -.-
Science.
Wahlao.
Can't believe I lost to Isaac and Ting.
AGAIN /:
Rahhhhh.
Geog.
Wow? ;x
Our group no info ><
LOL.
Lunched with Raey :D
Blah.
EDS <3333333
I NG-ed like once?
Jamie NG-ed three times I think.
Raey NG-ed zero times -.-
And Chingying NG-ed like a million times ><
LOL!
Later had to act with Siangsiang and Jamie.
Wtf Siang made me laugh when I'm supposed to look all serious and go WHAT HAPPENED?
He was supposed to call Jamie a beetch.
And he called her a Germanshepard.
Wth? O.o
Then I walk up there.
Siang disappears behind the cupboard. -.-
Scare me lah.
I thought he go where.
In the end it's because he too short. I couldn't see him :DDD
MRT-ed with Jamieeee (:
Ate Icecream :D
Except mine kept dripping on me /:
LOL.

ZHONG JI YI JIA ♥


YES.
It's coming out next Wednesday :D
08/08/07 (:
In Taiwan lah.
I'M SO GOING TO WATCH IT ON YOUTUBE :D
Watched the previews ler. Damn funny ((:
Oh.
And the songs pwn :D
Chu shen ru hua and bu hui ai <3

1. Your name plus "ness"- Angshuangness. Wow O.o

2. Two feelings at the moment?- Moany and sleepy ><

3. What are you listening to right now?- The curse of curves :D

4.Done anything you regret so far this week?- YES. I regret telling Zhenting 'cause she keeps poing me /:

5. Describe where you are right now?- Bedroom O.o

6. The highlight of your week?- I'm going parkway with Ting on sunday? ><

7. What are you craving to have right now?- Chocolate. Which I'm not allowed to have 'cause I kena the stupidstupid virus from Jonathan D:

8. Who were the last people you ate with?- Ting Aeri Jolene Xinmin Dionne Alicia etc etc (:

9. What are you scared of?- A lot of things ><

10. Last movie you watched?- HP&OOTP<3

11. Last songs you sang out loud?- I forget ;x Feinimoshu?

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?- I'm wondering what to buy for Yiming. Is that counted? ><

14. Who is the last person you talked to?- My parents?

15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?- I forgot ><

16. Have you changed much this year?- I think so /:

19. Hug or kiss?- Uhm. DIAO -.-

23. Who was the last person to text message you?- Sean? O.o

24. Where was the last place you went to besides where you are?- School.

26. Do you speak any other language other than english?- Chinese lor. And Singlish :D

27. Last thing you watched on TV?- Shouzu?

28.Do you dress for style or comfort?- Both?

29. Name someone with the same b-day as you?- Eh. I duno. O.o

30. Ever had a drunken night in mexico?- I never go Mexico before.

31. Whats the craziest thing you've done?- Uhmmmm. I duno.

32. Favorite color(s)?- Redpinkblackorangegreeeeen (:

33. What's your favorite cereal character?- Kokocrunch :D The cereal with a great chocolatey taste!

34. What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?- EWWW.

35. Who do you love?- Family friends blah.

36. Any plans right now?- Duno ><

37. What are your plans for tonight?- Watch shouzu. Slack :D

38 What do you look forward tomorrow?- EDS<3

39. Last time you smiled?- Just now?

40. Who do you wanna be with right now?- No idea.

3 things in your wallet/purse:

1. Money

2. EZ link card

3. Neoprints

Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed:

1. Complain

2. Moan

3. Whine

Name 3 favorite fruits:

1. Apple

2. Grape

3. Orange? Banana?

Three names you go by:

1. Angshuang

2. Shuang

3. I DUNO ><

Three things you are wearing right now:

1. T-shirt

2. Shorts

3. Specs

Who is in the house with you?- My father.

Who was the last person to IM you?- Samuel.

Who are you thinking about right now?- Harrypotter :D

Who did you last talk to on the phone?- Mother :D

Whose birthday is next?- YIMINGGGG((:

Who were you with last night?- At my grandmother's house.

Where is your phone?- House phone? Cordless, so it's everywhere.

Where do you sleep?- Bed.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?- Free. NDP 2005 :D

Where is the last place you took a ride to?- Home? O.o

What kind of cell phone do you have?- Nokia 7373 (:

What are you excited about?- Sunday trip to PP :D

What is the closest item near you that is blue?- Holepuncher.

What's your favorite color/s?- Redpinkblackorangegreen.

Whats your favorite shoe brand?- ALL :D

What is the last movie you watched?- HP&OOTP.

What song do you currently hear?- Thks Fr Th Mmrs by FOB :D

When did you meet your best friend?- Eh. Forget.

When did you last go to the mall?- Yesterday went bugis with jt and Clarissa :D

When did you last burn a candle?- Since a longgg time ago when I actually still play with lanterns o.o

1 ` Zhenting

2 ` Rason

3 ` Sean

4 ` Jonathan

5 ` Dionis

6 ` Jengteng

7 ` Yunen

8 ` Wangcong ><

How did you meet 8?`Now same class lor o.0

What would you do if you had never met 1?`Be less crazy /:

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?`LOL! :D

Have you ever seen 4 cry?`Nope. Haha.

Do you think 1 is cute?`YEAHHH:D

How did you get to know 7?`Same class.

Would you ever go on a date with number 3?`Uhm. I duno? ><>What's 7's Favorite color?`Green?

What would you do if 6 confessed they loved you?`Uhm O.o

Fact about 8:`He's also known as MIKE from WANGKIN PARK (:

Who is 4 going out with?`You ask me I ask who -.-

who is number 5 to you?`Good friendddd. :D

Would you ever live with 1?`Maybe?

Is 2 single?`LOL. I guess so ><

Where does 7 live?`Pasir Ris I think.

What do you think about 3?`Uhm. Good friend? ><

What do you like about number 6?`Good friend also :D (SEE I SO NICE)

Favorite Memory with 1?`I have no idea. ALL ARE FAVOURITE MEMORIES :D

#01. Dionis poking the vinegar egg :D













#02. Ewww ><
#03. Jengteng and Dionis admiring the egg, and Yunen's hand and handphone :D




#04. Uhm O.o The egg going crazy in the vinegar. LOL.

Wtf Maths test sucked .___.
I HATE THE APPLE/PEAR QUESTION D:
Rason told Isaac how to do but Isaac still forget :D
I can't believe Ron gave me bad luck ><
I mean, he's a wizard.
He doesn't use dollars, he uses galleons, sickles and knuts -.-
Plus he has magic, so why does he need us to calculate the number of apples and oranges? /: Thankyouuu Sean for the calculator (:
I think no more battery ler o.0
It kept dying on me ><
Recess. Nothing o.o
History.
LOL I LOVE THE OHP MAN (:
Wasted one period :D
Plus I think Yichen got lost.
Mrs Wong was pisseddddd ><

Angshuang: OMG I LOVE YICHEN :DDDDD
Zhenting: I tell the other one.
Angshuang: -.- Go die lah. Anyway you also don't talk to him.
Zhenting: Okay, I ask Rason to tell.
Angshuang: HA! :D -pokes-

Damn funny (:
Science.
Disgusting quail egg ><
Malay.
Cikgu Noorizan didn't come :D
Geog.
Computer lab 3 :D
Damn the reception there D:
0 BARS LAH /:
Thennn lunched with Ting etc. :D
Blahblah.
Crazy times (:
And me laughing nonstop when Aeri kept waving the orange packet of blah in front of me >< Andddd.
Sean. I hate you .___.
LOL.
Not fair lah D:
Why do Zhihao, Rason and Clarence get to go your house? ;___;
And I don't care.
I'm going to force Rason to take pictures :D
You want you try stop lah ;x
HAH.

♥

Wtf.
In a damn bad mood .___.
Sean&Jon can't play com D:
Not fair /:
Plus Samuel just scared me by saying Sean sounded like he was going to commit suicide O.o
And just realised,
THANKS TO MR JONATHAN TAN,
I kena the stupid virus. D:
Fever sorethroat cough headache.
ESPECIALLY SORETHROAT LAH.
My throat's burning okayyyyy .___.
Wahlao D:
Plus that Jinzhi.
I think his com tio virus.
Keep sending me some effing file.
WHICH IS DAMN BLARDY IRRITATING OKAY.
Chao bad mood.
CHAO bad mood.
Funny.
I've moodswing-ed all day O.o
I want to die D:
Maybe I'm going to dehydrate to death or something /:

LOL.
This song is addictive :D
I'm slow, I know.
But I've just gotten addicted (:

The Curse of Curves
Cute Is What We Aim For

I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward
Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics
And this just in
You're a dead fit
But my wit won't allow it
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
Her bone structure screams"Touch her! Touch her!"
And she's got the curse of curves
So with the combination of my gift with one liners
And my way
My way with words
It seems I’m too hip to keep tight lip
And you’re on the gossip team
You’re making something out of nothing
And jealousy is the cousin the cousin of greed
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
The inside lingo had me at hello
And we go where the money goes
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
Her bone structures screams [I want someone]"Touch her! Touch her!”
And she’s got the curse, the curse of… [I want someone]
From what I heard with skin you’ll win
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah, that's where mine go
That's where mine go
We all have teeth that can bite underneath
To where the reality grows
Yeah that’s where mine go
The reality grows…
From what I've heard with skin you'll win
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win
Her bone structures screams [I want someone]”Touch her! Touch her!”
And she’s got the curse, the curse of… [I want someone]
From what I heard with skin you’ll win
With skin you’ll win
Skin you’ll win

(I lazy underline/bold it ><)

Blogging in comp lab ONEEEE.
Since 1E's RS teacher chased us out D:
Wtf lahhhh.
Rawr. /:
So had to leave comp lab two and so ended up in one.
Which was blardy hot in the beginning 'cause the aircon wasn't on .___.
IHATEYOU 1E RS TEACHER.
I shall try not to be mean ><
But still.
Sean suan-ed me about comp lab two so shiok, aircon so cooling.
GAHHHH D:
But nevermind.
IT'S COLD NOW :D
Omg I'm crapping -.-
And Dionis, stop staring at my post ;x
LALA.
Okay go ler (:

♥

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